lacking parental figures cut deeper when you are desperately in need of advice and you have no one to turn to but a dipshit useless father and an abusive narcissist mother
if you have the wherewithal to understand these paradigms you describe, then you don't need guidance. you just need to be a man and make a decision. stop using shitty people as a crutch to fail and write if off.
>>952012089It's called google
>>952012221understanding doesn't help with a fried nervous system. my dad was a sadist.
>>952012089hope you don't have permanent damage like I do from growing up anon. we have each other, if that helps.
>>952012221kill yourself
>>952012089Spill it froggy