last day off before i work 7 in a tie pray 4 me be b is boring
why does no one fucking respond to me anymore i’m going somewhere else
>>956375341I pray
>>956375681Maybe if you show more of yourself people would respond.
>>956376245why would i do that when youve already seen it all and ill just eventually get roasted and doing all that is pointless now im in love and found the one but he wont even fucking talk to me antmore. i actually don tknow what im doing anymore. i dont have it in me to give up but fucking hell i wish i did
>>956375681I never really interact with these threads because it is either 1) AI or 2) horny losers requesting nudes from a girl. Idc who I’m talking to, guy or girl, I only ever reply to interesting threads which this does not appear to be
stroking baby
>>956376459aren’t you lovely
>>956376403I did not see anything and have no idea who you are. Why won't he talk to you anymore?
it’s like he wants me to end it all by doing this. like okay u hated me for threatening it. so the goal is tho ignore me until i do? i can’t keep going over it something really bad has to happen for me to forgot you
>>956375341My favorite tranny
>>956376512it’s the reality of /b/ nowadays. most dudes responding to a thread because op image is a female are parasocial losers who have never dated a girl
>>956376558because i threatened to cut and kill myself and he thinks i only want attention so that’s why i came here when he ignored me he thinks di abused and tried to manipulate him to get him back and he basically just said bye and hand talked to me since it’s been almost 3 weeks and i can’t give up hope because the thought of never speaking to him again makes me lose control of the tiny bit of life that i have i am so fucking dad and i know nobody cares and sympathy doesn’t help but what do i do i’m not able to move on
>>956376650i used to be a cutter. if i did that i would consider that at the very least manipulative to say.
>>956376650I'm sorry things turned out like that. If i can ask why did you threaten to do this? What happened?
>>956376777OKAY I GET IT I NEVER FUCKING DID I I THRETANED IT A MILLION TIMES ALREADY I HAVENT FUCKING DONE IT SINCE HOLY SHIT >>956376786I GOT PATANOID AND JEALOUD LIKR RVERY OTHER FUCKING TIME IT WAS NEVER EVER THIS DEDP AND MEANT TO GO ON THIS LONG I DONT NO HOW HR COULD GO FROM TALKING TO ME EVERYDAY TO NEVER Tlling to me again IT IS NOT HUMNALY POSSBLE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO MAKE ME NOT THINK ABOUT HI I HAVE TO SUFFER THEOUGJ A MINIMUM WAGE JOB FOR 9 HOURS A DAY THROUGH IT ALL IM GOING TO BREAK
>>956375341Just post your ass already. Lets cum together
>>956376892idc that you never did it, that still is manipulative because you are threatening self harm with the only solution being for him to do what you want. Back in HS a dude went from most popular to most hated, literally booed at graduation because he threatened suicide if girls wouldn’t fuck.
>>956376941WHATS THE POINT OG ANYTHING IF THE OUTCOME WILL BE THE FUCKING SAME NOTHING I SO IS GOING TO MAKE HIM TALK TO ME AGAJN
>>956377008well he never did what i wanted so what the fuck now?
>>956377011I just want to see your ass, and make you feel desired.I want you. I want you so bad babe
>>956377095i know youre taking the piss out if me i dont fucking care about my stipid body i just want him to talk to me then ill do whatever he wwnts for FUCKSSAKE
>>956377050I am probably more mentally retarded than you. I doubt I could give good advice, plus I’m a straight dude anyways so probs worthless advice. Only advice I got that is legit is don’t threaten self harm or suicide, even if it works in the moment it will definitely backfire in the long run
>>956377170>i dont fucking care about my stipid bodyI do, I think you're pretty hot, and I want to see your butthole. Maybe eat it.
>>956377177BRO I FUCKING NO THAT KNOW ANF IVE REGRETTED IT FOR 18 DAYS STRAIGHT AND I WILL EVERYDAY IF HE NEVER TALKS TO ME AGAIN IM FUCKING CRYING SO FUCKING BARD EVERY SINGLE DAY LIKE A FUCKING LOSER AND I DO NO IF HIS MAKES HIM FEEL BEFGER OR WHAT BUT THIS GENUINELY CANT BE IT OR MY LIFE IS IVER AND I DONT ME DEATH WISE JUST ANY THINS I EVER COULDVE HAD IS GONE WITHH IM IM SO FUCKING SAD ABOUT THT HOLY YCKING SHIT WHAT DO I DO ITS TOO LATE TO TAKE IT BACK NOW
does he want me to hurt myself i dont fuckig undertaand im so upset
>>956377360You bipolar? Lowkey you sound like my thoughts after my last breakup when I was hella addicted to benzos lol. Also I couldn’t tell if you meant you hadn’t actually cut before, if so definitely do not start. Legit worst addiction I ever started and I have been addicted to multiple drugs.
>>956377658YES I HAD DONE IT BEFORE WHICH IS WHY IT HURTED HIM. EVER TIME SOMETHING MILD UPSETS ME I THINK OF TBE FACT HE WONT TALK TO MR ABD IT BRINGS ME TO TEARS BC ITS LIKE THATS THE ONLY THING THAT GENUINELY BREAKS ME
>>956377658I MAY BE A CRA Y PERSON BUT ID NEVER TURN TO DRUGS I JUST NEED HIM WHAT DO I FUCKING DO IM SO BROKEN HE IS THE ONLY THING I NEED TO BEOK
>>956377718Well I know nobody can really stop so kinda worthless to say lol, but do try to stop it. I have stopped for ~1 year after years of doing it, so def not impossible. Plus, just my opinion, but any dude actually into cutters is usually a weirdo. Just learn from your mistake and never threaten or use self harm as leverage in a relationship.And while being a straight dude obviously gives me different reactions having scars, you definitely will get kinda profiled in public if you continue.
i should just start again he clearly doesn’t want to me to get better anymore or cares i need a reminder instead of doing this
>>956377840THIS ISN’T ABOUT THE FUCKING SCARED
>>956377840I IS NOT FUCKING LEVERAGE GOOD WHY ARE UE DEEPING IT SO FUCKING MUCH I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF IT LIKE THAT I JUST SAID IT I NEVER THOUGHT IT COULD BE ANALYSED THIS MUCH
>>956377840I CAN’T BELIEVE U MADE THIS ABOUT THE ONE PART THAT WASNT IMPORTANT YAY
>>956377954I MEANT TWAT NOT YAY
>>956377917>>956377954It may not seem important to you. But I have never talked to a dude or girl that ever stayed or had a long relationship with someone that threatened self harm. Ig I am overanalyzing, just to me it is like the point of no return. Like girls I’ve broken up with I usually could consider dating again unless they said what you said. That would be a 100% dealbreaker
>>956378083BUT ME AND DAVID ARE DIFFERENT WE ARE EACH OTHERS LAST WE DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE WE’RE NOT JUST LIKE A REGULAR RELATIONSHIP
>>956375341sending thoughts and prayers
>>956378083LIKE I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS BAD AND UNFORGIVABLE BUT I KNOW WE CAN COME OUT THE ER OTHER SIDE RT OF THIS BECAUSE OR LOVE IS WORTH IT AND IM NOT EXPLOITING THAT I KNOW I CAN BE CRAZY BUT THAT NOT WHO I AM OR HOW IT WILL BE
>>956378260Sounds like he doesn’t want you though.>>956378333When I talked like this, I did not get my gf back, believe it or not. How’d you meet too, was this an online relationship?
bro he’s literally not even reading or checking me and he’s updating his yt playlists this is so fucking evil my heart just fucking did a backflip it feels so L how am i going to get through the next 7 days without doing something bad
Tits or gtfo
>>956378517i wonder if he even misses me or cafes because he seems to still be doing the same stuff as begot
>>956378333are you receiving Dialectical Behavioral Therapy for your Borderline Personality Disorder? that would be a good place to start
>>956378589He might honestly. I miss some of my crazy exes, doesn’t mean I’d ever go back though. Then again I’m retarded so what do I know
>>956378517this is his thread >>956378126remmber i daid hes updating his playliststhis is literally the theme of oe of themhes literally torturing me
>>956378734Maybe... you should let him go? If this is really him then he does not sound very nice
>>956378870he literally is pretending im nog even there this is so fucking evil he wants me to do it im crying
>>9563753417 days in a row sounds so fucking exhausting
>>956379040Don't give him this power over you, don't let him win.
>>956378734you are torturing yourself. you cannot force him to come back in any way other than improving yourself potentially, not a guarantee though. Now that I’m more “sane” I look back at moments I had like you are right now and cringe inside horribly.
>>956379050>>956379105he wants go fucking drive me insane https://boards.4chan.org/b/thread/956378126/low-view-youtube-gems#bottomlook at how he is ignoring my cries this is so evil of him and ye gets to do drygs that arent even legsl in my country to cope but im iust stcuk with myselfthis is so gucking mesn help me
>>956379186>im iust stcuk with myselfnah you have us
>>956379186its mean but you already knew, i wont pretend to understand what you are going through but you are only torturing yourselfput on a movie, go out with friends or focus only on your thread, if he is going to ignore you you will ruin your day trying
>>956379186Do you really want someone like that back?
>>956379186answer my question, slut >>956378687
>>956379311>>956379315>>956379325i can imagine how smoking weed would make someone easy to ignore if theyre not on your level like fuckin hell im literally all the way down here i feel like nothing to him and doe she tealise he csng tja rthis back righer like yes i tegtetted what i did but i would never try to not speak to him again fucking
The fuck is this schizo babble thread
>>956379403not everthing u dont understand is “psychizo” all the proof and explanation is there
how do i delete him from my live like he realises that as soon as discord is gone that’s it for us no contact anymore??? why doesn’t that terrify him like it terrifies me
he won’t even answer to me so it’s 10000% him
>>956379478Maybe he made up his mind a long time ago
>>95637951818 days ago he said he loved me so no
>>956379478can you post your discord?>>956375341btw you look cute there
>>956379551That does not mean he really did tough, he could have only said it to not make you worry or hurt. Been there.
we’ll i know now that he is here/ reading me so i don’t no what to do now i feel worse than before and ive said some shit but i could never do this to him back and bully him like he’s an annoying parasite that’s joe i feel right not
>>956379586no
>>956379478this being a discord relationship is 10x worse. i don’t get why so many people are afraid of irl dating.Like when I was a mentally ill drug addicted mid ass fuck dude I could still get hella matches and dates.
>>956379723we were getting ready for that part just waiting to figure things out we were not in a hurry now it’s all over
how do i exterminate the discord app so i cant check it again
>>956379440I understand our language. You're rambling and yammering without ever making a point. You don't understand reality.
>>956379782just eliminate his contact and post yours here, if you are going to work 7 days we probably wont be able to talk to you here bc you wont have time to post
>>956379478show your cuts
>>956379885DONT CUT
CUT, BITCH, CUT! IMAGINE THE RELIEF YOU'LL FEEL FROM YOUR ANGUISH!then show the cuts
>>956380078why are u doing this david si don’t understand
i have every reason now to just stop taking the pills that make me 90% ok except for that 10% that made you leave, why am i trying to hold whats left of likfe together for you when u dont even want me anymore. even at my best. my best wad never good enougj. ill always make u leave. i cant live like this
>>956380227that would be throwing away all the progress you have made this past weeks, when you know starting is the hardest partyou will have to start recovering again and it will be just as hard if not more
>>956380139cutslet's see 'emshowing your cuts will make David come back, bby
>>956380324theres nothing to throw away or start again how could he ever be serious about me, my life is a joke and ill never be right in the head. it never even began for us. my life never mattered the only hard thing is that i couldn’t act right enough for him
>>956380542>ill never be right in the headyou could be
>>956380596well i had a chance to be but i definitely can’t now
>>956380542what the fuck do you mean? you have a job, you have found a medication that helps you 90% of the timei cant imagine your situation but you 100% have a chance, harder than many other people, but dont throw it away for one person who dosnt care
>>956376892>I GOT PATANOID AND JEALOUD LIKR RVERY OH LAWDY!
>>956380667you can still fix yourselfyou need Dialectical Behavioral Therapy for your Borderline Personality Disorder
i'm not that guy with the playlist, and he's being a dick because you're schizoposting in her thread. i'm not the only guy who likes music and youtube. i told you not to believe anyone is me without a voice note.https://voca.ro/1jjZqowWsHP2
>>956381117in his thread* although high chance of he-she on here who knows
https://voca.ro/12g4fv0it3qG
>>956380818would be cool if you could do this pose for us, maybe a bit more frontal and with a nice spread too pls
slice hard, slice deep!>do it, (you) sissy!
>>956379756I guess that’s better, still imo better to start in person
>>956379681idk why you'd think i'd say "kys faggot" and post dbz weeb raps, but that's not even close to my style.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tkKvDUAiUc
if you want to know how/what i've been doing, i've just been depressed lately. hitting thc vape and reading books, playing oblivion remastered and binding of isaac to pass time.you know i like checking out thrift stores and music stores? been buying stuff that can be resold, mostly records. watching tutorials on youtube on how to package a record properly and different shipping methods for ebay. just something to do.
>>956380530why are you looking at pictures of men online? it's whatever, gays are fine, i guess, but no need to be so edgy to make yourself feel better that you're all alone. by the way, he's purposely slimming way down to play some old man, in some shitty movie no one will watch.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9LWKNBsPON8https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwReSCGL3ss
post your deep cut The Rock tracks, not your cut marks and track marks, 4chanhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKsT7msbuBY
>>956382085>by the way, he's purposely slimming way down to play some old man, in some shitty movie no one will watch.no, The Rock became The Pebble because the gear was destroying his healthhe's probably off it permanently
>>956381449this one's a rough watchseeing the layer of fat...
>>956382493tell me this script wasn't written by AIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJY33gLaHjQhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrrrU55vOUI
guess who just found a unicornhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Enq2pFpBz1s
here's a less gay song by America. i'm going back to bedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gibSb1_GGw
>>956375341Hi Josh
>>956376632But you responded, so that makes you a virgin incel
>>956381449
>>956375341Could I be your pussy licking slave and have you peg me, or do you not like submissive guys?
>>956384284i legit just woke up now and wasnt going to check anything today. well thanks for akcnowledgi g me at least. i listened to everything and u seem fin ewithout me so ill stop trying to talk to you. u havent tried to add me so i know ur serious. u werent here and missed the hundreds of other threads where i did sincerely apologise already, and i edited like a hundred messages on different accounts that i now dele tee d that u pornaly didnt see either. but u seem serious about this. so ill try again maybe on christmas ot my birthday or yours. i already knoe it wad wrong and hurted you i knee that in the fay. anything else daid is just cope gor my loss. at least ir still doing ur thing and bust. but yrah thankdfoflrtting me no ur don wwith me for reals.
>>956384483When did I say I wasn’t
>>956384284oh and i guess i missed my one chance to sindercely communicate to u directly by abouf 15 minutes but it makes no differenceZ u dont want to hear from me so i respect hour decsion. thank uou for giving me it
>>956384615why the fuck do you type like that
https://youtu.be/qU9f-ZK5CHg
Suicide doesn't impact others around you very much. It's something that can be done casually. Most people should commit suicide.
>>956384819also i dont know if ur fucking with me now or giving me false hope, but ill take whatever cuz its not like my lifes getting any better without you. i dont know why youre telling eme to move oncwhen we both said we never would? but yeah eventually ill stop trying, its nice to hear u voice thou it hurts that u dont miss mine. yeH i dont no how to feel now and ur gone again so its all my lose anyways
u saying its nice not having me around and being alone genuinely makes me regret my exisyence
and so it continues
as if i already havent felt bad enougj, u came not toctell me were good but to make me feel even worse about what i did? all i knkew now is that u cant stand to be around me and ur wnjoying this and its hoing to keep going until maybe u change ur mind and i wont no when? so im supposed to fheck wvery single day hoping u do which is what ive already been doing????
im greatful u gave me any hope at all, and im still sorry for how i made u feel. i hope its not fake hope. and i think its contradicting telling me to move on. i just think u wished i changed sooner. i dont no what to do now. i cant fuck off
i wish wr could talk one on one cuz u wont see this but yeah goodnight
i can’t fucking log in to my email account ugh
COME BACK AND TELL ME IF U ADDED ME I CANT SEE
https://youtu.be/asUvn43oI8k
>>956385316why are u not replying to me? why dou get such a kick out of doing this ? u want me to keep another thread up for u to ignore me?
>>956385364Are you a Josh? Did Nuri ever lick Flappy's labia minora?
>>956384941you look very pretty in this one
>>956384941Do you want your butthole licked?
>>956377621no, i consider bulimia self harm also
>>956386812Is hoarding self harm?
>>956386843probably
i fucking hage padle, and i sitll love you. keep yhese thread up fot when he wakes
@david have you checked dc at all?
>>956387400sure babe I love DC I went and got an ironman helmet tattooed on my bicep and a captain america shield full back tat now. can you buy me some spiderman plushies?
>>956388630why u taking the piss out of me now
>>956390062piss is ok it's not even that gross on the scale of bodily fluids
>>956384547Why didn't he let him cum before decapitating him?Orgasm denial fetish?Getting decapitated right at the brink of orgasm?I think I answered my own question.
guys I know this is unexpected but I think floppy might not be totally stable.
>>956387400does DC stant for doncey cong?
>>956384615>>956384650>>956384975stop trying to already manipulate me to add you back now. i miss you, too, of course. i didn't think it had to be said, i wasn't subtle saying i've been depressed and listing things i've been doing to pass time. i was clear that i need some time, but we'll talk again, soon, probably - i don't know.
>>956384819>>956385316>>956388630that's not me, can you stop assuming everyone is me who posts a youtube link?i just woke up. did you know if you wake up and never open your eyes, you can cocoon yourself with a bed sheet and never have to wake up again, until you have to piss.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJsbGxd9Luc
>>956393370so do uwant to talk to me again or not im so confused, if u dont its fineill stop asking. im not trying to do any thong i cant do anything and youve proben that by ignoring me for so long. it ur happier without me and want to be single theres nothing i can do.
>>956393689i added you back just calm down
>>956393730yay
>>956387338I want to fuck you nona, you're a crazy bitch but damn im sure raping you will feel good luv u
>>956393774this
>>956393744i see you talked to him a bit, are you feeling better already?
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>>956393730So David, will you share your wins of her in the future with the rest of us? Would be a shame if they would be lost in the void.
>>956407153i'll tell her to post some nudes, she really should. cock tease....
>>956407153here u go u stupid gucking faggot now go shoog urself and spill blood like dis pussy boi
>>956412135It has been such a long time. She could really expand my collection of her. Hopefully her body is still this hot.
>>956415376NO IM LITERALLY OBESE MOW ABAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
IM THE NEW CEO OF THE COMPANY
DOIN WHAT I DO BESTNOM NOM
>>956415376>>956407153sorry she's a woman and can't follow instructions
>>956393730>>956415433I want this thing to peg me
>>956415433checkedUnironically that would be the worst thing that could happen to that body.>>956415485>CEO of a donut factorynah, I don't believe it. Bipolar bitches get eating disorders. There might be phases of overeating. But they are followed by self starving. So I am not to worried. This body has to gain so much weight before it becomes unattractive. Still way in the green zone. And oh my god, those legs are simply amazing.>>956415592well, that's to be expected
>>956415485Please peg me and slam all that mass into my ass
he still can’t stand me i need to be helped more i hate myself for everything i did u can’t live by my own accord i need help. my hearts in fucking bouts and he’s just gone to sleep. i need to be detained for having these psychotic emotions. o don’t want to deal ask with myself on my own
i’m not the person he wants anymore i can’t look at myse kk t. i am nothing
will never be the same again. i will never make us right. i don’t even no who i am anymore but id not who he fell in love with.
>>956415994You are truly disturbed. I don't mean this as an insult. You should seek help, maybe including medication. To get your outbursts under control and get into some kind of balance. Your family should pay close attention to you. Hopefully you'll get a grip on your life again. I wish you luck.
im sorry for being diseaed. im going to get cchanged
>>956415994>>956415870Your tears would make such great lube
>>956416154Could be worse. At least you're not fat. You'll always have that. The worth of a fuckable woman. Don't let it go to waste. Give us something and you'll get all the attention you want. Show us those perfect sexy legs.
>>956416106thanks david im waking my mom up now to take me goodbye i miss u already and im sorry i cant undo my past and my mistakes and neithrf be the person u need me to be of ask me to be. im sorry that i fooled myself into thinking i was enouhh for you again in those three weeks but look at the state of me. i need to be kept away from you for your sanity. i am so sorry that i couldnt help me for either of us alone. i had no readon to beter mhself without you but now i do.
please wait for me to clear up the mess of my life
it's threads like this that make me relieved that I turned out to be an antisocial assburgers brained retard that women can't stand to be around because if the alternative is whatever this is I'm good.
>>956416245Not David, but OK. Say "hi" to your mum from me.
noghing feels real anymore and im not even scated now. it hasnt felt real in a while and i still dont no if im dreaming
>>956416245the fuck are you talking about? i said good night and get some sleep, we'll talk more tomorrow
>>956416299same, except some women like me. women are crazy
>>956416299checked and same. Suddenly being alone doesn't sound that bad. Being a spectator is entertaining though.
i said i was going to sleep, after she baited me into talking more. i said i'd talk to her tomorrow, and now she's blocked and deleted me while begging for me back. man i'm just tired and wanted to sleep
>>956416416For your own sanity don't get attached to her. Don't take anything seriously what she says. Have some fun, if she can provide that. And be aware that it'll be over, one way or the other.Fun, that's all crazy bitches like that are good for. And careful that you don't give her anything to ruin your life.
>>956416505Should I give her HIV?
>>956416737I would consider that a dick move. Just make her into /b/s most infamous porn e-whore. That should be enough. Probably the most valuable thing she can be.
>>956416737Would you swallow her warms?
>>956417096I would swallow her worms if she had any
blood shaped fallopian tube
>>956417539I'm sure this body can do better.
>>956416154What's wrong? Quit your job and neet if you don't like it x
>>956415376pretty sure she was 16 in those days anon
>>956425398nah she wasn't
>>956417739damn hot asf
>>956375681tits or gtfo
>>956375681Sage