I've been having these reoccurring dreams where my best friend, that I don't talk to anymore, is a woman. He was my friend from jr. high to mid 20s (in my mid 30s now) and we just drifted apart. Looking back at it, I slept over at his house a lot, and we shared a bed. So, it sounds gay I guess but we were never doing any of that. Into our early 20s we hung out. We'd just usually get a pizza. Play video games. Watch anime. For some reason, he's in my mind more as of late, and I have dreams where he's a woman, but he doesn't wanna do anything sexual with me, but he looks fucking hot. He never told me he was trans, but I think, in retrospect, we would've wanted to be a lesbian couple. I think it goes back to his infatuation with yuri. I've had this sort of dream about lots of different guys in my life. Co-workers. Sometimes, they're still a man, but I'm a woman and I'm giving them a blowjob or I'm getting plowed up my vagina. I used to wish I could just become a girl, cause I thought I would be more comfortable. What should I make of this all?Admittedly, I wanted to be a woman for the longest time, in my early teens to 20s. When It would've probably been more feasible in terms of appearance. Is it just an infatuation with the opposite sex? I've never wanted to suck a guy off or get plowed by a man, but I do find some men to be attractive. In terms of personality too. They're must be a dash of the gay in me. Idk. I'm not ashamed of it. Anyone else commiserate with any of this?
Shut the fuck up faggot
>>35022569idk anon, sounds pretty gay to me
