>mid 20s>lived alone since right after highschool>no degree, currently living off of savings following a depressive episode>no DL, can't drive>no family>limited friends, mostly doing their own thing and actually have lives>no experience 'doing things' by myself, just tend to get dragged along to things by others>realize that I've been living very passively and have nothing to show for ithow do i reinvent myself without burning out? I've been unemployed since July and am thinking about getting another job to fill the time, but I worry that I'll fall into another episode again. I've been wasting a lot of my time while unemployed that I should be using to learn to drive, read, etc. Should I maybe join the military or something? I don't have any passions, talents, or real hobbies. I've had DESIRES to have passions, talents, or hobbies, but I've never been enough of a person to truly do any of them.
NEETs = half the population. NEETs the ants who get stepped on. Doesn’t want to work or can’t. Waste life for the sake of consumerism. Doesn’t understand the world has always been evil and won’t get better. Confused themselves with Mad DreamersWagies = other half of the population. Wagies the slaves who get used. Wants to work or has to for family / survival. Doesn’t understand that this is only life he gets and he’s wasting it because he can’t handle the evil world either. Confuses themselves with NEETsMad Dreamers = 1 percent. You would have to be Mad to go for your Dreams in this world. By far the hardest ending. Gets whatever they want. Works for himself or herself. Understands the world. Confuses themselves with Wagies- The Mad Dreamer My advice as 24 year old manFace Satan on stage and don’t walk out back. If you walk out back you lose. Life will always be hard
>>35007166I don't have any 'dreams'. I don't know what I want. What the fuck are you trying to say?
>>35007167Find your dream. The moment you become an adult is when you realize no one is watching and you are the captain of your own ship
The Mad Dreamer is a super human that pushes reality to its limits
>>35007169So generic 'do whatever you want follow your dreams xdDdDdDdd' advice? dumb shit. I am an unshaped tool that needs to be crafted into something to be used by my betters. You mistake me for someone of import.
the reason why I am depressed, without family, etc, is because I rejected my previous life and didn't work hard enough to maintain it. I could have a nepo baby job making ok money right now, and children, and family gatherings every holiday, and a house, and, and, and. But I was always a shitty child who couldn't follow the rules or commit myself to anything higher than myself.
>>35007171.and what do you actually do?
