18f at 12 half of my family died within 6 months of each other the first two was a popular topic in our small town so i was pulled from school (start of covid) and never ended going back i missed out on my entire middle-high school experience and just rotted online. i did nothing for years then finally my mom was tired of me rotting and forced me to get my license and she bought me a car my mom goes to this church and i met 2 girls and we ended up meeting up after church once and it was okay very out of my comfort zone but i did okay. a week ago i crashed my car and ive completely reverted to rotting in my room and i feel like my life is over
here's the issue: your life is not over. i've also crashed my car at 18, and i also felt like my life was over. i'm 30 now. and i'm here to tell you that you still have a long way to go. but you'll never understand this, you will never feel this, no matter how much reading or convincing you'll try to get, you'll never reach it. so the only thing left to do now, is to feel it. allow yourself to feel it. welcome the feeling, observe the feeling. and notice what happens. this is what i wish someone told me when i was 18.
>>35073800But crashing a car at 18 is like the biggest whatever thing on the whole planet. I'm guessing insurance covered it and it won't even effect you since you're not paying for the insurance?Look at this retard https://www.youtube.com/shorts/0VORcrrSFEkHis life actually sucks since it's his car, his insurance, and he looks chopped. Plus he can't sing. And he screamed like a little bitchlisten to some bjork >>35073831what he said!
>>35073831i just feel like everything's over cause i fought so hard to get out of my comfort zone to hang out w ppl and leave the house like i just got my license a year ago after years of doing nothing but play sims all day and i get out of my comfort zone n i go and crash my car so im just reverting to doing nothing
>>35073851i didnt hit another car i didnt have to talk to police or anything i just totaled my car probably i dont know guy hasn't looked at it yet but my moms husbands ex wife is fr taking all our money right now i just turned 18 recently so we stopped getting social security for me (cause my dad dying) so we are only on his income and his ex wife just turned alimony back on so we have no money so im not gonna get a car for awhile and we live in a shit area so if i were to get a job (i was applying for jobs) id have to get a ride from her
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>is God real why did he let me end up this wayLook around you spoiled brat. Your life fits the tone of the rest of the world.
>>35074272yea im tone deaf cause i dont go outside or talk to ppl
>>35074272So? What if that tone is bad/unacceptable?You should kill yourself.
>>35074405Heaven has a better atmosphere. No cap
>>35074415Too bad it doesn't exist except as a hypothetical.
>>35073800there's always tomorrow, or the next day, or the next day after that...I'm sure you'll get around to it, eventually.https://rumble.com/v7658e2-narrative-shifting-atrocity-exhibition-no.2.html?e9s=src_v1_cbl%2Csrc_v1_ucp_v
>>35073800God isn't real. Anything else we can help you with?
>>35074445Too bad you're stuck here with the bad/unacceptable tone
>>35073800I assume the car was insured. Once it has been repaired or replaced, can you simply go back to how things were a week ago?
>>3507468750/50 odds you will commit suicide within 2 years.
>>35074736maybe
>>35074658maybe he is
>>35073800>is God realyes, but he has just turned on all of us ever since 2019
>>35073800
>>35073800god isnt real. while you complain about your totalled car newborn kids in africa starve to death and little baby deer get ripped to pieces alive by birds of prey. theres no justice or benevolence in the world in the sense humans wish there was. be glad when youre dead and have it all done and through with, that is the most just place of all.
>>35075503>maybe he isHe isn't. God is Santa Claus for grown-ups. It's a story you tell people to make them do what you want, because otherwise the magical bearded man in the sky will know that they've been naughty.
>>35074736Its 100% lolYou have fun stuck in shit
>>35074658He is real if I say he is
>>35073800Watch these vids: https://youtu.be/DOb7dpi87wA?si=GkTECBtaLG2JgktEhttps://youtu.be/4cPCPCzuIoU?si=hfYi60NN5yRpXSVjhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6WRLzRRT7g&list=PL1fWEv83luEM4Hx9rcFj-3E_y7Qsve3MgYou're fine, better off than these freaks by a country mile, but if you dont get out there you will become one of them.
>>35073800Fix your car and get your GED. Go to school.
