Lately I have realized I have become subconsciously very ashamed of my age. I'm gonna be 21 this year and whenever I wanna do certain activities like playing video games or watching anime I mentally can't bear it because I feel like I'm too old to be doing that. I feel like a grown man going to play on the swings at some children's park.I have a job and goals in life but even those pursuits aren't safe from this 'old man' complex. I like to make music but I feel ashamed at how late I discovered that passion and how much of my youth was not utilized as well as it could have been. It's just kind of humiliating and I feel like a literal clown trying to do things I should have realistically been doing a long time ago.I could be talking to a girl 2 years younger than me and inside I feel like a grandpa.How do I escape this horrendous mindset? I feel like most of the internet being occupied by teenagers has really put into perspective how fucking old I am and I would like to stop being so bitter about it, thanks.
>>35080669Had the same exact issue as you when I was your age. I just stopped giving a shit around 23-24, the same will probably happen to you within a few years
>>35080669Evetybody is a fucking manchild nowadays. There's people in their forties who play videogames. Nobody cares if you are 21 and watch anime and play games wtf. In any case you should not he caring so much about what people think, now if you were obsessed with something really retarded like action figures and fidget spinners then okay but this is just normal shit for people your age
>>35080292Also it's neurosis not psychosis
