I never wanted to do be here but I’m a bit desperate. How do I even make myself fall down the stairs without making it seem I threw myself off it intentionally?, also biggest problem is I wuss out every time I get to those stairs, It just feels so embarrassing if I failed to get myself hurt. I really want to escape something and being admitted to the hospital is what I think would be the better option than being six feet under. I’m suicidal but I don’t need to die yet, I just need to hurt myself.
>>35088269You'll break the staircase, you're too fat.
I was drunk and fell down my basement stairs by accident. I broke my arm and had a terrible concussion. I stayed in a dark room for two months and puked constantly. Even thinking about moving would make my head spin and then puke.Just jump off a building, do a flip.
>>35088314Would’ve done so if there was but I still have the consideration of not making people see my dead body
>>35088344Gay, kys
>>35088344Who cares you'd be dead.
>>35088269Jackoff more . As in x=>1
