so dumbasses, get this I am hyper focusing on a project rn and I am so deep in that I have lost all sleep and desire to eat. For the last 3 weeks I have been working on a generator - Shall not be named(Basically an obvious mathematic tool but has been capitalized on since its very less understood) which i fully intend to open source and absolutely cause deep destruction to a few 100 million dollars industry. All I want to do is cause extreme joblessness in this sector because they didnt hire me despite being extremely capable and having 2 masters and 1 PHD. loosing 9 years of my life pursuing research work and I end up like this. + Posting on 4chan again so well you all get it I am fueled by hatred and sadness. my question is how do I fix my hyper focusing side affects. i really dont want to eat and sleep until i achieve my 22 milestones on this project? It really feels like a waste of time until i get some peace of mind by making it fully and making it available publicly.
This is dumb just get a job you bum. Academia is supposed to pay peanuts to select for mad scientists and filter everybody else out and you should've done something else if money is what you cared about.
What math program you building dumbass
>>35029597why? When I can just make the whole stack of the technology free. It nearly takes 8 people over 6 months to do it to get started in this sector and I am making it free just because I love it. I was gonna make money while doing it but didnt get a job despite applying for 3 months now now I will love doing it while making it all free. >>35029693If I mention anything and anyone reverse searches my university profiles comes up so cant say
