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>>953935506one eye on the hoobs at all times
I got my fermentation jars with the water valves so I can make properly fermented ghost pepper hot sauce.
buh
I finally got back on facebook, stayed off for so long because I was afraid of transitioning then deleted it, and hearing about my grandmother getting cancer from my mom being on there made me want to make one againanyway I was curious about my old friends and it turns out my girl friend from high school is active on there, seemingly nonbinary and married, quite proud of being gay which doesn't really surprise me, and made/makes fursuitsdefinitely still a furry and I don't want to be weird but I'd love to talk to them again
message her"whats the worst that could happen?"
I think I need to get a better photo of myself to uploadand maybe add a few more peopleI know they'd recognize me because my name isn't much different, I don't think it would go too bad honestlyturns out they live an hour from my sister too because facebook has everything, would be awesome to meet them for coffee or something and catch upmaybe commission a fursuit if I ever get the money and a proper sona lol
only one way to know how it will go
guh
*bonk*no horny
yes horny
I'd take the big titty horny pills if I weren't worried about it being too early
patience young padawan, you will get your big goth titties in due time
ye, I'm happier with where they're at now at leastif only I had someone to touch them, it's pretty nice feeling them now
titty toucher will also come in due timeprobably literally too
can't come soon enough
>>953941295Sounds nice. I have been working out and am enjoying having a more muscular chest. Glad you are enjoying yours.
>>953941717muscular chests are nice, I love big pecstits look good on everyone
wuh
>>953941963It is the area that has shown most noticeable gains since I started out. I am going to do a months Cardio next and see how that goes.
>>953942263should go well, cardio is greatjust don't lose too much weight too quickly like I did
my brain is being stupid againsomeone bonk me
>>953942791no stupid brain allowed
>>953942904thanks, sometimes I become another level of stupid and degenerateI'm not even going to entertain the idea right now, but it would be fucking hilariousI know I can be pretty lucky sometimes but, that would actually be GODLY luckYour fortune: Outlook good
>>953942611I have been looking at this as a 12 Month Project. Nearly 7 months sober. Almost medication free. I have found loosing weight and building muscle to be difficult to do at the same time so I am switching things around on a month by month basis. Given the state I was in, things are going well.
>>953943130congrats on being 7 months sober!meds also suck, I've been off antidepressants for about 8 months and they caused me to be manic, never had the happen unless I quit medsit is pretty difficult to do both, switching them up every month or so is a good idea
>>953943246Meds have their place but in my case I feel that they were just papering over the cracks. Quitting alcohol has been the most significant change. Afraid that I was born unable to drink safely.
>>953943393I mean nobody is born able to drink alcohol safely lolit's pretty terrible, I know it can be difficult to moderate for some people
>>953943502People get addicted to all sort of things. When you are in the middle of it getting the next drink is all you can think about. Worst thing about alcohol is how dangerous stopping suddenly can be.
>>953943633yeah I know what you mean, I was like that with benzos and opioids although I only ever did real opioids for a short timekratom was difficult to quit but not as bad as cigarettes are for me currently
>>953944030It worked out well for me overall. My ex wife basically saved my life by realising I was in a bad way and getting me into Hospital. The hospital detox worked well for me and some of my other problems calmed down a bit. Looking to the future now.
>>953944208I'm glad to hear you're doing so much better, stay positive :)
>>953944234Yes. I have a very good relationship with my Kids and just want to make the most of life. They recommend 12 months sobriety before relationships. I am using that to become someone that would be nice to date.
>>953944439you're more than half the way there, so keep it upI'm sure it'll keep getting better
fuh
hoobs
>>953950512hoobs
Good afternoon.>>953950879
>>953951781hoobs
Hoobs!
>>953952148Yes, Borb, hooves. You should get ypurself a horsedrawn carriage then ride around town smashin' puss.
>>953952424I'm too broke for that, best I can do is handfeed horses
hoofs
>>953953880It wouldn't be that expensive. Less expensive than a new car.
Floofy hoofs
>>953954368still I can't afford horse
>>953954740You can get one for cheap from the US government.
>>953954796yeah you show me but I don't plan to move out
>>953954843You don't have to move here to buy one. Lotta the folks who buy them send them to Europe.
>>953954879Twin tower bruce willis king of troll arent you big guy
>>953954926I don't understand what it is you're trying to say to me.
>>953954967Im a b.a I wasnt born yesterday. Bad ass
Suction
>>953955008Hmmm... Nope. No clue what you're talking about.
>>953954528
>>953955079I never said that.
>>953955141Said what? What the hell are you talking about?
>>953954740Donkey might be cheaper
>>953955238Nah, you can buy a wild horse from the US government for, in some cases, like, a couple hudred dollars. They instituted this program years ago to try to restore wild horse populations and it worked amazingly well. So well in fact that now the wild horse population in some areas are out of control so they're having to go and capture thousands of them. But because they now have so many horses they gotta sell them off since they're out of room and can't store anymore horses.
>>953955192You voted for this.
>>953955492I have no diea what you are referring to.
>>953955539Choooooo chooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>>953955405I suppose if they released wolves it might cut down the numbers.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arLE9P3HkXU
>>953955683They are killing the wolves because billionaire ranchers are mad that their cattle are being killed while they're grazing on public land.>>953955629Alrjght.
>>953955980Sad. Perhaps we should arm the wolves. We have really messed up this planet.
>>953954879for glue
>>953956238Well we initially caused the wolf populations to rise because they were critically endangered and their decreased numbers threstened actual ecological collapse. Now they are at safe levels to allow the species to continue to thrive and keep the ecosystem in balance, but billionaires don't give a fuck about anything other than money. They'd burn their families to death it was profitable.>>953956369Just because they're buying horses for glue and meat doesn't mean you have to buy a horse for glue and meat.
>>953955980It's that weirdo anon that said every dm prolly law is a phaggot
>>953957810Oops didn't tick the name box
Something about him is unfunny like the forced laughter and racist name calling several things I don't like about him I realise
>>953957810I don't know who that is.>>953957835Oh hi, Mav.
Furred cock best cock
>Mfw my first bf was a furry and I havent dated other furries since. Anyone else cant date other furries? He even had a suit and everything.
>>953958843Post your butt.
>>953959021^-^ flattered but nah
>>953959116Then no answers for you.
>>953958843Why do you not want to date another furry if you are a furry?
pea ness
>>953958254someone from a discord server I leftHi fool
>>953960529How're you today?
>>953960705Playing escape from tarkov with a friend turned day and night upside down sleep during days now
>>953961955Sleeping during the day is the best because then you get to be awake at night.
>>953948321narwhals
>>953962484people expect something from me so I can't stay up during the night like medication pickups, meetings and doctors visits and relatives have toxic expectations from me I'd like to stay up during the night but schedule won't fit it
night life is the best, it's quiet and comfy
>>953962656Schedule your appointmentsnand medications in the afternoon so you can sleep all morning and stay up all night.>>953962814For real.
>>953963127the opening hours are annoying and short in the psych unit + some days they are closed due to being lazy and not meeting for work I love being there but the hours are like 1 pm to 3pm most of the days
>>953963321You like being at the psychiatric unit?
>>953963372Yea unlike america this country tries to cultivate a positive and sociable environmentsomething the american mind can't fathom and I am dead serious
>>953963127Between the all night gym and flexi-time at work, night time has been the right time for me. Nearly 3.00 AM here.
>>953963446The psych wards here are not really set up for socializing. They're there for people who are incapable of being in society and are a danger to themselves and/or others. There is also no, like, outpatient treatments at psych wards, they're really there to keep people with severe mental disturbances safe and off the streets until such time as they can return to reality or whatever is going on with them dissipates and they can be let back into society.
>>953963623I know everything is set up to make you spend all of your moneyI'd be in grave debt if i were born in america thanks to my conditionwhy the so called american friends want me to waster my life living there I'm not really compatible with the way of life over there
>>953963730They probably want you to move closer to them is all.
>>953963997they're not seeing how detrimental this could be to me and immigrating to the US is a nightmare since ice is a big part of the US now
>>953964168Yes it is. They're probably telling you that regardless because they see you as being very lonely and isolated up there and in the states you'd have friends relatively close by so would have a support network that could help you.
>>953964220I don't really trust the guy that has his main rolemodel as a character from a series which is a sociopathand the guy that has secret beefs with me
>>953964287Why are you friends with people you don't trust?
>>953964315they're no longer friends
>>953964435Well that is good.
>>953964463I left 4 groups because of this kind of like a character developing moment where I am able to walk out of someones life without thinking too much about it
>>953965140That's very good, Mav. That's a healthy thing, when a person or group is bad for you then it is healthy and wise to leave it behind without a second thought.
>>953965192the oldest group was like 5 year old ''friend group'' should've left much sooner in reality I didn't give a crap about any of them needed to be selfish and have companyreality needs you to be selfish right?
Reality requires balanced selfish and selfless desires
>>953965396Reality requires some level of selfishness, yes.
>>953966328as someone who has been used for most of my life i'd say it's self righteous to be more selfish than others
>>953966782More selfish? No. You shoild be more selfless.
>>953967450when it comes to a asshole stranger online I will be selfish I got a little fuck you money as well don't get me wrong
>>953968093If someone is an asshole it's okay to be an asshole back to them, but if we're talking about just some random person who isn't being an asshole to you then it's better to be kind to them.
>>953968167I will be myself no greater good can stop me from being authentic
>>953968371You should always be authentic, Mav. Always all the time.