If you are healing from DP/DR or major depression don't ever give up striving to become better, cuz when you hear those thoughts telling you to "take a break cuz this is too hard" thats the depression trying to trick you into giving up and sinking back into feeling like shit. AND to get better you don't have to WAIT until you feel a certain way, you have to KNOW that you already feel okay and everything already feels the way its meant to! You just tricked yourself into thinking it all feels bad when it actually all feels normal! NOTHING HAS TO BE DONE, and don't fucking listen to those thoughts that keep saying "BUT YOU DON'T FEEL NORMAL YET!" or 'YOU DON'T KNOW THAT YOU FEEL NORMAL YET!" Thats also a fucking trap, stop thinking that you don't feel normal or that you don't "recgognise" it yet! DON'T EVER FUCKING GIVE UP
>>35024992You are retarded. You don't know what I feel like. Nothing has ever been okay in my life and nothing ever will be and I am here without my consent. Suicide is aesthetically displeasing (so is absolutely everything else) and thus worthy of contempt and disgust. Of course, so is living, but I felt like clarifying that suggesting suicide isn't a clever gotcha to my position. Nothing is good or beautiful at all, and being "okay" is disgusting. Not being perfect, beautiful and ethereal is a capital sin worthy of disdain and instant death, but as I said, the physical process of dying is also repulsive because it is part of life, and thus not to be undertaken.
