I hate being so dependent on people. Always clinging to people who don't add anything to me and brainwashing me.I am tired of being like this. Tired of having to continue living something that does me so much harm, I disgust myself... and I really would like to have the life I see other girls having. Because besides, I have always been the object of ridicule my whole life.How can I disperse these really bad thoughts against myself? I have gone to psychologists but they really don't help me at all and are starting to seem like an absolute waste of money.
Who are these people you cling to? Real life ones or like toxic discord contacts?
>>35022667real life people, especifically ex friends
>>35022716You just gotta be honest with yourself that this is definitely bad for you and cut off all negative influences,start your social life from scratch if you have to and only choose decent quality people to be around this time
>>35022724ty
>>35022609As the other guy implied, maybe consider a reset and be very selective about the people that you let come close. Its a bit cold but it is what it is. Being surrounded by the right people could be your gamechanger. Or spend some time alone with just yourself and your thoughts. Figure out who you are, what you want, how to get there without being influenced from the outside. Will be hard but maybe maybe it helps. Come and talk to us if its too much. Good luck.
