people tell me to quit porn, because its warping my views of reality, but i wonder if instagram/socials like that might be even worse for my psyche than porn, because porn is something i choose to go to the dark corners of the internet to do sometimes and i know its in fantasy. instagram is filled with sluts alluding to porn and making it seem normal to me, blended in with some people i actually know. tiny clips doing depraved things that stick in my head even when im away from the phone/computer, and a lot of them are obviously AI, but I dont know whats real anymore.like, am i missing out on this world of sex-crazed zoomies just because im not hot or bold enough or have a big enough dick? are women really out there fucking their guy friends as a normal thing, a situationship (while cheating on their bfs), having them forced into surprise bjs, pumpkin-hole blowjobs, licking starbucks cream off their fingers, etc? Surely some are. with how shameless everyone is now, even if it started as an actress/AI trend, surely more and more are mimicking these and not catching any consequences from it, or she's enjoying it.I cant just be away from the porn, its everywhere now. I don't think I'm actually addicted, but even if i were what would some therapist be able to do to revert me? Tell me its all lies and not how society really operates, while I know she herself is or was one of the whores like that for her chads? never watched Drive btw. should I?
