I hate my stupid life and the way I cope with it is by going for long stretches of time sleeping very little, about 6 or so hours combined in two days. I like the feeling of not sleeping, and think that it makes me feel "sane". I find that time passes much faster when I'm sleep deprived too, and the shittiness of life doesn't affect me quite as much, like the shit slides off the plate instead of sticking to it. The problem is that obviously this is very bad for me and causes me to feel mentally handicapped, and does literal brain damage. Can this feeling be achieved in healthier or more advantageous ways? I like the haziness of it all, without being incapacitating.
>>35087766Do exercises to keep yourself from have Alzheimers, doing stretches for your butt, get coloring books to color them, do word searches online or get yourself a jumbo one. Buy puzzles and do puzzles. Learn a new language
>>35089760That's not really the feeling I was going for. I like the world seemingly being far away, unable to affect me. Sleep deprivation gives me that. The next best thing I found is watching to obscure abstract avant garde old movies or reading surrealist literature.
>>35090838is watching*
Psychedelics maybe?
>>35087766Lift heavy weight until thoughts go away
