I wanted to be a man for a long time, and I started to transition, but I got talked out of it by my family. The feelings are still there, like the dysphoria, and I just try to manage with them as best I can.My husband knows about all that, and we've been pretty great together enough that we decided to try for a baby. The pregnancy is fucking me up in ways I didn't imagine though and I'm getting sledgehammered with dysphoria to the point I don't know if I can see this through all the way to the birth.Legally I can still get an abortion now. I won't be able to if I wait much longer. Is this going to be something I can learn to manage or should I stop now before it drives me crazy?
>>35086560Being a man fucking sucks. You'll always be a weird weak little manlet even if you transition and nobody will assocoate themselves with you except for other lgbt crazies.Just be normal and be grateful you were born into easy mode. And don't kill your kid because of faggot nonsense, stupid
>>35086560I struggle to think of ways being a man makes anything in life better or easier. Other than brute strength and not having periods. In almost all social situations it's better to be a female.
Please don't have a baby now it's gonna grow up with a retarded mother and not know how to be a decent human being
>>35086560Being a man is terrible don't give up your stupid easy existence. Get a short haircut and peg your cuck husband or whatever just don't get surgery or hormones there are easier ways to kill yourself than discovering the first hand horror of being a manlet in this world.
>>35086560I'm not trying to be mean, I'm just highlighting the cliff your road runs parallel by, a cliff you are constantly eyeballing thinking it's a faster way to get down. Slow down.Nothing says "I do not love you" better than proactively killing someone's child of potential. A hatred stated primarily to you, then your husband, and anyone else who tried to help you. No one casually gets one, it's an admission of catastrophe that has no good ends. It's something you cannot take back or run away from. Your body, man or woman, will always be with you and remind you of your maximal expression of hatred towards yourself. Dehumanizing psychological suicide in the eyes of mother nature for animals of intellect. You're worried about not being a man, meanwhile mammals and birds around the world die to protect their offspring. Are you not human woman, the height of what a female being can be on this rock? That which ushers in the most condensed, complicated neural resource that is by all knowledge unique in the cosmos?Magically becoming a man would not heal that deeper issue. I do not know a sane person alive who doesn't like their body. Bodies suck. They're filled with issues and anxieties, and that baseline dissatisfaction is universal. Be it bulimia, anorexia, body dysmorphia, body modifications, self-harm. They're all the same thing: self-bullying, self-sabotage. Harm that seeks relief, but the pain always returns stronger, but now you're less capable, less confident, and the only thing that lingers is hate. You don't cure hate with hate. You don't become strong by starving yourself. You don't heal by hurting yourself. You're not going to find many men in their world who don't run from you because you have a kid. If you betray that, you'll never get it back, and instead of worrying about your hormones, you'll be spending your life on social hell, emotionally isolated and alone until you die, but not before all your mistakes torment you for years. Slow down.
>>35087669And being trapped with a kid in a role that gives you mental issues for 18 years is not okay. Abort.
>>35089155trannies have mental issues by default.Abort yourself
