What caused your gay or bi awakening?
Liked boys since I was a kid so I couldn't tell you what did it.
>>952364682Cute
>>952364842It's been a good life.
Bump
>>952364427Well, you see, I hit puberty and started noticing that boys are cute.
I had a spine injury in my 20s that fucked me up. The long-term damage is that my dick can't get hard and has little to no sensation. The injury, long recovery and lack of sexual ability killed my relationship at the time (not that I blame her). In a period of self-loathing afterwards, I started bottoming for men in an attempt to feel some sort of sexual satisfaction. I discovered that I do like anal sex although I have a much more complicated personal relationship with other aspects of gay sex.
I was with a neighbor girl kissing. It felt wrong. So we stopped. I was with a guy friend and sucked his dick. Felt right. Felt safe in his arms. Let him fuck me. It hurt but was amazing. Never looked back.
My dad never interacted with me growing up and was main provider. I always found him attractive and went from there.
>>952373900Damn bro... How long has it been since your injury? Was anything else affected or just your penis?
>>952374816It's been 7 years. There were 2 separate but related injuries. One to my spine and one to my pelvic floor. The combined effect was that I lost most feeling from about mid-thigh on both legs. My left leg worked fine despite that but my right leg had limited function for about 3 months. Dick couldn't get erect and had limited pleasure sensation from the pelvic floor injury. Feeling returned to both legs gradually over 6 or so months and as it came back, my function in my right leg went back to 98% of normal. The only thing that hasn't healed is my fucking dick. I am less bitter about it now than I was but only a little. I have been to therapy on and off which sort of helps.Once a month I let this guy I met online fuck me and it's okay. I have learned to take mental pleasure from it in a totally different way that I'd take mental pleasure from sex with a woman.
>>952375181nice. do you let him cum inside you or you drink his cum?
>>952364427big and uncut white dicks
>>952376711We have swapped clean test results and I let him finish inside if he wants. I am not a big fan of giving blowjobs (one of the parts of my new sexuality that is unclear) so no I don't let him cum in my mouth. Yes I do suck his dick to get him hard. As I said I am learning to take different mental pleasure from sex than I did before and part of that is being sexually submissive, and letting him finish inside me is part of that stimulation.
>>952373900lol
>>952364427got molested as a kid
>>952364427
I was a cute chubby kid and people thought I was gay. I always had big crushes on girls at school and whenever one liked me too it was the best feeling in the world. In my early teens I remember having sleepover's with a few guys in a basement and trying to smoke weed and everyone jerking off together. My friend had a big butts dvd and somehow my big butt started getting used. I would lay on my stomach and get grabbed and spanked mostly. It was after sometime that it progressed to me getting fucked by my friends. One night all of them did taking turns using lavender had cream as lube. It was shortly before we all had to go be freshmen in high school. I remember the next morning them wanting to stop doing it and be ready to get girlfriends at school. I fine with that, it felt good but the whole thing was awkward and weird. Didn't do or think about gay sex for a couple years. Got a summer job washing dishes and one of the cooks would feel up my ass and make gay comments to me. He was tall, kind scary black dude in his twenties. He started asking to dink a beer with him at his apartment after work. I said no for awhile and one night his dick was half hard and pushed it against my ass and I wanted it. It his car he had me smoke a blunt with him and I was ridiculously high. He had studio apartment with just a couch and a bed. We got naked and he was full of muscle. He liked my chubby body and kept calling me sexy. He sat on the couch and I got on my knees in front of him and gave my first blow job. I really liked it, his dick was so different than mine. Uncut, thick, black, 7". I probably spent an hour stoned out of my mind stroking and sucking it. When I started to taste cum he stopped and had me get on the bed. He ate out my ass then slowly fucked me doggie style till came a huge load inside me. I was Addicted to dick after that.
>15 best friends with the shortest kid in school and I’m one of the tallest>even though I’m tall my dick just started to grow. Insecure about it>short friend flashed his dick, was massive with tons of pubes>i obsess over it and spend sleepovers trying to find ways to get to see it more> finally figure out that stealing his parents porn tapes and daring him to watch it works> jerk together, he’s twice my size (I’m not done growing)>spend the whole time watching him jerk his dick> tell him if he sucks my dick I’ll give him a ps2 memory card> he does and swallows it, looking back it was not his first rodeo> chicken out when he offers to let me do it to him Biggest regret of my life. I don’t find any other men attractive but I still fap to that memory 20 years later
>>952364427Used to do gay stuff with the nanny's son when we were kids
>>952375181Does he eat your ass too?
>>952378681>somehow my big butt started getting used.lol
>>952378681>somehow my big butt started getting used
Porn addiction at a young age leading to fingering myself and experiencing stuff with guys older then me
Nietzsche
>>952379269are you unhappy about that or...
>>952379336Wouldn't have it any other way!!
>>952379379good :)
>>952379398Had some crazy experiences back then but stopped for a while to focus on studying but now I'm back to being a whore;)
>>952379417get that penis bro
>>952379269when did you first do stuff with a guy
>>952379483As in with other men or like when I was fingering myself or watching gay porn and such?
>>952379569other men, when did you suck a cock, and how was it
>>952379569post hole
>>952379606I was 16 I believe I loved it felt amazing to make someone else feel so good
There was a home that was employee housing for a nearby farm in my neighborhood when I was growing up. It was well known that all those guys grew and sold weed and nobody cared. My parents smoked and would get weed from them. It was mostly hippie types and sometimes J1 visa workers. One summer I was walking by and met a Irish guy in his twenties living there. I liked his accent and thought he was cool so I smoked with him. I was probably 15 and weed really made me horny and I just wanted to talk about dirty shit. I was taking about a girl in the neighborhood and how I was close to fucking her. He kept telling me I never would fuck her and that I was gay. He told me he was in a all boys school and he could always tell which guys he could fuck. Almost walked away there but I ended up drinking with him. I got pretty sloppy and he seemed unfazed. I ended up in his room with him telling me how good he was at fucking and all the boys would want it again after the first time. I gave in and let him do it. His dick wasn't much very big and he used a lot of lube. For most of it I was on my back on his bed with him holding my legs up in the air fucking me standing at the edge. It felt pretty silly but after awhile my dick got really hard. When he flipped me over I jerked off while he made my cheeks clap and his balls slapped against mine. Jerked out a huge load and loved it. I liked the feeling when he came up my ass, nice warm load. I felt pretty fucked up walking home, like it would totally change my reality being gay or something. It didn't though and he was wrong, I did end up fucking that hot neighbor girl. He was right about me going back to him to get fucked again and again though.
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>>952379644you can be bi anon, it's ok
>>952379806that's a very finger-able hole. you never had a chance
>>952379270Underrated comment
>>952379894Haha I've had much more then a finger in there now ;)
>>952379932wish i was in there
>>952379978You could be ;) bet you have a nice dick too
>>952379806cute butt, tell me about the first time you bottomed
>>952380062Was around 5 years ago now was my much older neighbour he was super sexy would always flirt with me when I would walk up and down the driveway (shared driveway) and he asked me to do yard work for him they kinda snowballed from there offered to pay me to do the gardening in just my underwear then I came onto him we sorted a day and time I prepped myself snuck out my window and went over to his
>>952380096slut. are you still sleeping with him
>>952380196Occasionally yeah I've since moved but before moving he used me like 2-3 times a week and ill go visit every few months nowadays
>>952380250so are you only into old dudes
>>952380302Nope! Tend to go for a good few years older then me but would happily go with someone my age
less talky, more nudie pics
>>952380403Sorry sir
>>952380418hot, let's see the other side
>>952379816gay aids good luck
>>952380482
>>952380551this side needs more hair bro
>>952380591I love my pubes being smooth at the front I grow pubes really slow and patchy
>>952380642tsk tsk
Honestly I just liked gay porn occasionally but didn't think I was actually into guys. Thought I was just too porn addicted but decided to suck some cock when I was in a dry spell and really enjoyed it so I guess I'm just bi.
I don't find men attractive and I would never do anything sexual with one of them alone, but once I was having a threesome with my gf and a guy, she was forcing my dick into her pussy (I'm very into that) and forcing me around, and at some point I was near the other guy's penis and she forced my head into his penisshe was guiding my head, I had no control over it (I could have resisted but I didn't) and hearing both their moans while she forced me to deepthroat and she was whispering "that's so hot anon" to my ear was awesome
Never had that awakening, I always knew I liked both men and women since I awakened to sexuality but I don't really like hairy manly man, I prefer a femboy
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Anyone here have stories about the first time they tasted cum?
Male cousin and I had no outlet except each other.I fell in love with him once we found my mom's lube in the closet.
First sex I ever had was gay sex. My rich uncle married a beautiful woman from Barbados. It was her second time marrying a rich white guy and she had a son with the first guy named Christoph. He was 16 and I was 13. Him and his mom moved into my uncle's penthouse one that summer and Christoph didn't know anybody so they sent me over there to hangout with him. He looked a lot like his mother and I was instantly attracted to him. My uncles penthouse was over a beach and we just stayed around there, went fishing off a dock, swimming ect.. the first few times we hung out. I was chubby and insecure to the point I wore a shirt swimming. I also have big girly nipples so it looks like I have tits when I get fat. Christoph played soccer and was proper fit, very sexy light skin black. I remember getting jealous when girls would talk to him and worried he would take with one of them. I was thinking about him a lot and jerking off wanting to hold him and kiss him. I went up to the penthouse and he was alone there one afternoon. He was drinking my uncle rum an watching girls on the balcony. I drank some and started totally acting like I was in love with him. He thought it was funny and he brought me into my uncle bathroom to use his hot tub. He got naked before he got in and I saw his dick for the first time, he was half hard and I had this crazy anxiety about it. I wanted to get in the tub with my shirt and boxers on but made me get naked while I was shaking like a leaf. He held me when I got in and we made out. I calmed down and it was better than my fantasy. He was squeezing my ass with his hard dick poking my belly and I knew I was about to get fucked. I had been watching porn on the internet for awhile and I remember just trying to be like the girls I'd been jerking to. I sucked his dick while he sat on the side of the tub and I got him to cum in 5 min. It felt so satisfying swallowing his cum and I love hearing him moan and the taste in my mouth lingering.