It'd been nice to learn how to conjure up pretty faces again as at present I think I can only really do so when I get attached to somebody, and unfortunately at this point I don't have anyone around me to easily do that with. The attractive people I regularly see in person are either in relationships or wouldn't pair well with me, and even if there would be that person I might probably be resistant to putting myself into that kind of situation.
I have to jack off using porn or I resort to bad times to get off. Super amazing orgasm but not healthy mentally. I know this doesn’t help, just wanted to get that out! bye!
Resort to bad times? What bad times?Literally just don't jack off if you don't want to. And don't make yourself start wanting to by bombarding yourself with videos of people having sex and doing sex things
