What do you do with a sadistic disposition? To preface, I never actively seek out others to harm or torture. I don't ever like inflicting pain on others for the sake of it. But sometimes, a weird mix of angst, neurosis, etc. well up inside me and I can't help but feel relieved when I find others in pain, especially if I feel they deserve it. Best way I could describe it is a knot or essence being burned and it can feel ridiculously cathartic. Anyone who knows their stuff or has experienced this, can you tell me why I'm like this, and how to best manage it? Because I fear it won't ever go away at this rate.
Schadenfreude. When ur life gets actually better it goes away. Otherwise, misery loves company, crabs in a bucket. Better to channel the envious energy into actually course correcting and getting to a level you aspired in others, rather than uselessly indulging in already low people's downfalls
>>35028290Get into S&M.
>>35028290Kill pedos ok
