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wish this was me rn
thank you /an/ mods/jans for letting me post many pandas
>>5144249Thank you Timur! I just saw your other gg post. I am too tired to edit this post so replies to all yours fit, (I can explain if you like) but be sure that I wll try to see them all. I am very low on panda webms now, so I may have less to share, but I will try. Thank you.
>>5144261tha n k you for everything
>>5144423>>5144425Got to see all the pics now, ty. I am about out of panda webms though. I cant even tell if I am reusing ones from last thread now, sorry.
>>5144426don't be sorry. i appreciate all of themare you feeling OK today?
>>5144429Yeah I am ok. Maybe a little mentally fogged just because Sunday and not crap weather. I got ambushed by unexpected heat yesterday and it sort of threw me.I have to break for a bit I think. I will be back later. Please stay cozy. Sundays in hospital are very sleepy. Eat well and get rest bb.<3
>>5144435take care B!
any other red panda lovers lurking?
Hi bb- Sorry I was missing again, I expect I will be away again soon. But I wanted to check in and am checking other threads now, came here first. Last I read you were being weaned. They lose effect fast so you wont miss them. Waiting to hear about Old Man too. All my best to you and yours.<3
>>5144623hi B, happy to see you.will have update on my Old Man kittu today. so far the vets send me pics and they really love him. he being cuddly and lovey.have you been well and not a grumpy butt?
>>5144651Happy to see you too! I am glad Old Man is in good spirits. That is meaningful, I think.I am fine. But I will never stop being grumpy lolI think this is my last panda. It may even be a duplicate. I looked for new ones to webm but havent seen any yet. I think you have seen all my kitty and bunny webms a dozen times. I have a few capybaras. So maybe I will mix them with cats, otters, foxes and other miscellany. I will keep checking for new pandas though. I cant seem to find many for Sealy that make good webms.I will try to check in again after a while before I have to head out. I may not be able to post after, I don't know. But I am certainly going to keep watching the thread. Be well.<3
>>5144651He looks very good btw!
>>5144653be well and dont yell at anybodysneaking one more pic of my buddy before i continue pandas
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let me know when you're around Boomy
>>5144963Hi guy! I keep trying to scrape up old webms. I find one here and there, but Im sure you have seen them. I saw that report you posted. Im sorry you had such troubles. The recovery is always a big pain in the butt. I hope the scarring will not be too bad. I really like your pics. And ty for the new pic of Old Man. He looks very good for his situation.
>>5144985hey Boomy. i want to update you. my old man kitty got the worst news possible. i don't want to say exactly. because of the haters. but he is not last long. there is enough time to spoil him before the rainbow bridge.he is truly my best friend. i only loved him, until i meeted my bf. my bond with old man kitty is can't be said in words. im devastated. he also is the cuddliest most loving cat ever. it truly feels empty without him on my lap. i needed to say just this enough to you because you very nice and seem to care about me.thank you man. sneaking in another pic. his eyes have freckles like his nosie!!the most painful part is... he was healed very quickly from his initial diagnosis. he is 15-16 but very energetic, cuddly, happy. you can't tell he's dying. he has lots of life.
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>>5144994i hope my english is clear enough. there's a lot going on making my brains mushy. sometimes my bf helps me type they only giving him weeks to a month if lucky, before he goes. if treated only 1 years at best. i decided, bring him home no treatment, for good reasons. he loves love, and touchies, kisses, snuggles. he is my shadow
>>5144994Omg Timur I am so sorry. Indeed I remember how you said you were so close to him for so long.I seem to recall you said it was his poor liver. Thank you for more pictures of him. I don't have any idea what they would treat him with.Timur, you gave him the best life any cat could ask for. I think you should remember that. You also know I tend to ruminate on these issues of life, time, passing and meaning a lot, always sorting through it, mulling it over, figuring it out. So that is my first thought, that you gave him the best life.My next thought is perhaps more practical: my concern is that he does not suffer as his health declines. My guess is that he will become disoriented, nauseous or have lapses in cognitive function and become more non responsive. I dont want either of you to have to suffer that, but I don't have any suggestions either. I guess the question I am going towards is if there is anything they can give him for the increasing discomfort so that neither of you have to suffer his final days in discomfort. I suspect the last onset will be sudden but not swift. Considering the problem is his liver, my guess is that his blood will become increasingly toxic, which is what creates the aforementioned symptoms, and I don't know how long they will persist before overwhelming him. But I suspect they will accumulate.Its perhaps a bit more personal to me and family I have had than I can share. And it ties into some changes I have had in my views on how people handle these things. But that is as much as I can relate; you know more about your situation and his, and thats why I dont want to guess or advise on what to do about it other than to hope you have options to minimize discomfort. Im also a bit perturbed with myself because its never certain to me that I can be available to be present to give you someone to share with on time when you need someone. I can vanish, and its another reason I am so grateful you have a good bf such as you deserve.
>>5145002as always i thank you for the kind words.he was being treated mostly for bad pancreas. he has a little bit fatty liver disease but not big concern. i will say it - the last scan they did showed widespread lymphoma. the previous diagnosis he was overcoming very well. they said he was healing so quickly they were surprised. but the cancer is not able to cure. for his stay with us, we did ask the vet to please give us any medication to keep him feeling good until we notice he changes for worse.he will not suffer. i won't be selfish. his quality of life more important then keeped him alive feeling miserable. genuinely i hope on your end things are well. while im blogging, there is good news - my skin graft is healing so well. there's no pain because nerves burned off but it's itchy like a fuck!donor site pain at worst is 2nd worst pain i ever feeled. 1st is the sulfuric acid pain lolback to pandas. please have mercy on me, mods
oh and a nurse maked me cookies to take home when I left hospital
>>5145012I see. Im sorry. Lymphoma is especially difficult for anyone, and as you said, impossible once it spreads. I think you are dealing with it well. I know its going to be very difficult and hard on the heart. I guess thats why I hope that you can remember what a great life you gave him. Its hard for me to even type about it. A similar decision was made in my family, and it might not make you feel any better, but should there be a reason, I would choose the same for myself. Coincidentally, I was reading up on just such options for myself when it becomes necessary when you disclosed Old Mans situation.I cant advise on the itch. Its a known issue with such work. I can't advise topical salves because they are almost certain to interfere with regeneration. Perhaps numbing with an ice pack might help, I don't know.Thank you for sharing and although the news is hard to take, I am glad you are handling it well. You already know that I believe manhood begins with male maturity, and you are showing it, and can be proud of that. I am sorry I cannot think of more help. I will try to check back later.I made a point just now to find more pandas and I found some, and just made this and can make a few more later on. I hope they bring some needed cheer, as your pics bring cheer to me, as do you; you really do. The reason is really quite simple; you are a great person. Be well.
>>5145103thank you as always for all the kind words and compliments and comfort me.that is a wonderful webm. and very good idea about the ice! i am sorry genuinely for the hard decision you maked too.
