>fucking a guy, best thing ever>boom goes the dynamite>holy fuck this is disgusting, I'm outta here>repeat from step 1 next weekAnyone else have this problem? Gay until you cum?
>>955514369theres nothing like "gay until you cum", you are simply gayand theres no way back
That's why you wear a chastity cage. You either don't get to cum and you can keep fucking without shame, or you have a g-spot orgasm and you'll never wanna go back to stroking again
There is no "gay until cum" you're bisexual
>>955514369Internalized homophobia. Very common for bi-leaning-straight guys (like 1 or 2 on the Kinsey scale) who are still confused or insecure about their sexuality. Your horniness overrides your social conditioning, but then once you cum all the guilt comes flooding back. You'll eventually get over it as you explore your sexuality and get over your unconscious hangups.
>>955515953this, either fuck the same guy twice in one night and notice a decline in the shame, or >>955515121 that. personally I prefer the chastity cage because g-spot orgasms are so fucking intense. instead of 5 seconds of rope you get like 30-45 seconds of absolute bliss and euphoria
>>955515953I suffered a lot of shame and guilt when I first started dating men. I learned real quick to finish my boyfriend first because it's a lot easier to suck cock while your horny than it is when your brain is screaming that youre going to hell for busting in a guy's asshole.
I think that some of it is also just that you are not as attracted to men as you are to women. A 5/10 can look like an 8/10 when you're horny, but since you generally are attracted to women, then drop in attraction isn't as bad postnut, as it is when the nut is in some guy.Ive had the same, and ive not been raised religious in any way.
>>955515953>"Bi-leaning straight man" liberal terms that don't mean anything. He's bisexual, simple as
>>955518616>like 1 or 2 on the Kinsey scalethat's where the term is coming from
>>955518719The Kinsey scale is bs
>>955518616>>955518719"You can't just say you like chocolate and vanilla ice cream but prefer chocolate more! You can only like one, or both equally! You're a dual-flavor-lover! It's very important to me that you accept this arbitrary label!!"What a stupid thing to have a hangup about.
>>955514369Nah im just generally bisexual so thst doesnt really register for me
>>955515953>Internalized homophobiaIdk about that, I dont think its something socially conditioned some people just dont like losing control over themselves and giving into lust. Straight people with sex addiction problems have similar issues, like are you having sex because its meaningful or are you just losing control? Even if youre never raised in a culture that doesnt approve of homosexuality thats just a core function of human psychology
>>955514369>Anyone else have this problem? Gay until you cum?I got over it a long time ago. I'm accepting of the fact I'm Bi.
>>955514369I go through phases where I feel more sexually attracted to women and ones where I feel more sexually attracted to men. It's common, worse yet when I feel like acting on it and I end up ghosting the guy who I made plans for because I am not longer in a twink mood. I can imagine how disappointed they are when I don't show or respond to messages. Also, had an experience where someone basically freaked out on me in his post nut clarity because I was dressed femme but not female.
>>955520371>I end up ghosting the guypls don't do that. That shit hurts T_T
>>955520464It's never intentional. Sometimes I get bad vibes or just feel like I'm being used too easy. I know the feeling of being ghosted and don't like to do it.
>>955520794Brown faggot
>>955520910>Brown faggotWhiter than you, amigo
>>955514369>Gay until you cum?That means you're gay
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>>955523496This kind of stuff makes me feeling like ducking
Just get your ass fucked and you'll never have to worry
>>955525768What if my worry is about getting my ass fucked?
>>955525965It's the best part about being with a guy though
>>955514369Post-Nut Clarity's a bitch. I wish it were permanent sometimes.
>>955526134It can be if you just goon all day
>>955526666Can't argue with those quads.
>>955514369The only thing gay I like to do is jerk off while I get fucked doggie style. I have intense post nut clarity and a fucked-up shame feeling for a couple days after
Yeah I experience this a bit. I can admit to myself I'm bi but I am definitely low on the kinsey scale. Sex with men can be fun but it can leave me feeling gross and shameful if I'm not in the right mental spot for it.It definitely helps when you're fucking the same person multiple times and not just rando one off hookups. When I had a regular top who fucked me twice a week, I never had an ounce of shame about enjoying it. When I have random one-off encounters I am more likely to feel ashamed.That said, I can get around this as a bottom by not cumming at all. I prefer not to cum because anal is more intense when I don't touch my cock, and most tops don't really seem to care if the bottom gets off, so that works out nicely.
>>955531412>I can get around this as a bottom by not cumming at allI used to do this too. Worked right up until I got a little too good at bottoming and started getting involuntary prostate orgasms from it. And of course cumming just from getting my ass railed caused even more guilt/humiliation... but it also felt too good to stop me from going back for more. In the end I just kinda pushed through my hangups and accepted that I'm a beta who was made to take dick.
>>955514369Nah, nothing changes when I cum, other than the immediate but very temporary loss of sex drive. My issue is mostly that I much prefer women--tits, pussy, hips and ass, kissing, all of it. But I like cum and I like things in my ass. Back when my wife had a sex drive she'd peg me every now and then, kiss with my cum in her mouth. Very rarely sit on my face after I came in her. But never enough to match what I wanted. Or my general sex drive. Which is where a guy would be better. I have done some gay stuff, as a teen. But not much. Kissing a guy is utterly repulsive to me, same with cuddling. But exchanging blowjobs would be great, I'd be happy to take it in the butt. It would probably be a lot better than pegging, guys know how to fuck. I'm finding that without sex, relationships with women are a whole lot of work with very little payoff. At least I'd have a lot of shared interests with a guy. So, how likely would it be to find a guy that wants something like that? That wouldn't mind me getting some pussy every now and then (or bringing a girl in for a threesome)?
Over the years I've developed a kink for cumming before I get fucked. When I'm going to meet up with a guy, I jerk immediately beforehand. Knocks my sex drive down to zero and then I get to feel especially slutty for letting a man fuck me even though I'm not horny and it's uncomfortable for me. Eternally seeking a daddy top who shares this kink and will dirty talk about how he's proud of me for taking his cock even though I won't get anything in return.
The only gay experiences I've had is being fucked by a kid I was friends with in mid teen years. I never felt weird about it because he was the 'gay one's in my mind for wanting to fuck me, I was just letting it happen.
>>955514369Sex in general becomes kinda disgusting in post nut clarity.
I would suck huge dicks 24/7 if I could Pic very related
>>955519672What you call "losing control and giving in to lust", someone comfortable with their homosexuality calls "tuesday"
>>955531412>most tops don't really seem to care if the bottom gets offThat's weird, I'm straight and making the other guy have a prostate orgasm is the only thing I find remotely arousing about gay porn. I guess i have something like an orgasm fetish if there's some tumblr term for that. I can never outlast the woman in straight sex
>>955514369You're just gay and homophobic. Or homosexual but not homoromantic.
>>955514369Look, dreaming about jerking and sucking off thick twink cocks, especially while high, yet not knowing where to find them, makes you insanely gay.
>>955520371>I go through phases where I feel more sexually attracted to women and ones where I feel more sexually attracted to men.im bi polar and bi sexual, more i slide to the manic side, more gay...more depressed side, more straight. therapist/shrink tells me that's somewhat common. the pills make me depressed, but straight...but less likely to go on benders/get arrested. currently self medicating w/ weed and talk therapy. thanks for reading my blog
>>955514369Yeah it's called being a self hating fag.
Big nigger cock in the ass feels amazing
>>955537641>homosexual but not homoromantic.unironically the worst kind of fags. At least let me cuddle with you-.-
Guys suck the best
