It feels like I am in a decade long depression episode. But I have been acting so strange. With time I am becoming a health freak, control freak and paranoid about things going wrong with me and yet I am still depressed and I having been ruining my life in terms of practical aspects like not getting a college degree, not getting a job, not doing exercise, neeting, being lazy all day, doomscrolling. What do I do? What is going on with me? I feel so helpless. I do not understand myself. Why am I holding on to? Shouldn't I be more reckless in my day to day life like I am with my long term prospects of living a normal life? Also, I am a khhv 31 year old
note to self>Continue to masturbate >to futa and tall busty German women>maybe both
>>35093857What?
>>35093881The advice here is that masturbating to futa is probably an unhealthy coping strategy
Apologies…. JACKING OFFdamn barbarians…
>>35093892i don't jerk off to futa
>>35093903Uncultured swine
>>35093903Did I say you jerk off to futa? No, so fuck you clyde