How bad does it hurt 1-10? Should I slash both wrists? How long does it take to bleed out? Any advice is appreciated
1 don't do it2 why3 it's the feeling after that feels good kinda relaxing
tomorrow is another day
Eat a meal and drink some water, faggot
>>951636887The pain of continuing far, far exceeds any physical pain i will feel just ending it abruptly. I have no where else to go, no place in this world, no money, no job, severe mental illness / neuro divergence. My family can't keep helping me and why should they when im not willing to help myself? I literally do not have the will to live at all, and haven't for years. I hate life with a fucking passion, ESPECIALLY mine. The only reason I continue is the threat of going to hell, and wanting to finish and publish my art projects.
>>951637456Go make art. You might strike genius in your darkest moments
I struggle with a lot, my friend. Call out to Jesus Christ. Read your Bible and pray. Before you reject what I am saying, just remember that unbelief is where you are at the point of killing yourself. Pray and don't give up. If He does not answer, keep praying until He does. I will pray for you, too. Jesus saves the brokenhearted sinners.
>>951636632>Any advice is appreciateddown the road, not across the streetcut open dominant side first or else you're going to have to do the 2nd cut with your already bleeding weaker handstay in bathtub/shower to make less of a mess for the cleanup peoplegood luck
Share some of your art wips with me anon!! And if nobody expected anything of you ever again and nothing cost money or needed a ton of work or experience to do, what would you do? It'd be nice to hear about your dreams, just in case you go through with it. It's incredibly sad knowing that you think so little of yourself. I know nobody can change the way you feel, and not to sound lame as fuck, but to me you are important. I think you mean more than your suffering. Your kneejerk reaction is going to be to argue this with all of your "evidence" that you've catalogued in your mind over your lifetime but the fascinating thing about life is that it all matters and it also doesn't matter at all. It took me an incredibly long time to learn this, and a lot of pain and suffering. You're making up bullshit to justify the way you feel. You're clinging onto a society that has categorized you and made you feel inferior. You're not going to want to hear it, but your opinion of yourself is meaningless. Like it or not, you having been born at all means you have value, and nothing can strip that value from you, not even yourself. Maybe it'll take you 20 years to enjoy living, like I did. You might as well try and find out? Either way, at least show some of your art and share a dream of yours, if you're really set on going tonight. I love you regardless
>>951638572Jesus gives little kids cancer you dumb retard. Why the fuck would he help this dumb nigger
People survive getting their arms cut off. If you do that you are probably going to hurt a lot and then get a very expensive medical bill.
you know, OP, At the end of the day you're another day older. And that's all you can say for the life of the poor. It's a struggle, it's a war, and there's nothing that anyone's giving. One more day, standing about, what is it for? One day less to be living
>>951636632Don't do it. You will probably ruin someone's life and give them mental illness, they will blame themselves, possibly for the rest of their lives. Even if you feel like a worthless shit there is always someone that your suicide will affect. You will hurt people. It's a very selfish thing to do. You have to keep going, you have to suffer and persevere. It will get better, and if you're on bottom - it's possible it won't get worse. You will have good moments that will feel good and make life worth living. Otherwise - yeah, life is suffering, all life is suffering. But we live on to make others feel less pain. I've been there, it's still hard but life has moments that are truly good.
>>951636632There are better things to do... Better donate blood nigga. You might feel like shit rn but maybe there is something you forgot worth living for
