Look, don't try to talk me into not doing it, I've been thinking of killing myself since 2010, tried 6 times already, have advanced depression and anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder that's getting worse by the day, adhd, and multiple addictions. I've been in treatment by psychiatry since 2018, have taken more than 10 different pills through the years, been passed around maybe more than 20 different specialists counting psychiatrists and psychologists and I just get mentally worse and worse by the day, in the outside I may not look like it because I'm fit, hot and charismatic, but I'm tired of that fucking facade, I just want to end it ok? Life just get's worse and my different ills too, so, tl;dr, I have a 375ml bottle of rum, maybe more than a gram of quetiapine and the same for pregabalin, will I just fall asleep and die if I take it all? tried to trick some AIs to tell me but as far as I've they just have told me that it's enough to maybe get into a coma or something.
>>35058955You'll just puke
>>35058955Dude. Try mushroom therapy. It might fix some of the stuff you’re going through. Do research.
>>35058955>tried 6 times alreadyDon't you think it's about time to conclude that you'll never be capable of doing it successfully? How many more failures are you going to go through before you give up?
>>35058955>will I just fall asleep and die if I take it all?No. Small chance you might choke to death from inhaling your own vomit, but otherwise you'll survive.
>>35061884already tried it, psilocybin microdoses and just mushrooms, didn't work>>35061910but i don't want to keep on living for other 40 years or so, I just really need to lose the fear, living like this and self sabotaging constantly is no option>>35061912doesn't quetiapine + pregabalin induce heart failure in high dosage?
>>35062104>doesn't quetiapine + pregabalin induce heart failure in high dosage?Higher than that.
>>35062104>but i don't want to keep on living for other 40 years or soNo, but you're going to, regardless of whether you want to or not. Sooner or later you'll have to accept that fact.
>>35058955please don't, I'll miss you
>>35063037So what? I'll need to have like 10 grams of both or what?>>35063042why is it that the people who long for death the most are the ones who have to endure living the most>>35068314thank you frend, i'll miss u too
>>35068414Overdoses are always iffy methods.A gun aimed at the base of your skull works best. If you're in a country that hates guns, find the nearest train track. Failing that, a rope and a bridge never fails. Remember, the rope isn't meant to choke you. It's meant to snap your neck.If you're desperate, a shopping bag and a rubber band can work. It just takes a lot of time, and getting interrupted usually means you live with some kind of paralysis or significant brain damage.If you just want a bit of oblivion and bliss, mix your rum with weed. Depressant-stacking is pretty nice. A hangover might make you think differently. If you really can't stand the shakes and the delirium, you value life more than you think. I've never had a seizure I regret. And if your hangovers don't include seizures, then is it really a hangover?
Overdoses have a high failure rate and result in disasters when it goes wrong. As in, very painful and slow deaths to organ failure. But if you're willing to kill yourself, why wouldn't you be willing to ask for help?
>>35068464No guns, no trains, and bridges might be too painful I used to drink and get high while on antidepressants all the time, no special hangover either whatsoever>>35068587I have already asked for help multiple times, I've been doing this for 10 years, 8 years on treatment, things just don't get better
>>35058955That's such a weak combo. You should make sure you're treated maximally for every mental disorder before doing this. You'll find that your depression is clouding your ideas. Most suicides are caused by depressive ideas and impulsivity and substances. Most attempters go on to regret it
>>35075437Depresion is actually the one thing i've been treated the most (since 2018), i've taken more than 10 different pills, been tossed around for more than 10 psychiatrists and psychologists, is that not enough?
>>35075834More treatment means little. There's always another option. I have bipolar disorder. Explain to me at length what you've tried working down from first line to fifth and sixth and beyond for depression. What do you want me to say? Oh yeah sure you tried? You didn't actually establish that at all. Besides you're not an expert there's always stuff you don't know, likely a lot.
>>35058955The AI is right; you’ll likely just end up in a coma.I don’t know why people try to kill themselves using chemical substances—just jump off a tall building; it’s not that hard.
>>35076748Usually ends in a slow painful death don't do that one.
>>35077702and who are you to say that?some jumping off heights expert?
>>35058955Overdoses fail all the time and there's a good chance you'll just render yourself a crippled retard.Look into something like inert gas asphyxiation as a means of ending yourself, it's completely painless.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bagHowever, if you are really going to kill yourself, why not do something interesting or at the very least notable or novel.Go to a crowded public square and try snap your own neck, I've always wondered if that was possible.
>>35076748I'm extremely afraid of heights so that's a no go for my, and yes, i'm aware of the irony>>35080572That looks complex but it sounds interesting as painless goes>if you are really going to kill yourself, why not do something interesting or at the very least notable or novel.I was thinking about hugging a politician with a grenade but i don't know if the mediatic martirization is worth it
Hey, OP here, I wanted to tell you all that i'm planning on doing it tomorrow, so if i'm gone, it's probably that i made it or I got in a medical facilityhave a nice life, nevertheless
>>35088615good luck OPI'm also doing it soon
>>35088615I nearly killed myself in my early 29s. Had a plan and a gun and wanted to do it. I got interrupted and medically seen, and now I'm married and having a good life. There is hope, you have to find it. Take control of your life, and guide it somewhere better than it is now.
