The neurotypical way of hooking up doesn't work because I have autism. The truth is neurotypical society does not want autistic men to have sex. I'm in a perpetual state of despair that this experience is deliberately gatekept by neurotypicals. Another factor is that I don't have as much energy as a neurotypical does and the extracurricular activites they find to be fun and relaxing is the exact opposite for me, I have to carefully choose how I live my life and what actions I take. I don't want to die not having experienced sex with a woman I'm sexually attracted to. What can I do?
>>35019391You can find a woman you are sexually attracted to, marry her, and have sex with her
>>35019412If what you are picturing is the traditional way the vast majority experience and do romance then no, I can't. I'll literally burnout, I can't afford to burnout. My life is too short to be bedbound physically recovering from social interaction.
>>35019412On the other hand society considers having a romantic relationship and sex with an autistic man taboo. My sexuality has been taken away from me by force.
>>35019433I am a diagnosed sperg and can have any BPD baddie I want, thank you trauma induced hypersexuality.