> got 266$ from government> immediately spend 400$ on russian camgirlsMy therapits says its okay because everyone has needs and a couple hundred dollars isn't even that much, but I still feel like shit. Just last month I spent 1000$ and I felt like I was getting better and got it all out of my system so I wouldn't do it again, but here I go.I wish I could say "I don't know what's wrong with me" but I do and I still fuck up.
I ran out of my meds earlier this week and haven't had a chance to get them refilled so maybe that's it but if it takes several weeks for my meds to _start_ working then I shouldn't instantly regress when I stop taking them for a few days right?I deleted my onlyfans and fansly accounts a few months ago and I don't feel like I'm ever going to go back so I think I've beat that so maybe I'm okay after all. I wouldn't say I have an addiction (I have heard that self-identified porn addicts consume on average _less_ porn than "normal" people, but they feel more guilty about it), but moreso that I just have an unhealthy relationship with it and a lot of loneliness that I should be coping with in a more healthy way.
>>24460101glad to hear that. Remember that you're not only hurting yourself when you simp, but all of society alongside you
>>24460188this makes me want to spend more money on cam girls
>>24460277I only said that because I am a cam girl and I want you to keep paying for all my new porn movies
