what am i even supposed to be doing with my life...all i do is take drugs and listen to music...i have a bunch of video games i could play but i just don't feel like playing them...i'm not even "depressed", i just don't feel like doing anything in particular...i got raped by my female babysitter as a child, i think it was all over after that...is life really worth living? like, if you've suffered for a very long time, and then, your suffering is not as bad as it used to be...what about all that time you were suffering greatly? that time can't be made up for...like, even if you're not suffering that much anymore, all that fucking time is just lost forever...it's really not "good" at all, i mean i know it's not supposed to be good, but if your life is just fundamentally shit, why bother living at all?
>>952012820At least play final fantasy 9 fir princess Garnet.
>>952012820I think a good way to begin answering these questions is by asking yourself what would you like to do?
>>952012820I ask myself that too anon my earliest years were by far my roughest and I have no response. There's probably no point to living but I like helping my mom so I do that while I wait for life to do something
My life ain't the greatest, or the worst, ain't gonna specify, because I don't want you to latch on to some specifics, but point is, I try to make it at least a little bit better every day, keeping up with dishes and emotions and shit, and then pushing myself to do an extra thing or the same thing, but better. Maybe that thing is some ametuer-hour home cooking, maybe a youtube video about just what the fuck electromagnetism ( still don't really "get" it), but it takes a little effort at least to find a reason, or build a goal. Gonna be some off days, and that's ok. For the most part, push yo-self. Hope that helps anon, just a lil more gumption and moxie. I should slam beers less so I guess I'm a hypocrite but still, WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT! to quote /fit/
