>>951686202
When I randomly tried sucking cock at age 14 and was surprised i didnt hate it.

>>951686202
Around 10 is when I started to figure out, I wasn't like the other boys. I was 12 when the realization really sunk in.
Did some sexual experimentation with my friend and really liked having is dick in my mouth. He liked it when I sucked his dick and he was enthusiastic about sucking mine too and kissing.
This then turned into an almost daily "game" for us the rest of the summer.
We even dabbled with anal more than once.

>>951686591
How did you just randomly try sucking cock?

>>951686961
Cute

>>951686202
Around the time I realised I was a misogynist

Your fortune: Outlook good

>>951686202
I was 14-15 and saw a friend’s monster dick in the locker room. I went from oops, better look away to I wonder how my crush (a girl) would look taking that thing in just a few hours. I figured something was probably different about me.

>>951686202
Almost 12 and realizing that I couldn't keep my eyes off the 15yo next door's bulge.

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Independently fooled around with several other boys throughout my teens (brother, cousin, couple different friends).

At first I told myself the same copes they were telling themselves... I'm not really gay, we're just experimenting, just doing this cause we're horny and need to cum, it's "practice for girls", etc etc.

But over time I gradually realized I was a lot more "into" it that the other guys were. Sure we all felt guilty about what we were doing, but they all had more hangups and I always felt frustrated by how they kept wimping and and holding back from doing more. In particular, they were all very shy and reluctant around cock (touching, sucking, and especially taking it up their butt) and cum. They only were willing to take dick so that they could have a turn on top.

I pretended like I didn't like "being the girl" to fit in, but I didn't really mind it. I didn't think their cum was gross either, it was kinda hot actually and to be honest I was okay with servicing them even if they didn't do anything for me in return and... oh. There's where the realization started setting in.

Senior year of high-school I started hooking up with my friends older sister. After a little bit she started fingering my ass whenever giving me head, quickly became her pegging me, and later a mmf threesome where I realized how much I like having sex with men.

>>951689628
He was very cute.

I was in a drama class with 14 boys and 2 girls.
I was almost always picked to play the additional girl parts, which escalated into me doing drag for the girl parts, which escalated into me looking and acting more feminine in general, which escalated into sucking dicks in the girls changing area in between my 'costume changes'.

Then the class ended and I went and played football instead and just decided to be a masculine bisexual.

Never realised it because i grew up in a religious area, untill around 15 i started to get more suspicious of it since i had no interest in girls.

from 15 to 18 i ended up in some situations where a guy would hug me or massage my neck/shoulders as a joke and would litterally melt, so that kinda confirmed it for me.
im pretty smol so getting cuddled felt amazing

now my friends call me the friendgroup boywife

>>951686202
I kinda felt it as early as 8. Fully realized it at around 14

I used to shower with my younger brother and later (11 to 12) I began to develop sexual fantasies where I sucked his cock. Wasn't totally convinced I was gay then but around 16 is when I began to fuck around, so about that time I realized I was gay.

When my brother confronted me with never having a girlfriend I was 22 or 23. I still haven't had a girlfriend, I'm 31. Do the math

In high school, I sucked off every other guy on my tennis team, and if he won his match he could fuck me in the ass. We were state champs that year.
I loved it. That was when I had the realization.

>>951693230
That ratio is so out of whack.

>>951696400
Hot

Bi. Noticed when I was 12. I used to fool around with some of my friends (get naked, jerk off to porn) and since the first time I got too horny when showing off my ass. Since then, I'd try to use every situation to show it off, and jerk off to the experience of being seen in that way

>>951697316
show it then

>>951687323
One hot summer day after swimming, me and the kid down the street were naked and fapping to his dad's old porno mags...we just decided to try some stuff. I cant even really remember the convo but longstory/short; I took to cocksucking and was his little cocksucker for the next few weeks before I moved away at the end of summer and never saw him again

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>>951697353
Oh ok, here it is

>>951697944
Nice bro, lemme put my tongue in your hole

>>951697944
Cute dick

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This movie

>>951686202
It clicked when I was like 14

>>951686202
When i started slamming my ass down on home made dildos at the age of 12 or 13. Basically all of puberty was me jerking off like any young boy but with my hole stretched around something or another. I loved certain handles on hair brushes and eventually moved onto using water bottles filled with warm water.

middle school. catfishing my friends on msn messenger "just to compare size" or "just to see what theirs looks like".

"innocent curiosity" turned into degenerate fapping really quickly

>>951686202
Touched by my older cousin (15) when I was 11 and loved it. Started ogling the other boys around me as well as the girls. I prefer dicks but figured out pretty quickly I like both.

>>951700859
I stole my friends hot older sisters vibrator when I was 12 or 13. Started smoking weed around the same time. I got addicted to the combination of being high ang having the vibration up my ass while jerking off. I always jerked off to girls didn't consider it gay. Was in a situation with an older guy I easily could have walked away from instead I end up in doggy position throwing my ass back on dick.

>>951702014
I finally got the nerve to go into a drug store and buy one of those wand toys meant for girls over in the condom section when I was like 15. I didn't have my actual first experience until I was 17 or so. Friend's older brother who was in college said he could sneak me and my friend to a frat party "because the girls would be all over young dick like ours". I ended up getting picked up by some football or lacrosse player, can't really remember, who picked me up and tossed me around like a toy for the entire night. He filled me up. We kept fucking around until he graduated college. He'd hook up with behind his gfs back at the time. Felt crazy naughty to have him do that kind of shit, whispering sweet nothings, filling me up, giving me $100, telling me he'd see me next week.

When I got to college and realized that other guys didn’t occasionally fantasize about giving bjs or wouldn’t play with their ass. Thankfully my gay roommate was eager to help me fully explore all those things

>>951699411
tell us the fantasies you had about him

I would smoke blunts with this older Jamaican dude I worked with on a farm when I was 16. He would make some gay comments to me sometimes and I thought he was just making fun off me. I was talking to a girl I went to school with who was also working there about him. She said they were smoking alone together after work and he just took his dick out and put it in her hand. She jerked him off a bit and she said when it was hard it was the best cock she'd seen and she dropped to her knees and sucked him off. I realized he had been telling me he wanted me to suck his dick when we got stoned together. I thought about it a lot, jerked off picturing the girl I knew on her knees behind the farm stand sucking his dick. Thought about me doing it. I pretty much dragged him back there after work one evening. I had the crazy nervous shakes for the first few minutes, Then I really got into it and even swallowed his cum and liked it. I found out he had like 3 girls and me sucking off that summer. A few times he would reject me to be with one of them and actually feeling heart break that I couldn't get the dick.

I didn’t, because I’m not a useless degenerate faggot.

>>951703749
Let me guess Moshe, You're a white boi?

>>951701517
I would have been curious about what their bodies were like and who was cut or uncut

>>951706288

Yeah that was part of it too. From memory only 1 was cut.

Got the chance to see two sets of brothers. Was kinda cool seeing how similar their cocks were, even down to the way the foreskins pulled back over the head

>>951708261
That must have been interesting. Where was this?

I'm probably not special or unique but i was a teenager, bored and horny on craigslist, and found some older guy into that wanting to suck my cock.
Two hours later i'm inside of this complete stranger wearing his wife's clothes and realizing that i'm obviously bisexual.

Did anyone actually figure it out by experimenting with a whole group of likeminded friends your age?

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I was in denial for a while and admitted it to myself only gradually. The final straw was probably my first prostate orgasm... no matter how many copes you tell yourself, it's hard to convince yourself you're still straight after getting the biggest and most overpowering orgasm of your life just from letting your horse-cocked buddy play "just the tip" with your ass.

Understood that I was vi when an older man hit me up on a hookup site and showed me his hot body and convinced me to meet up with him

Not my awakening, that was when I was 13 or so.
Anyhooo.
The rave scene had finally reached my neck of the woods and there was a club that was no alcohol. They served, Red Bull and "Smart Drinks," but still had to close at 2am.
It was mostly College and High Schoolers and the owners 100% let drug dealing go on.
Anyhoooo.
I was a year out of High School and would go from time to time. I had gotten some rolls from a buddy of mine and we went one weekend.
It's cool, the bass is thumping, we're rolling and dancing and he's macking on chicks.
I notice this boy keeps looking at me, smiling. I keep smiling back and eventually he approches me. He's really fucking cute and it's obvious he's rolling too. It's obvious he is younger than me.
We exchange pleasantries and dance together. We get touchy and that turns into really sexy, sweaty dancing. Eventually we make our way to the chill out room and start making out.
It's closing time and he mentions he can't go home all fucked up like he is, so I suggest he can come to my place.
We can chill there, I tell him.
He agrees.
Walk back to my place and resume our make out sesh.
Things get really heavy. We get naked. His cock is so hard, mine is too. He is so skinny and smooth.
We suck on each other and I fuck him for the next three hours, because the rolls are keeping us both hard as fuck.
Finally, after the most intense orgasm of my life and probably his too, we pass out.
Periodically, we'd wake up and make out a little, then pass out again.
Once we wake up, I make him breakfast, give him my phone number, he gives me his and that was the beginning of a most beautiful "friendship."

>>951700859
>Water bottles filled with warm water
Damn, Anon.
That's a good idea. You must have been one stretched out boy by 13.

>>951697482
How does someone enjoy sucking cock?

I'm thinking gay people are just really horny they fuck everything, therefore gay.

>>951713913
I tried it and it's a'right

>>951686202
When someone on /b/ called me a faggot.

When I was 12 I found my brother put a spy cam in the bathroom.

I jerked off in front of it on purpose only to find a day later the camera was repositioned to get a better view of me.

>>951718737
Did this escalate between both of you?

>>951702545
>When I got to college and realized that other guys didn’t occasionally fantasize about giving bjs or wouldn’t play with their ass.
lol

>>951713913
i like that you were still in denial while doing this
>letting your horse-cocked buddy play "just the tip" with your ass.
because that's straight, unless you cum from it then that means you're gay

>>951702545
Awww, that's kinda sweet, Anon.

That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved..
For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

>>951686202
When I wanted to look at the boys weenies in the school toilets.

Remember talking my friend into exposing ourselves to each other in a toilet cubicle when we were about 7 or 8. Great fun. He grew up to become a deadbeat dad last I heard.

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>>951686202
I cannot be. For I am not nor have ever been a narcissist. One cannot be a homosexual without first being a narcissist as it is a prerequisite.

>>951686202
When was a freshman in high school I had a friend, white kid, a little chubby, feminine features and lips and long hair. Anyway one time we heard a joke about touching tips that we thought was really funny, later that day we were hanging out in my room and they brought up the joke again and we had a laugh, and for some reason i suggested we make the joke real. I guess he was fem enough for a “straight” kid to see a pretty face and still feel something down there. I didn’t think about it like that though, that was all prob subconscious. I just thought it would be funny. In the end though he agreed and we pulled out our cocks and started touching tips. He got hard, and when i saw that i got hard. Turned into us jerking and then inevitably sucking each other off. We would trade nudes regularly afterwards and eventually i think sissified each other or some shit because we started shaving everything and we both had fat asses so we started playing with each other’s asses and sending hole pics and sitting on each other’s faces and shit. Now I stay smooth and am bottom af and think about being a girl and transitioning every day and my bud is fully trans fem so i guess we both awakened each other lmao

Coach used to come in the shower with us, and I had a huge crush on him

Bottoms post your holes ITT

>>951718987
Yes, but not physically. He’d leave me notes about what he wanted to see me do. I would go every night at the same time to the restroom so he knew to leave me a note just before or whatever.

“Suck toes” “Lick soles” Use dildo” “Cum in mouth” “Wear wig” and he’d leave the stuff in a bag under the sink.

>>951718380
I absolutely was. I used to love bottoming out on the bottle, bending over with my ass facing the mirror, then forcing it out of myself so I could see my ass stay gaped. I could comfortably take 3 fingers quite early in my endeavors. I'm a size queen to this day.

>be 13
>at a sleepover with 4 other guys
>1 kid i barely knew, but we clicked - spent all night hanging together
>whole group gets dared to go streaking
>me and new friend only ones to agree
>modified dare: sneak thru woods behind house to public park wearing just shoes and a sock on our junk
>we strip and get "dressed" privately
>i'm stunned by his body when i see him nude except for his sock
>ballet dancer since he was 6
>insane toned physique like i'd never seen in person
>fantasized about him for years

>>951721576
describe his dick and hole

>>951686202
When i grinded my cock on my 14 year old friends ass when we where small while listening to Mistys moans from pokemon that we recorded..

>>951686202
At swimming practice when i was peeping on ither bits changing or showering.

>>951724710
He was tan with dark hair all over his body, like a med, and had a hairy cock and ass.

>>951725282
you didn't have a chance. your hole was destined for cock

>>951718429
>How does someone enjoy sucking cock?
I dunno, I just do Its turns me on to have a hard cock in my mouth, to suck, stroke and lick it so it turns the dude on so much. as a dude, I know just what to do and I love making guys cum so much. I have orgasmed myself- hands free- just from sucking cock. And Im not even gay just a hypersexual, bisexual chadlet

>>951720654
So basically if I say I'm sorry and I believe in Jesus, I'll get into heaven?

I'll wait until just before I die. In the meantime I'll keep sucking cock. See you up there.

>>951728232
you want to go to a place where you can't suck cock?

>>951729717
I'll probably be all sucked out by then and happy to retire. If not I'll just make sure Jesus ain't looking.

>>951730098
>all sucked out
i'll never have that problem, my condolences

>>951730490
Then you'll never get into heaven. A mouth with a cock in it can't ask God for salvation.

One might say it sucks to be you lol

>>951730761
why would i want to be where i couldn't suck dick? also your theology is flawed if you think a mouth with a cock in it can't ask god for salvation. at least read the bullshit you choose to believe in

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Gays go to gay heaven

>>951686202
The first time I had sexual feelings it was with my ass. My first "masturbation" was playing with my ass and rubbing my asshole, not using my penis.