You could say I’m the type of person who doesn’t open up to anyone. I often struggle with depression and sometimes think about death I used to find relief by watching gore imagining my own death looking gruesome made me feel like I wasn't that badly yet. And now? cool.I feel overwhelmed and stressed, so I watch gore to vent and actually feel a sense of pleasure.I’m not joking, I really do. I’ve started neglecting my mental health, and there’s a genuine thrill in seeing strangers die in such mangled, horrific ways.I know I should seek treatment, but I don't have the money, and for a few other reasons, I'm not sure I'd like life in a psychiatric hospital.
>>35007586Dont open up, nobody cares anyway but stop watching gore nigga, get another vice, that probably is going to make you want to kill
