Whenever I'm in public, I catch myself almost crying, feeling as if my eyes are almost going to break with tears as I feel they fill up. They never do, but I constantly find myself on the verge of tears in public. Why does this happen so much, and how can I stop it? It's so annoying..
>>35005690Emotionaly too, like some kind of sadness or anything? But sounds like a thing you should ask an ai and then an actuall doctor
>>35005818It's some kind of pervasive sadness yes, sort of like watching the world and everything go by and being helpless, absolutely helpless to do anything about it. I've come to resent my lack of autonomy due to circumstances that are in and out of my control. Perhaps thats part of the reason why. I also feel like such a deadweight and burden on those around me and I NEED that to change. I can't imagine being this useless forever. I feel like I need words of encouragement or to just "get over" myself but as much as I try, it always seems to loom over my head for whatever reason. I feel like I need to regain/retain whats left of my agency, but after being beat down by life it just feels so difficult not to cave in to the same mindset.. I want anything to overcome this learned helplessness, I'd do anything. I don't want to be or feel like this anymore.
>>35006378Sounds like something depression related, why dont you go to a doctor and ask him whats wrong, or chatgpt everything and let him name you drugs that are prescribed in cases like this and buy them illegally
>>35007389I don't want to use drugs and I don't think talking to an AI would help me.
>>35007474"I'd do anything"Just stfu if you wont even talk to an ai or a doctor and dont want to use drugs.Do you think some fuck ass wizzard from 4chan is going to change your life? Its YOUR life and YOU need to help yourself, take fucking antidepressants or whatever its not that deep. But seemingly you dont want to change
>>35005690It's because you fear being judged and you are. Everyone is constantly being judged when your out in public, they are all looking at you!
>>35007607The thing is, I already tried one of those (AI) and its just very unsatisfying. I guess I just made the thread for words of advice from people online.
>>35005690Are you a man? if yes check your hormones and vitaminsIf you are a woman just cry its ok
>>35009167I try to keep my testosterone up by staying active physically, I take my vitamins and biotin too. Would it be that I'm just more sensitive to them? I wouldn't know. I can be like this, but never like this THIS much I think.. I think I've never been this emotionally pent up.
>>35007723You aint getting "words of advice" in 4chan, the chance for good advice is like 7%Go to a medical professional.
