I can't have white children. Only adopting one or inserting Aryan sperm on my wife. White children are literally angels, it's your prize for having good genes.
>>24366983I can provide the sperm.No clinic, though. Must be directly into your wife.
>>24367071I'll be forever a virgin and unmarried. You can try that marrying white women in your country and having multiple white children. Seeing births of white children makes my day happy. I'm actually going to castrate myself.
>>24367084No cut off balls anon, that makes me sad :(I will coom in white women then, alright, if that makes you happy :)
OH MY GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>24367088kill yourself nigger. i ope that you die for real.
>years left as a brown man - 600Ftfy
>>24367092How many days in a row are you going to come on 4chan and write weepy posts about not being white? Is this just the rest of your life?Go see a therapist nigga for real, I am not even memeing, you need a person to talk to.
>>24367100If I die virgin, I'll get reincarnated as a white boy due to my purity
i'l like a black cat, everybody likes albino and ginger cats, everybody hates black cats.
kill me god please. kill me
>>24367141I have 3 black cats
northern europeans are lucky they aren't gay.
>>24366983YOU AGAIN FOR FUCKS SAKE
>>24367454yes, macaque
>>24366983>You can marry a white woman and have white children with herIt's not easy mac.Also, most normal (non-Nazi) people would consider you to be white.>Only adopting one or inserting Aryan sperm on my wife.Please don't be a cuck man. You beat yourself up enough already.>White children are literally angels, it's your prize for having good genes.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAListen to me mac. Most of the kids here in Canada are white. My whole family is white. When I was a kid, my sister and stepbrother used to torture me over my autism and also bullies at school would torture me over my autism. No, white children are not angels. A lot of them are practically demons.
>>24367084>I'm actually going to castrate myself.NO! STOP! STOP TORTURING YOURSELF!First of all, there were times in the past when I wanted to castrate myself over my autism. I ultimately decided not to.Second, self-mutilation is a common depression thing. It's like emo wrist slitting.Please stop hating your own body. You can find love and happiness. Please trust me.
>>24367620But bro, I want to white children. I want to teach my boy a lot of things.
>>24367141>everybody hates black cats.I don't. :(
>>24367638It's cute
>>24367342>northern europeans are lucky they aren't gay.There's gay people in every country dude.
>>24367627>I want to teach my boy a lot of things.Literally all races of people (and even many non-human animals) are capable of this.
>>24367652But imagining having a blond boy. Imagining carrying him, giving him toys to play, teaching him how to become a strong man, taking him to parks. He'll grow up and become a viking and have white children with a norse maiden.
>>24367664>Imagining carrying him, giving him toys to play, teaching him how to become a strong man, taking him to parks.You seem to have a good understanding of what a good father does ... but you are turning fatherhood into something repulsive when you act like only a little blonde boy can be a proper son.>He'll grow up and become a vikingIf I had a son, I wouldn't want him to become a bloodthirsty pirate. That's what vikings were. They used to rape, pillage and burn.>and have white children with a norse maiden.Modern Nordic women aren't like medieval "Norse maidens" anymore. A lot of them are left-wing extremists who want to rip your dick off.
>>24367751>You seem to have a good understanding of what a good father does ... but you are turning fatherhood into something repulsive when you act like only a little blonde boy can be a proper son.i don't want my child to suffer like i do.
>>24367867>i don't want my child to suffer like i do.We've been over this mac. History is full of people who suffered immensely and had kids anyway. Wild animals life in a world of constant brutality and suffering. They produce offspring anyway. Prehistoric humans lived in a world of constant brutality and violence. They had kids anyway. Throughout history, most people were not royalty. Most people throughout history were lower class slaves/peasants/serfs/proletariat. Peasants lived in a world without modern medicine, surrounded by religious and authoritarian hogwash from which there was no escape. Slaves were subjected to horrifying forms of cruelty. The old industrial proletariat had to deal with filthy, unsafe working conditions and low wages. Despite all of this, most of them didn't kill themselves and they even had children. Clearly, there is a way to see beauty in your existence even if there is suffering.Suffering is an inevitable part of life and some of us are just born unlucky ... but most people who are born unlucky manage to find SOMETHING that gives them the strength to keep going.Suffering is a part of life, but there is also beauty. That's what I've been trying to tell you this entire time brother. I live with autism, ADHD, shit parents, shit siblings, a nonexistent sex life and lingering trauma that still gives me flashbacks almost every day. Despite this, there is beauty in my existence. I've experienced gentle romance before and I hope to experience romance again one day. The internet is full of great art and educational content. I grew up with lots of great books and I learned to read sooner than most of my peers. Video games are awesome. I live in the age of science and so I can read about dinosaurs or outer space. My sister and I grew up with great movies. The messages within those movies still help me today.Yes your children WILL suffer but they will still enjoy life if they look on the bright side.Always look on the bright side of life.
>>24368057Why don't you have kids so?
>>24368057>a nonexistent sex lifehaha fucking incel loser.
Blonde and giger people were always seen as more beautiful than dark-haired people
>>24368062>Why don't you have kids so?Long story mac.I've been through a bad breakup. I've struggled with mental problems that I was born with as well as mental problems that I developed from trauma. Lots of stuff.I haven't given up on life though. When I am hurt, I take things slow for a while but I will never throw in the towel completely.
>years left a brown man - 600Still?!?
>>24368109Are you that British Nazi again?The difference between me and you is that you have fallen into an ideology of hatred, negativity and death, wheras I still value love, positivity and life.
>>24368126Why do some blonde women dye their natural blonde hair black then?Also, do you know how many ginger women hate themselves? A lot of ginger lassies see themselves as ugly and so they bury their freckles under makeup and artificially straighten and dye their hair. Overall, all sorts of women will do all sorts of things to alter their skin and hair. This includes the blondes and gingers that you love so much. Also, a lot of white women get tans to make themselves look darker.If "everyone" thinks that Nordic and Ginger women are beautiful then why do these women keep deliberately altering their skin amd hair?
Another Thing: Brazilian anon, have you tried getting psychotherapy? Have you tried going to a psychiatrist and getting medication? I honestly think that you need to be on antidepressants if there is a serious risk of you killing or harming yourself. Have you tried exercising? Have you tried changing your diet? Maybe avoid sugar and eat more protein? You might feel stronger if you can build muscle and/or slim down.Whatever you do, DON'T get into steroids or growth hormone injections though. A lot of bodybuilders take that shit, but it's bad for you. Very bad.Also, remember that there is a big difference between how big your muscles look versus how much weight you can actually lift up. That's why bodybuilders and weightlifters look different. Bodybuilders LOOK strong. Weightlifters actually are strong.
>>24368550Yes, my mom has been taking me to the doctor.
>>24368557>Yes, my mom has been taking me to the doctor.Good.By the way, you used to avoid the terms "mom" and "mother". You used to call her your "progenitor" or the "pig" who gave birth to you. This opens up a few questions.1. I get that you are mad at your mother for not aborting you and for preventing your suicide ... but is she a good mother aside from those things? I mean, did she ever hurt you physically or emotionally? ... or are you just mad at her because you are alive? Any other reasons? I'm asking because I'm not mad at my mother for creating me but I am mad at her for hurting me in a lot of ways.2. I've noticed that you never talk about your father and you rarely talk about your other family members. Why?3. Your mother has been taking you to the doctor. What sort of doctor? For what reason? Did you go to the doctor to get antidepressants or was it for something else?I'm asking these questions because I can give you better advice if I know more about your life.
My dick needs a blonde and a ginger pussy.
Also, I want to emphasize that I have been giving you advice on physical health and fitness because I care. I have genuinely felt better about myself ever since last December, which is when I switched to a low-sugar and high-protein diet. I feel stronger and more energetic and less depressed. My co-workers tell me that I'm a better worker now. Also, I haven't measured my biceps, but they generally feel more bulky lately, especially when I'm carrying heavy groceries home. A lot of people think that all autistic men are "weak dorks" but autism is purely a brain structure thing. We have the same bodies as normie men do. We just need to believe in our potential. Brazilian anon, you keep saying that you are weak, but you can become stronger and healthier. Like it or not, you are imprisoned in your body for the rest of your existence. We are all prisoners in our own bodies and so we might as well keep our bodies in good shape.Plus, why not use the superpowers that your body has? Women can make babies and milk, and neither of us can ever do that ... but we can naturally achieve the sort of physical strength that women can only achieve using steroids and growth hormone injections.You might hate your body ... but maybe take care of your body instead of destroying it.
>>24369983Well ... are there any in Brazil? If not, you could try moving ... but it would probably be easier to just accept what you can get in Brazil.I will now link to one of my mom's favorite songs.https://youtu.be/KIYiGA_rIls?si=zQvkzLtzrGpw1V60"It's not having what you want. It's wanting what you've got."
>>24370066There are blonde girls in my country, but they are more common on south due to the german diaspora. I live in the southeast, all the blonde girls are tourists.
>>24370113Well ... what do you think would be easier? Having sex with a blonde ... or learning to enjoy women that are easier?
>>24370236Blonde women are more attractive.
>>24370252Well ... that's your opinion man. Just be careful not to be too picky. You already appear to be in a scarred mental state. Being emotionally scarred already makes dating MUCH harder for guys. You are going to make dating even harder for yourself if you become obsessed with women with a very specific physical appearance.Back when I was a young laddie and I was way more social than I am now, I developed crushes on all sorts of girls. One was a blonde. One was a redhead. One was a somewhat chubby girl with dark hair. One was black. One was Middle Eastern. I generally developed crushes on normie girls when I was younger but I developed a taste for other autistic people when I was around 18 and that has been a part of my sexuality ever since. Also, life has taught me that inner beauty is a real thing. In the past, some girls who were traditionally beautiful treated me like shit. Also, I lost my virginity to a fat autistic lady. The relationship was nice while it lasted.If you get to obsessed with appearances, you are going to make dating harder for yourself AND you might miss out on some nice ladies. Life has taught me that there are some very sweet and gentle women out there who look like fat nerds. Just ... think before you reject a black lady or a fat nerd. She might make you happy if you get to know her.
Also, if you see yourself as an ugly guy with a good heart then don't you think some women might be the same way? My first girlfriend thought that she was the ugliest person ever. I didn't see her as the ugliest person ever but that's how she saw herself.
