I think i might be genuinely cooked this time, so a couple of days ago i had an arguement with my father and i said "fuck islam" and then proceeded to say some other bad stuff about muhammed the prophet of islam, my mother overheard me and told me to shut up so i did. However since then she is treating me badly, she refuses to talk to me and doesn't even invite me for dinner or breakfast like she used to do, every time i walk past her she gives me a hateful angry face, i was walking past her yesterday and out of nowhere she said "there is no god but allah". I was toying with a little relative of mine and she was pretending to speak to him and in the end said "say that god is one" to a 4 year old toddler! That was aimed at me i think. I was passing by her and she was hitting my back repeatedly, and one time my brother heard her bothering me as usual and asked her what's wrong, she said "he is a kaffir" my brother got a phone call and went to answer it and i couldn't hear the rest of the convo since i was away from them, i don't think she elaborated to him further since he hasn't confronted me about it.We haven't spoken since the initial arguement, she keeps attacking me daily and i am not sure what to do, she probably thinks that i am an infidel now(which i am), my father moved on but she is still mad about my angry remarks about islam and muhammed, what should i do? It is really compilcated.
>>35017685>what should i do?Stop larping.
>>35017685Isn't that the guy that had a train run on his ass by some bedouins and claimed he saw god? Or am I thinking of some other revealed religion?
>>35017685Hey, you insulted her personally and insulted something she deeply believes in. It hardly matters whether Islam is "good" - YOU did something deliberately cruel to someone who didn't deserve it.You start by apologizing. You start by saying "Regardless of what I feel about the religion, I should not have deliberately caused you pain, and I apologize for that."
>>35017967>Unless you fake a coming to Jesus moment or something your relationship is basically over.Faking islam so so hard because i have to pray 5 times a day, one of the prayers is at 4 AM! And ramadan is near, i would have to fast every single day for a month. It sucks man.>move outI don't have that option right now. And i don't really like the day of ghosting my parents.>>35017994>YOU did something deliberately cruel to someone who didn't deserve it.I was harmed and traumatized by this religion beyond belief and in a moment of anger i spoke my true feelings. My words even if they were inconsiderate are not as harmful as this in my opinion demonic religion. But yeah i was wrong.>You start by saying "Regardless of what I feel about the religion, I should not have deliberately caused you pain, and I apologize for that."I can't tell them that, it is either i become a muslim or don't, i can't tell them i am an atheist, that's not an option.
>>35018033>ramadan is nearIt's 4 months away. Stop larping.
>>35017685You’re second in-command after your father, so it’s time to remind her that she’s fourth in command in your Muslim household. A good spanking should teach her her place.
>tfw your situation is so cooked not even 4chan can help you
>>35017685> what should I do?Learn to take pleasure in your enemy's suffering. Yes, your mother is your enemy. If she's like most mothers, she wanted to suffocate you to death when you were a baby and is full of coiled repressed resentment against you, therefore she feels entitled to control and humiliate you. Also trying to push some retarded caveman superstition religion on you shows she is your enemy.The answer to shitty parents is usually the sam: Just ignore them, get good grades / make lots of money, move away and hardly ever visit or call.
>>35017685What country are you in?One silver lining to the mudslime slide into the west is that it's giving so many people the opportunity to destroy Islam from within. I bet more people are fleeing Islam than spreading it. No one in their right mind would choose Islam, unless maybe a fake liberal form.Just lay low until you can escape. See the prayer schedule as an opportunity to build discipline and stick to a routine. Prayer/meditation is good for the brain etc.
>>35020155Larping returning to islam is hard, i have to pray 5 times and fast 16 hours during ramadan, my mental health is already bad enough and i don't want to exert energy in something so useless
>>35021856Lmaooo based. Are u old enough to join the military yet? You gotta get the fuck away from ur parents dawg
>>35021860I won't fight for a muslim society to get away from my muslim parents
