How to get over crippling betrayal from everyone you know and your entire community? >inb4 praise jesuspraising jesus doesn't make the physical realm here any better.
Get medicated you schizo.
>>24459132No, I don't think I will be joining the world of illusions again.
>>24459096just abandon them all as they abandoned you and live life as solitary as possible unless someone shows up who actually gives a shit. if you feel lonely just remember what company was like
>>24459096relentless self-improvement and talking to the universe
>>24459096that's too vague to give any good advice, anonbetrayal is very hard to get over, people really remember betrayal, it's just how it istry to gain some security & self-reliance if you don't have it, this should be your first priority when getting over ANYTHINGdon't go get revenge, don't sit in a room doing drugs, etc. just try to hold a steady life for awhile, bare minimum
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>>24461159>self-improvement and talking to the universeI have been trying those. Mental blocks make it difficult but I have been finding ways to try and break through those blocks. Motivation is a big one.>>24461180This place is a wasteland but I have been trying to gain security and self-reliance. I don't want revenge either, just to walk away. There was a time I tried to drink a lot but I realized that it didn't help at all and managed to drop it quickly and easily before it became an issue.
>>24461202that is goodseems like youh ave a decent handle on things, and very glad you avoided the niggerbooze, it's been getting one of my childhood friends latelyif the betrayal is on your mind a lot (natural for self-preservation for the brain to obsess about that), you could try thinking about it MORE actually, it might helpif you can take the personal aspects out of it & look at it as a survival failure, you can think about how to avoid walking into the same hole again, so to speakit can help your brain relax about thingsi guess there's trust involved with betrayal, trust would probably be a big part of this for me atleast, hard to get over that part but necessary somehowbut yeah don't beat yourself up, or other people, as a rule of thumb, that often just makes things harder to understand>This place is a wasteland but I have been trying to gain security and self-reliancei feel youthe world was always cold but it's not supposed to be THIS cold, it's unnaturally cold right now for many reasons, make no mistakecan still make a good life thoughsorry if my writing is shit rn and reddit spacing
hopefully you can find a useful way to judge groups/people more carefully in the future (non-paranoia reliable way), then at least you'll have gotten something out of thisfailure is the only way to improve judgment, and judgment is something you keep no matter what, it can only improvethat's how i cope with failures sometimes at least
>>24461231>>24461240I appreciate the help. And I have been thinking about it. Like actually thinking about it and not just letting the negative emotions stew in me. Trying to find alternatives around mental blocks and ways to "fix" it. A lot of frustrations I'm not allowed to express and it's so trained into me I don't think I can express it fully anymore. I at least got one person I can somewhat trust although it's natural for me to keep everyone at arms length now.
>>24461202sounds like you have some things in mind which is good...motivation is a really tough obstical and i hope you can figure it outi find that talking to the universe has helped with that, just asking for it (motivation)hope it comes to you, sounds close though
