that your very genuine friend group are just tolerating you, or see you as the most dispensible member of the group, or that when they playfully tease me it's to say mean things and get away with it?I'm just so tired of my assumption being that people don't like me.
therapy
>>950714632Its probably true. Make friends with nicer people. You are trying to appease and appeal to cunts, it wont work
>>950714632I don't really care about it. I know that I'm expendable, but so are they to me. I'm not doing anything other than spend time or message them though, so it doesn't bother me a lot. When I'm no longer needed, I can leave, but at the moment I'm having fun (or anti-fun when I'm diving into heated arguments).They won't be in your life forever, but your life will be empty without them, so savor the moment.
>>950714632sounds like BPD. or rejection sensitive dysphoria. You need to learn to trust that you are normal and they are probably also being normal to you. and yeah like other anon said, therapy. Don't tell people when you have it, don't make it your identity. Fix it. I see a monster in the mirror.but girls like me and think I'm funny. I trust the girls who've liked me more than I trust what I see, and that works for me. You can find a way to function, but you probably need help.
>>950714632I kinda stopped caring about friend groups or friend for that matter.Still had a recent anger episode when i got a reality check of being disproportionately ignored in groups for being an uninteresting boring spergtard
Might kms one day when i see i fon't have no more juice left to squeeze outta life prolly in my 40s... No 50s to 60sFuck normalfags
