what was the purpose of all those psych ward visits and all the painful nostalgia i've felt in my life? is it all just for nothing? why did i even play any final fantasy games and get hooked on them if their stories and music led my mind astray? why did i spend so much time playing those games or any video games, and watching so much garbage television? how come i played guitar for years and was never a competent guitarist? i could never draw anything at all, like a picture...why couldn't i draw? why did i get sent to a group home where i was psychologically abused for months? why do people seem to think i'm some choir boy goody two shoes when i'm anything but? why have i not had sex in 14 years? why am i afraid to drive a car now, when i drove a car for years and thought nothing of it? why is my life like this? is someone in particular responsible for this, or is this just how things had to be for me?
is what it is
>>952014574write your biography. Cheaper and more private (if you don't mass publish) than a shrink.nice pic. do it.
Thanks for the blogpost.
