Gotta get some things off my chest, bit of an old fag so we're going greentext style. >Be me>26 year old degenerate >I have four children>3 boys and a 1 girl>Only my youngest son is legitimate>When I was 14 I met a girl on wizard101 that was two years older than me>we start online dating>start to explore eachother's sexuality>nicetits.png>Eventually shit goes sideways>I'm a retard>She's a dumb bitch>Her family convinces her to "really" date a mormon guy at their church>Loser her virginity to him>Get Married>Disappear from my life>Fast forward to when I'm 19>Look her up one night because I'm still a virgin and yearning for lost love>We reconnect after some pretty awkward first messages back and forth>Talk for hours>Turns out she only lives a few hours away in Missouri>"Hey anon if you're ever up this way we should hang out!">lobesactivated.gif>We keep talking and after a week or two I convince her that I'll be in her area for a week due to work>lies>"Ok anon, did I tell you that Z is gone for weeks at a time and emotionally abuses me?" >wot
>>950051256cont>Turns out she was the puppet master>I get to her place and we catch up>Wants to do the dirty>Get nervous>Explain I'm a virgin etc etc>"Its okay anon we don't have to do that.">"But I want to.">Takes me into her marrital bed and takes my virginity>No condom>No birthcontrol>You see where this is going>Spend three days in a cycle of fucking, eating, and watching netflix>Use her as happy little giggly cumdumpster for those three days >I leave and she tells me,"You can't ever tell anyone about this or I'd lose everything anon.">"Okay.">A little heartbreaking but I drove away with an empty sack and a lost virginity so it wasn't until 4 months later that it hit me>She NEVER messaged me about it but she was pregnant and the timing lined up exactly>Convinced myself that I was just being manic>5 more months pass and out comes the baby>White as snow little girl with blonde hair>Her husband is some sort of mormon spic>Darker skinned>She's ginger, white as the plowed snow>I'm dark blonde, white as the plowed snow>That's my baby and I have not and can not claim her as mine>Three years later baby #2 comes popping out>Looks nothing like her sister, my daughter>Can't say a word. Would post a pic related but I don't want to risk it.I have terminal anaplastic astroctoma and I don't want to ruin my kids' lives, even if they don't know they're mine. Might post about my twin boys if anyone is interested.
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