Just saw a doc on phenazepam, which apparently makes you black out for a week and which is lethal with alcohol or opiates. Since they took my guns away I can't off myself the way I want to, which is to dig my own grave in the middle of nowhere so that my body is not found until it is a skeleton, but if I had a fast-acting dangerous drug like phenazepam I could lay in my grave and never wake up.It's gone, it's illegal now, idk where to buy it.Does anyone know where I could obtain phenazepam or an alternative with similar lethal and painless effects?
>>35082168I won't help you with this. I am a survivor of multiple attempts. I respect your autonomy, but this isn't the way.
>>35082174I have $600 and will get another $450 at the start of the month.I'll go to a trap house or one of these 18th streeters and try to get a gun, if anything.
>>35082168Does anyone know how to get this drug?
>>35082168Why isnit important that no one finds the body for a long time?And if it is not, and if you want the best suicide method, just book a plane ticket to Stavanger, in Norway, and hike to Preikestolen or Pulpit Rock. It is a 250+ meter fall with a hard landing on rocks. It is a 100% guaranteed to kill you, 100% painless, and 100% instant suicide method. You guaranteed will die instantly with guaranteed zero pain as your body falls on the rocks with a speed of at least 171+ km/h after falling for ~7 seconds from the edge of the cliff.The sudden deceleration will rip your aorta from your heart, turn every organ into mush, and your brain will eject from your head when your head cracks on rocks at those speeds.And on top of that, the earliest an ambulance helicopter could arrive to pick up your body and bring it to the hospital is 1.5 hours, as rescue from such a steep cliff is a huge hassle. And at that point, anyone who against all odds survived somehow for some time the initial jump would have long since died from massive internal bleeding and blood loss.Just look at that height and that landing: https://youtube.com/shorts/vlCERj12Y2EImpossible to survive and hence completely idiot-proof suicide method.Some might want to do it alone when others are not watching. If so, just do it at night, as tourists are only there during the daytime during the summer months. Also, when you get to Stavanger, I recommend buying 2 sixpacks of beer, or 2 sixpacks of cider, or 2 bottles of wine, or 2 bottles of vodka, whatever you prefer, and bring them to Preikestolen. If you are scared of heights or the survival instinct kicks in at the edge, just get drunk. If you are drunk, and especially mythologically drunk, it's 5000% easier to make the jump or take that extra drunken step over the edge when you stand there than it would be sober.
>>35082168The Prophet (ﷺ) said, "Whoever swears by a religion other than Islam, is, as he says; and whoever commits suicide with something, will be punished with the same thing in the (Hell) Fire; and cursing a believer is like murdering him; and whoever accuses a believer of disbelief, then it is as if he had killed him."
>>35083446There is no hell except for the one you create
>>35083435Bury my bones on the moon.If they never should find me it will be too soon.I will not allow my death to be a spectacle for your amusement. Do you know anything about phenazepam? Then stop lusting for my blood to be spilled on camera and go watch fov drone videos.>>35083446I do not believe in jewish religions and I am fully aware of the place which awaits me, as I have seen it in my dreams and have committed many sins.
>>35082168>Just saw a doc on phenazepamProbably not a doctor I would choose
>>35082168One word: Klorin
>>35082168If you were actually suicidal you'd get it over with instead of whining about your intentionally retarded plan halting you from doing so. Get over yourself.
>>35085018But you still believe in the old Canaanite gods so wtf is with that?
speaking of controlled substances, does anyone know how can i get potassium cyanide in europe without a license ?
>>35088908Wont allow you to go the easy way out
>>35088908All you need is a belt.
