Hello again, I was the Eggman who lost a friend because I got rejected by an 18 year old at age 29.Thanks to here, I don't feel as bad about it. But I'm not where I want to be physically, mentally, financially and romantically, but stay alive because I don't want to hurt my loved ones. So when said friend called me disgusting, disappointed in me and cut me off, I started to worry what that others would think and felt I lost that last reason to live.If my parents weren't there for me, I might have gone through with it.I'm still friends with the 18 year old. This whole ordeal has made it easier to get over her at least. I set boundaries but we occasionally play games or hang out still.The thing is, when I see her, I think of losing that friend and of almost killing myself. I feel like I should tell her, but that's a lot to dump on her. But it might help hr understand my situation? I'm unsure...
>>35013705I wouldn't tell her that. I remember your previous thread and I think it's important to understand just what an absolute snake piece of shit your supposed friend is. The fact that this situation made you feel like killing yourself shows how absolutely careless that subhuman is. She sounds like a sweet girl and I think she'll be a much better friend to you.
>>35013705>should I tell her I almost killed myself?No>I got rejected by an 18 year old at age 29.You deserve it for going after an 18 year old at 29.Might as well just fuck a toddler at that point.
>>35013705You are a 29 year old man, considering (quite strongly), telling an 18 year old girl you almost killed yourself over her. Even if you forget about the age, think about the action and try to justify in any way how that doesn't make you sound like a total fucking retard (or manipulative).
>>35014105I guess it's technically over her? I didn't think of it that, I thought if anyone were to blame it would be the (ex) friend and even than I don't think that's fair considering he couldn't anticipate that being the straw which breaks the camels back. My (admittedly flimsy) reasoning was it felt like a big secret I was keeping from her; something that might make me act differently around her or feel awkward around her because I think back to it. I have autism and apparently a symptom is a need to over share, so probably influenced it to.But you and >>35013728 are probably right. It's best not to; let it be a blip in my life. Over sharing with friends ironically got me in this position initially.
Your friend is a faggot. I saw the apology OP wrote to him in the last thread and it was gay sniveling to some homo that didn't deserve it.Don't tell her, just move on.>>35013737>She was a legal consenting adult you pedophile!!1!
>>35013705Telling her would just make things enormously awkward between you. Given you have autism, it might be worthwhile to develop a habit of consciously trying to rationally model what a person's response might be, if that doesn't come to you intuitively. As in: what is she supposed to do about that? What do you want from her such that you would tell her that?>>35013737>might as well justTelling on yourself pretty badly there.
>>35017268>>might as well just>Telling on yourself pretty badly there.I don't get it.>>35015876Just because its legal doesn't mean its okay.
>>35013705If you tell her, she’ll be disgusted by the reek of desperation for her.
