28 and a half. Just broken up with longterm gf. triggered a depressive breakdown, but now im beginning to notice attention from other women and i dunno if its in my head or real. Other day got 4 curious looks and dunno what they mean. One really hot shop keeper girl was staring at me eye contact for like 5 seconds while she was talking to someone when i was walking past the shop, i was totally tunnel vision and closed off. Another in the waiting room at doctors I looked up and caught her looking at me and kept her gaze for like 3 seconds and another young girl I caught looking at me held direct eye contact for the entire time I walked past her and smiled.Nothings really changed except since ive been on meds I kind of think I own the place and have a self righteousness about me I didn’t have before and my hair has grown because i cant be fucked to cut it. I chalked the looks down to wishful thinking but also the meds have killed my libido too and dont really give a fuck about women. Looks like this are a regular occurance, even more when i was with my gf. Am i going insane or are there still options? In my mind im old and over the hill and basically old and ugly, and desiring women now brings shame rather than wonder.
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