I have held ambitious dreams since I was little, dreams that I would become somebody great who shaped the world in one way or another and to do good deeds that would make my family proud.Here I am, 20 years old and out of school.> Make good money but job sucks> Own two beautiful carsSounds good doesn't it? Well, I still haven't been able to make any major strides in becoming the man I envision myself to become. I am often called smart or talented but stuff like Programming that used to interest me is something I've never been able to learn so I've pivoted to politics because I've noticed various pitfalls within society that I felt obliged to fight but in order to fight these societal pitfalls I first need to become a man.What do I mean by become a man? I mean somebody who is mentally and physically prepared to deal with whatever task or threat comes his way and somebody who can organize and communicate effectively as a leader, I do not wish to be a follower and if I had a choice I wouldn't do politics but I have to play that game and I wouldn't have anything else to offer the world but attempt to do something good and notable I don't think. To achieve my goal, I am actively trying to get into the military but if that isn't an option then I honestly don't know what I am going to do and I will continue to struggle.What is the redpill? What is to be done about myself? Is this something 4chan can even answer? Why am I asking 4chan?I suppose I just want to see what funny responses I would get.
>>35077643> I have held ambitious dreams since I was little, dreams that I would become somebody great [...]Here I am, 20 years old welcome to adulthood, where 90% of people learn theyre bot actually hot shit like theyve been told during school and childhood. be glad if you achieve anything and not become a total neet loser
>>35077643Youre 20 bro fact you are stressing and wrkting this makes you either not as smart as you think you are or out of touch with reality. Learn something new keep educating and working on your goals.If u really want to be a man set out real challenges for yourself. By overcoming it you win and when you dont you know where to work on
attachment is the root of suffering; golden chains are still chains
>>35077643OP, you're being too fucking vague. You wanna be somebody, probably a politician. So then why not keep working towards that?