I've honestly thought about killing myself because of this. Long story short I inserted a DMF bait meal worm into my urethra for my amateur maggot/wormplay solo porn blog, a stunt which I have done twice before. Usually you wait until the worm has completely buried itself into the bottom of your shaft so that when you cum, the worm gets shot out like a high velocity projectile. However, when I ejaculated this time... There was no worm. The worm did not eject. I genuinely do not know what the fuck to do, I have already tried asking ai but it just tells me to go to the hospital which I absolutely cannot do due to the fact that I live in an extremely small area and my two sisters + extended family work there. Under zero circumstance can my family find out about what I do online. The two delta 9 edibles I took about 2 hours beforehand are just now starting to kick in and I am having the worst anxiety of my life, my hands are shaking and I am unsure if I can even feel anything below my abdomen due to the adrenaline so there's that. I've been drinking shit tons of water and have urinated about 1 and a half times, still no worm. I think right now my greatest fear of all is that the worm could be a girl worm and she could be pregnant and lay eggs inside of my guts. The thought of it makes me want to faint. WTF DO I DO? Could I die if a worm colony is birthed inside of me?
Between this board and >>>/r9k/ I am reminded to be extremely grateful of my position in life.
>>35079305>Could I die if a worm colony is birthed inside of me?If it damages your ureters or makes it as far as your kidneys, then definitely. Go to hospital: embarrassment is preferable to permanent damage to your bladder or kidneys, or a necrotic penis.
I guess it'll die or is already dead. Your particular fear doesn't seem realistic to me. Meal worms don't really eat meat (?). Whether dead tissue inside your body might cause an infection I don't know. Btw I don't know anything about biology.You should see this as sign.Delete your blog, read the New Testament. Let this be a turning point in your life.https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%201&version=NIV
>>35079453>Whether dead tissue inside your body might cause an infection I don't know.It might block the urethra.
>>35079453addendum:>No, female mealworms cannot be pregnant. In fact, mealworms are actually the immature larval stage of the darkling beetle (Tenebrio molitor), meaning they cannot reproduce at all until they fully mature into adult beetles.>Temperature: 75°F to 80°F (24°C to 27°C) is the ideal range for fast growth and active breeding. They can survive in cooler temperatures down to 60°F (15°C), but their metabolism, eating, and growth will slow down drastically. Temperatures above 90°F (32°C) or below freezing can be fatal.>• Ventilation: High airflow is critical. Stagnant air traps humidity, which creates deadly mold and bacteria. Use a container with a large mesh screen or plenty of air holes drilled into the top.Again, I don't know anything about biology but for me it looks like it'll die soon. The tissue inside your body might cause infections. I don't know if a body can handle it.Please, follow my advice. Let this be the turning point in your life.>>35079460guess that's possible
>>35079305by the time you read this message, you will be more worm than human and you will not be able to be reached.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibz-gPkTMDM&ra=m
What led you to have this fetish?
>A human body may sometimes break down or expel a small foreign object, but it isn’t safe to assume that will happen. Something retained in the urethra can cause blockage, injury, or infection, and clinicians may need to locate and remove it safely. Urethral foreign bodies are assessed with imaging and sometimes removed using a camera and instruments; trying to retrieve one yourself can cause more damage. >A mealworm cannot become pregnant or start a colony inside a person. The immediate concern is a possible retained object—not eggs. If this is happening now, go to an emergency department or call emergency services, especially if you can’t urinate, have pain, blood, swelling, fever, or feel faint. Don’t insert anything else or try to force it out by drinking excessive water. Tell the medical team plainly what was inserted and when; that information helps them treat you. You can ask to speak privately with a clinician, but don’t let embarrassment delay care.(AI)So, if it causes problems, you will notice it via pain or if urinating is hard.I used to be a degenerate as well but I became religious. I'm much happier now.
So fucking dumbSuch a fucking dumb fetish, well at least it's creative but what the fuck? Why? The fuck is so fun about that?And then having to hide this from everyone else. It's better if everyone knows so that at least one of them could have talked you out of committing to such retardations.
>>35080879some people like the shock value
>>35081131I don't think OP did it just to shock. If he did then he'd want to shock as many people as possible but he's tryna lay low. Maybe that's the only way he can receive attention and validation even though it's from sick sadistic perves online
Continue to insert worms into your urethra and you'll achieve ascendancy, OP
>>35079305Like all servants of Nurgle, now you must suffer.
Go to the hospital and reveal the truth of your sin to the world
Tie a thread around another worm, put it it, let them become codependent and then yank it out.
>>35079305this is W faps rp scenario for me tonight thank you
what the fuck
>>35079305Just white people things
>>35079369I just accept it as artworks of fiction and falsehood and let myself be entertained.
