36M here. Recently an old flame texted me last week and she wanted to meet me after 10 years of knowing nothing about each other. We texted very dirty from there for a couple of days, until I sent her a couple of audios regarding breakfast, what I'm doing and stuff. A couple of sex stuff because what not and wishing her a good day. Then, a couple of hours later, she informed me that we were too sex focused on chat and it wasn't healthy ,(even though she was the one who started all those hot topics), saying goodbye and blocking me.This was common back in the day with her. I usually felt it, I'm hurt for weeks and weep a lot trying to recover her. But this time, it felt different. For the first time, I felt like detached on it. So the hurt went on for like two days and then I felt nothing about it.That got me thinking: I'm 36 years old, I moved to a big city so I can get romantic adventures and work, but I'm too good (ie kind person, help others, etc) to get any woman. And I'm fed up that every last encounter was with someone that I was the crush of. I want to know gorgeous ladies, I wanna pick for a change instead of being picked. I wanna fuck at least once a month and not once a year, ffs. I'm too shy to show interest on any women, and if I sopke to them I always end up being as a friend and can't escape that zone. The only way that I get laid is going to prostitutes like I was doing from like 6 years ago, but I'm becoming tired and too poor for that.I just wanna fuck like everybody else, fall in love, and the like without having to pay for it or having to wait for an old flame to show up and try to beat the game that next time.What do? I just want to be not lonely all the time, and if I can get a pussy in the meantime the better. Don't know if I'm an incel because I know females are people too and they don't owe me nothing, but still.
>>35084158That's all only you. Recognize that.
