Last month, I had a fight with a group of friends. I didn't care about it that much even though those friends have caused me distress about some things that was not their fault. I was just happy that I finally "broke free" of them and all the people in my life etc. I was just happy to finally be able to give time to myself, be alone with myself which was always what I wanted.Couple of days ago, an ex-friend of them and still a friend of mine asked me if I'm not speaking with them. I said no and explained what happened. For a while that kind of bothered me, I've questioned how she acquired that info about our fight with them and some other things. I've kinda arrived at a conclusion in my mind and decided that that's it, she just asked.My problem starts now. I just can't stop thinking about it after my friend mentioned them. I know that nothing about that fight or my friend asking about them bothers me. But something about it fucking bothers me. Maybe I was just not expecting to be asked about that after some time, and it kinda triggered something in my brain about them. Maybe like my brain is playing a trick on me because of all the past struggles I've dealt with because of them. Because I'm a pretty obsessive person, I've been obsessed about them or other friends in the past and it just made feel awful all the time and that was why I was relieved to not have friends that could make me feel like this anymore, but now I feel like I'm fucking back at square one. I know that nothing about them or that fight bothers me, I don't care about them. I don't feel alone or anything too, I'm fine alone. But like why the fuck do I feel this way? My brain is playing a trick on me but this has never happened before. I've had thoughts that kept coming to mind over and over but those time were when I've genuinely felt bad about those things but this time NOTHING is wrong and NOTHING is bothering me. I literally don't know how to deal with this.
Sorry for typos if there are any.
>>35078168What was the initial fight about anon?
>>35078553It was some bullshit things I've felt about them not caring enough about me. I don't really want to get into detail about it because now it all seems so pointless and I'm kinda angry at myself for making some stupid shit like this a problem. But these don't matter now because I'm happy where I am, the only thing bothering me are these thoughts.Those distresses I've mentioned were also kinda about them not caring about me or like being replaced type of shit.
>>35078565Is it possible for you to avoid these people?
>>35079360Yes. I'm not able to see them anywhere.
