g/fur: dealing with apathy and lust in equal measure edition
>>952514114That's just rude
>>952514114
>>952514592Or just maybe my emotional geometry adapted to that sensation of emptiness following random hook-ups with strangers.
>>952514229id cum like nothing else bwuhhh someone get me in this situation
>>952514716i cant do hookups anymore because of this exact reason. i just stick to fucking friends at cons lol ! one day ill have a boyfriend sighhh
I've absolutely destroyed my asshole tonight. Toyed myself into downtown of Gape City
>>952514716Is it, for real?>>952514785H-hot.
>>952514785Gay.
>>952514818no u
>>952514798mmhnm cant wait to make my ass look like that next week at megaplex awrf
>>952514798Not to say I'm a complete slut and won't stop anyone from using me as a cocksleeve, it just stopped being that satisfying to me. Feels like I've become a people pleaser, no pun intended...
>>952514898With whomst?>>952514940I'm sure that has its perks.
>>952514114started estrogen recently for nonbinary purposes and getting fucked has never felt so good, its hard to cum without something in my ass anymore guhhh
>>952515009ofc im not going to say his name for privacy purposes but hes pretty big in the florida furry scene. weve been talking so very much lately and its been so lovely! im hopeful he feels the same way i do because id love to rub against him
>>952515116Ey I didn't mean for you to say his name dummy. I meant like, a boyfriend, a friend with benefits, a random hookup, that kinda thing.
>>952515199sorry im stupid and terrible. a friend who im hopeful will sprout into a boyfriend possibly !
>>952515199i did fuck with you calling me a dummy though hi:3
>>952515246Hah, no worries. And good luck anon!>>952515269Hey. Dummy. What a strange thing to fuck with.
>>952515329whiiinneee im just a dumb puppy :3
>>952515456No doubting that.
>>952514229"situations" can't be hot, you brainrotted faggots.
>>952514861For u, bby.
>>952517772
gae
Anyone else been using kindroid or other ai apps to write erotic fantasy about getting dicked by big horny anthros?
Goodnight.
>>952531359goodnight snarfy we luffs u
gfur on life support, is this how it ends
>>952532741i warned u bout avatarfags broi told u
>>952532778you didnt...
>>952532741this is average eu hours where nothing is happening
>>952534041we must make europe more gay
>>952534041most of the time i check during day there isnt even a gfur thread
>>952534083yeah, there's like 5 people who visit gfur left
>>952534115wem snarf foolive seen you and dragoandashwho else
>>952534126borb and that's about it from what i can tellso 8, was close enough
>>952534151its never been so dire
>>952534681nothing can last forever, even the great gay will eventually fizzle out
>>952534723not my great gay, im gayer than ever
>>952534736gotta assemble the greatest gay ever to make sure it doesn't fizzle out
I've never had more people in my life, yet never felt more empty
>>952534889welcome to the club
i am happy with my relationship and my friends
must be nice
every day I cry more and more dreaming of something that was never meant to bewhy even dream at all when nothing else could compare?
>>952534926it is nice, suggest you put your energy into the same thing
>>952534961I've tried for 10 years and only ever hurt more and more
>>952534967you need to reconsider what's important to you and pivot or you will never be happy
>>952534993I've been dead inside for a while, and now with a million people knowing me it's just become an ocean of sadness and meaninglessness as if these people aren't even real because I have no way of talking to the vast majority of themdo I trust a platform of mindless content to find the right person for me?it's hard enough being trans and so few and far between
>>952535028>and now with a million people knowing mewhen did these delusions start and why isnt anyone in your life getting you help
>>952535066it isn't delusion and I'm tired of trying to explain it to people who don't listen
>>952535070im sorry this happened to you
I don't know why people can't seem to grasp the fact that someone as unhinged as myself, someone who has done horrible things, someone who has been on the same platforms for 10+ years talking with people cannot understand how someone's passwords can get leaked and hacked would have people want to harass themI could literally make and entire list of people who know me, video after video after video, instance after instancemaybe it isn't millions, but it's most definitely 10s of 1000s not 100s of 1000s
>>952535088I'm sorry I was ever born and just used as everyone's form of cheap and shitty entertainment instead of getting a life because infamy is worse than being known by nobody
to me it's stalking; to them it's entertainmentand I'm supposed to trust that I'll find a partner on twitch when it's where I'm most known, and where it's easiest to communicate?I fucking wish I were being delusional because I actually was for a while, but having people meet me in person to thank me for helping them for 10 years at a convention, and want pictures with me is enough to say that it's real
>>952532741to be honest I only come here for pictures to jerk off to and don't really engage in conversationsI'll try to post more sometimes
>>952535088do you want me to put together a document proving it?because I have plenty of evidenceI'm not Mav, I'm not a schizo and don't hallucinateI'm a shit person, and to a lot of people I'm just a lolcowis that enough to convince you, or should I put forth real effort?
>>952535182youve made comments apart from this that indicate pretty strongly youre having paranoid delusions of grandeur and persecutionim concerned for your wellbeing
>>952535331then explain to me why someone I didn't know came up to me at a convention to say "hey, you've helped me a lot over the last 10 years, thank you" and why some kid in a Cure shirt wanted a picture with me when I went to MomoconI've gotten away with felonies, and I've used this position to get people to be better, you really think that isn't enough reason for me to be both hated and respected?people don't just come up to you to say these things dely, in what world do you not believe surveillance and hacking to be real when you literally do IT for a living?
I've posted my face on the internet, why are you being obtuse about something that is perfectly logically sound?
shut the fuck up you retard
TWU
>>952536455God damn I'd love to be someone's slutty bottom like that where they fuck me in front of their mates like it's normal
>>952538384Gay.
Hoobers are gay.
>>952514114I need this kind of energy in my life
>>952546235Same. Be a free-use cumdump for pent up guys? Sign me up
>>952542755I am OK with gay hoobers. Neigh.
>jacking off to furry men before sex to get hard enough to fuck my gfLol. My life is a joke.
>>952549897based
>>952549928The sex is just way better when I do.
>>952546235it's ridiculous the amount of times i've looked at something on e621 and suddenly resented my life because i can't have the thing in the image
>>952549897You're not the only person that's done this. I cannot fucking believe I got away with pretending to be straight in high school.
>>952550379I mean, finishing in her still feels great lmfao. And there is something really hot about the acting part >_<
i wish gay porn was as exciting now as it was 15 years ago
>>952550447Personally I could never get off to the deception, but I do find it entertaining. Faking heterosexuality is so trivial that I never felt like I was getting away with something. To this day I play a character for my coworkers and complain about my made-up whore wife just to fit in. Married men are STRUGGLING.
the years go by and my ass gets squishier, but the porn stays the sameif anything it actually is somehow getting more vanilla and more dullweve had more than 10 years of uninterrupted faggotry and nothing has even attempted to rival hardblush let alone best it
>>952551087>>952551256There was something really special about the early tumblr era. The sudden jump in quality and the feeling of limitless degenerate potential.
and where is the romance? goneeven furries arent getting laid as much as i rememberits all very gay>>952551335we were still going strong until the mid 2010si blame the straights
I love the older stuff
>>952551460Sometimes I add 200x to my e621 query just to feel something
u18-chan indexes have some old stuff I havent found elsewhere. Why they chose that name though?
>>952551584This one turned me on a long time before I really acknowledged that I liked men.
>>952551440The new gens hate sex.
Why would zoom zooms have sex when they can e-simp for their AI GF?
>>952555798hello miss i am an extremely wealthy old man i invented the shoelace may i please show you both sides of my amex
