I ran away from home when I was a teenager because I was sick of the way my stepdad treated us like how he kept hitting my mom and how she put up with it as long as he didn't hit me. I felt like being there was hurting her, so I thought leaving would have him stop. He hated me and said I wouldn't "act like a whore" if I was his real daughter (I never slept with anybody at that point). I ran away with a guy I knew from church, I went every Sunday since they always had a potluck after services.It was a dumb move I know now a couple years later, but at the time I felt trapped with my stepdad. The church guy ended up weird like really weird and I got away from him too.The place I ended up wasn't a good one. I tried drugs I shouldn't have to make everything feel less shit, and needing more had me doing stuff I'm not proud of.I started blaming my stepdad for everything that happened, and my mom too for making us stay with that asshole. The past year she's been trying to talk to me but I've been bitter and ignored it.I want to quit the drugs and everything. She wants me to come home. She says my stepdad isn't there anymore but I'm still bitter for what she put us both through and everything I went through trying to get away from home.I'm worried going home will just push me back into the drugs, everything else when I hate it too much.
>>35076070Fuck no just ignore her
Contact? Sure, there should be boundaries though. Moving in with her again is probably not a good idea, but that depends on how bad your current living situation is.
