Oh, dearest Ears, come gather 'round,Though heavy is your stride,We hear your stomach make a soundFrom cravings left inside.You traded carbs for bowls of fat,A tragic, self-made wreck,Stuck scrolling through our food format,You absolute KetoKek.For two whole days, the kitchen gleamed,The water reached a boil,While fresh, delicious soba steamed,And veggies snapped in oil.We dipped those noodles, rich and cool,A double-header treat!While you sat drowning in your drool,Forbidden from the wheat.And oh, the sun is blazing high,These summer temps are brutal,You look at us and heave a sigh,Your cauliflower's futile.Because we've got a frozen dreamTo beat this humid grime:A luscious, sweet, refreshing creamOf vibrant lemon-lime.It melts so softly on the tongue,A tart and sugary bliss,A song of summer, proudly sung,That you are bound to miss.So chew your bacon, sip your broth,And watch our bowls run clear,We’d offer some, but we'd be loathTo ruin your diet, Ears.
I'm gonna nap.Have fun with games
>>24555329nighty fren
I think I'm also going to nap, but it isn't nighy tin Europe. It is somewhere around 3 PM or maybe it's 2 PM.Anyway, I always take a nap at around this time.The problem is I already took a nap from 11 PM up until midday.And I don't really want to sleep right now.I feel tired, but I don't really want to sleep.It might be problematic to actually fall asleep or take a nap.I will try though because I need to take caffeine by 6 p.m. and by 6 p.m. I should have already taken enough.
good morningi want to FUCK kryuger hhgnngnnggggfanyways i had a dream my partner asked me to move my car, so i did just that. that was it, that was the entire dream.
>anyways i had a dream my partnerOmg, i share a board with these fucking peeple.
>>24555383a most unfortunate fate for you
gm frienz >>24555315i love how u rhymed wreck with ketokek lol >.<ty for the poem*MONCH*
>>24555362omg i missed ur post cuz like i was so smiley fromOP hehe, he's verrry rugged tough guy type :pcould pick you up and toss you across the room if he wanted hehe
>>24555457luv u too!!!
>>24555666
>>24555667muahhhh :3>>24555689do you trust girls with firearms?
>>24555666Kryuger wouldn't do that, he's more the type to stop someone from throwing you across the room, then teach you how to not get almost thrown again. He's a very wise, helpful man.
AAAAAAAAHHHH..my egg cooker just screamed at me.. spooped me
>>24555727>do you trust girlsunder no circumstances
>>24556134lol you worry about trusting womenthey have to worry about trusting me and rightfully so because i've stolen their cars for 24hrs, took money out their purses, made them buy me drugs, etci'm a demon to women but they still mess with me because i have some weird aura in person and i mean knew ones the old ones after i take advantage of them enough they leave this is a picture in 2022 whei took the blur faced girls cars the day after it was a kia like brand new
>>24555819a man of integrity it seems, wonder if he might if u asked nicely? lol>>24556112eggu pooted at u>>24556363fug bro are you okey??
>>24556652yea i'm ok im just like reminiscing on the fun i have taking back what wimmin took from guys.i hate wombs but im attracted to them
hi ears and nytos
>>24556839they can have some aesthetics that are nice>>24557182heya fren >ays IDlolhow are you today
Kerensky bless the artist turning my beloved 'Mechs into amine grils>>24556112you should SMASH it for that!!!>>24556652with some hesitation he probably would, but i'm not sure he'd like it.>>24557182hello brazilfren how are you today? is it tumultuous tuesday or are we in a mellower mood?
>>24557261>>24557485today was busier than usual so i'm quite tired, but i guess i'm okay overall... you?
>>24557488i had a bit of a busy day too up until the afternoon. i'm returning to work this friday so that'll be nice, otherwise... i'm just trying to find ways to occupy my time while also continuing my treatment.did you do anything fun for yourself today?pic unrelated btw
Waking up to a picture of shane. Been a while since that happened.
>>24557485>but i'm not sure he'd like it.idk why but that would put a smile on my faceim weird lol>>24557488today was also stupid busy for me as wellbut its over now along with the workoutjust gotta cook tonight and thats it on the list of things i gotta do>>24558373oshi....and i thought it was just a random photo like the other ones he's been posting
>>24558449Nah that's his face.I just had a realization. I think I have sleep paralysis. I had one of those nightmares again where I can't move but this horrid thing creeps up to me through my open door. I try screaming but only silence mumbling comes out while I'm in horrid fear.
IT IS HAPPENINGTHE H33TWAV3 IS ENDING
>>24558458yeah that pretty accurately describes what i've heard to be sleep paralysis, gosh thats terriblecan you see the thing or just sense that its there?>>24558467epic :3is being wet better than melting?
>>24558373it's not my best picture that's when i moved back and got chunky from living in san francisco living off target snacks my best picture is the waterfall one but it didn't fit the situation for womb hating. lol i don't even the original unedited picture of that girl because i originally posted it on my insta but im a narcissist and didn't want people to see me fucking a fatty. It made the chick insecure and her fb has no pictures of herself anymore last i checked
>>24558481This time I can't remember a face. Just something came moving through the door, I felt it.Other times I can see it. It's just looking at me or a thing in a corner watching me.I hope it won't rain while I work but it's needed. I woke up today covered in sweat not being able to sleep. It was too hot.
>>24558488I think I remember a waterfall one about you.I'm getting a lil chubby myself nowadays. Too much garbage I keep eating
>>24558509For me it's the alcohol i'm still good in the face but i should detox for a month i got 4th of July coming up so it's a good reason to stay sober awhile it's like next week or something and im invited to a bbq and i'll just drink that day
>>24558520I should probably too but drinking is too much fun. And it's rly fucking hot so I wanna escape the boring heat
>>24558526Same plus i hate 4chan sober
>get into an intellectual debate/discussion with me that's just baitNO SIR I WILL BE DRUNK AND SEXUALLY AGGRESSIVE OR INSUFFERABLY ARROGANT
>>24558574You should be sexually aggressive to me in bed
ketokek >>24555861>>24558495scawwy and terrifying soundingbruh...and you can see it other times, what does it look like?i would prefer the rain too, i hate being too hot cuz you cant cool down>sweatysucks abt the sleep but would sniffa 4sure>>24558548my whole life is sober -__-
>>24558759Sometimes it's a face or a shadow or a girl.. like alma from fear..I'mma shart so hard when you sniff me. U ketokek
>>24557580What do you work with, if you don't mind me asking?Also, what treatment are you talking about?I didn't do anything fun today. Just another shitty day where i feel like i've acomplished nothing. I might try to have fun tomorrow though.I just want to be a NEET so bad holy shitCute picture btwGood night for now, it's unfortunately quite late over here
>>24558786its gonna be reeeely cute when it makes ur lil chubby tummy jiggle from sharting so hard kehehehe
>>24558835You cunt.. you are reading my conversations. I only gained like 10kgs okay.
>>24558842cute lil round tummy :oat least ur soft tho
>>24558897Round and soft? In what fantasy world are you living?I'm so slender I can't lean against walls because my spine sticks out. I can even rest my arm on hard surfaces like tables because my bones are only covered by skin, it hurts. You can see my entire rib cage with individual ribs.
>>24558932i bet ur soft in the right places, but not round hehe
>>24558960My ass us only bones, my legs are hard, my arms are bones, my chest is bones.. there us nothing soft.
>>24558967>trying to claim he cant be snuggled
>>24558967I bet your tongue is soft and would feel nice on my dick
>>24558994Mm..>>24558995You rly don't wanna get in contact with my tongue.. or anything in my mouth.. trust me.
>>24559014why not, do you bite?
>>24559014>now trying to claim he shouldnt be kissed either
>>24559048No, it's because I'm poor so I can't afford a dentist.>>24559050If you wanna throw up, be my guest.
>>24559068your teeth can't be that rotten, you aren't even 30 yet
>>24559075I dunno what they are but my 4 wisdom teeth are in horrid shape. Got tons of holes and a chipped tooth too. It keeps breaking more and more.
Bant just fucking died..
>>24559068>says he will let me kiss him
>>24559117Sure, but I advise against it. My tongue is usually covered in pelt. That shit refuses to go away.
I haven't had a work day this ass in a long time. I'm 25mins late and covered in sweat and everything sucks
>>24559133>still agreeing to it>>24559186sniffa snifffff
>>24559210What is wrong with you?Is your brain not capable if anything but segs?
>>24559133Most adults have kinda iffy teeth unless they paid money to make it look good.Just have a mouth refresher or something before kissing and it will be okay.
>>24559221is kissing and snuggling and sniffing, seggs?>>24559224ive been poor my whole life but dont tell mordred
>>24559224I'm never gonna kiss anyone again so it's whatever
>>24559088just tell your oral surgeon that you'll suck his dick if he pulls your wisdom teeth
>>24559249>>24559251You guys should just meet up and sex already
>>24559249It's all gooning.>>24559252Doubt that's worth it to him.>>24559258But sex is mad boring
>>24559263>But sex is mad boringHow? It's nice... if you do it with a person that's not ass at it.
>>24559258only if you come watchmordred already has a miku outfit ;) >>24559263>But sex is mad boringnow ur just trying to bait me
>>24559285You are evil.Also I wouldn't feel much seeing a male cosplayer cosplaying as her. I can't really imagine Miku with a dick it just doesn't register in my brain
>>24559276>>24559285How is it fun? You get horny, fuck for an hour, then you are mega exhausted and sweaty and didn't even cum so after a few hours horny again. I'd rather just coom in my fleshlight. Takes 2 minutes
Oh yeah.. I do have a miku cosplay.. someone post it
>>24559299nah just imaginative hehe and penis migu is amazing>>24559312mega bait x1000goshhhhh ur making me wanna prove all that wrong LOL
then again it has been a long time so maybe it got bad and im just optimistic
>>24559333I never came during segs. I have no cravings for it. It happens sometime that some girly is into me but I always ghost em cause I'm not interested in segs. I wanna play vidya
>>24559333I'm gonna get horny stop.Also Miku with a penis is heresy. She has a cute feminine body
Or don't post the picture, whatever.. nobody ever reads my posts
>>24559348and a cute feminine penis too
>>24559360nooo i saw but like...i um, dunno where i put it
>>24559341>I never came during segsHmm. Are you on any meds?>>24559361Heretical.
>>24559370Great..>>24559371No, none
>>24559382Well I would never want my sex partner to not be able to cum, I wouldn't mind bringing in toys or whatever just for that. Maybe most people just don't care about the other person feeling good I suppose
>>24559390If you use toys then is it even sex? I mean why even have a partner? I can move my own hand.
>>24559371the worst sins are always the most enjoyable>>24559382u sent it so long ago thooooo loland why havent u been able to cum from seggs btw? do you know?was you just not into it or like there wasnt enough intimacy or connection?like if it was just sex that kinda makes sense...like, i gotta like someone to do that with them>>24559397being close to someone feels special :3
>>24558792>workim a bartender. it's a good enough job, i suppose. i'd talk more about it but im gettin eepy, just wanted to drop by here and say hello.>treatmentmental stuff, really. i've been in and out of treatment programs for a while now. i took about 2 weeks of medical leave but it's coming to an end now, and to be honest i'm kind of glad for it.>just another shitty day where i feel like i've accomplished nothingwell on the large scale perhaps. perhaps asking for something fun was a bad idea on my part, but it's always good to note even the tiniest thing in a day that you liked doing. you replied to my post, right? that could be something. i mean, you wrote a whole lot in comparison to what i had there, so if you won't celebrate that then i will do so for you :P>I just want to be a NEET so badi think ive said it before but... eesh, nah, being NEET really isn't that great. you make a lot of sacrifices being NEET, though i suppose the extent of its lifestyle changes can vary.>good nightyeah, i'm heading there myself. goodnight anon.
>>24559397>If you use toys then is it even sex? I mean why even have a partner? I can move my own hand.Doing sexual stuff with another person is more fun than doing it alone no?Like seeing them enjoy themselves feels nice.>>24559401>the worst sins are always the most enjoyableYou sound corrupted
>>24559401Because my hips aren't as fast as my hand and a hole not as tight as my grip. Fucking my fleshlight doesn't work either, I need my hands on it.>>24559416I'd say it's a huge waste of time, time I could spend on vidya.
>>24559329
>>24559424I see.Idk what to say about it
Shane always delivers
>>24559435It looks like you did put some effort into it atleast, you better not done anything stupid while wearing that outfit.
>>24559416>You sound corruptedit most certainly is, just like my mindvery broken with no fixes available>>24559419sounds like u need a bottom in heat...>>24559424just had to give him a few minutes lol>>24559443and i hope he doesnt show you....
>>24559424Damn... Why are guys always the best Miku cosplayers...?
And now hiro is horny>>24559443Nah, only railed my butt.>>24559451Sure, we can play some Tekken and have a heat battle
>>24559451>it most certainly is, just like my mindSame. I'm just a bundle of embarresement. I feel like I'm just a ballon that's about to burst and spill out at any moment.>>24559461Dumb.
>>24559411>bartenderall the girls in my family have been bartenders/bar owners and models besides my mom who was a nurse and my lil sister who's a psychologist thid is the "soda shop" they owned (it was a really an illegal bar during prohibition) on litiuanica on the south side my sister had to live there awhile it smelled of cigarettes bad and my grandma would just give us canned beans lol with ham sandwiches i want to go back and show the current owners and tell them my grandma was the original owner they owned another bar also near wrigley also where i used to play pokemon when my great grandma would watch me
>>24559462U dumb
>>24559455mordy has such a good frame for it :p >>24559462i used to find it embarrassing too but then at one point i just embraced it because there was no changing what was always thereit takes time to accept....but i wish i would have accepted it sooner
>>24559461u'll just beat my ass up so hard :p
>>24559489>i used to find it embarrassing too but then at one point i just embraced it because there was no changing what was always thereI'm not sure what you are talking about. What do you find embarresing? What are you trying to accept?
>>24559461You look great in that Miku cosplay!>>24559489Yes he does!
>>24559492Yes.>>24559502Those were the good times.
>>24559497feeling like my mind was corrupted and like i was really embarrassing all the time for what i liked, the more private things anywaysalways pushed it down and tried to hide it>>24559519hot, we should totally do that
>>24559435I just got done eating with my sister and her new boytoy who's name is literally fortune. I have to clean up soon the 4th is coming quick and im definitely having visitors but im unmotivated
>>24559550>feeling like my mind was corrupted and like i was really embarrassing all the time for what i liked, the more private things anywaysI see. Maybe there is a psychological reason for what you like. And I get that with the embarresement stuff, I am embarresed about Miku stuff.I have been obsessed with her for so many years, and I was so against her being sexualised for so long. It became a kind of fear/dread and now it's coming to bite me because I can't stop enjoying people sexualising Miku no matter how much I hate it at times, I still hate it, but I still feel extremely aroused by it. Idk if I make any sense with this
>>24559519Were...? You more than likely still look great now.
>>24559567You are king at replying with the most random things. Hope u enjoyed
>>24559572yeah there is, basically mommy and daddy issues all at oncebut i get that, migu is cute and i love her too so like very much too sometimes the things we try to resist the most happen...but maybe one day it'll go back to the way it was? idkshe's still the greatest :) >>24559586>>24559567i also enjoy his random blogging
>>24559585Eh.. I'm old
>>24559591>yeah there is, basically mommy and daddy issues all at onceSorry to hear about that. Our childhoods tend to have the most effect on us as people.>but maybe one day it'll go back to the way it was? idkNo I will never be purehearted like that again, it's just never going to be the same, I'm still doing music, but I feel like if I didn't end up this way I would have a way healthier relationship to music. Idk I'm gloomy, you shouldn't be too embarresed about your fetishes, the world is kind of embarresing anyway
>>24559586yea it was good Yes i know i always add extra it's italian american thing you'll see it in movies tooguys just telling you wtf they did to promote conversation or some shit. Jules does it too but not as bad as myself i can't help im a stereotype fml lol.
>>24559596So? Why should that dictate how attractive you are? You can still be beautiful at older ages.
I am going to sleep soon and the gentle, rocking thoughts of every one of you dying a horrid, slow death will cradle me to sleep.
>>24559591I love blogging too. I like sharing good times with people and seeing them sharing theirs. I don't like secrets
I LIKE WATCHING PEOPLE SUFFER AND DIE!!!! EVERYONE OF YOU NEEDS TO DIE RI NIAAAOOOOO
>>24559630I'm going to die quickly from drugs or being murdered. I get lots of death threats someone is bound to actually do it sometime probably while im in a nursing home they're going to take me out like the breaking bad guy and blow my ass up
>>24559602yeah once i accepted some hard truths and let some shit go everything got better but the mind is still twisted to me and is a constant battle it feelsdef lean into your feelings witht he music too, let it inspire if you can...some of the most fucked up people out there make the best music for a reason u kno (srry not trying to overdo it on that topic, just want to see u do well since you seem to have a talent/drive for it)it took me too long to accept what i was into, but at least we arrived :)>>24559635i think ur great tooplz post moar i would love to silly/crazy post with u>>24559632i really should do it more but i always feel like no one wants to hear abt it? and thats probbly tru but should just do it anyways
>>24559650Do you feel like you have genuinly accepted it? Idk if I will ever be able to accept parts of me, it's just too fragmented and like polar oppisites.>...some of the most fucked up people out there make the best music for a reason u kno (srry not trying to overdo it on that topicYeah a lot of people say that, but there are tons of fucked up completely abnormal people who suck ass at their craft/art. Take chris chan as an example, all those years and all that unhingedness and he had barely any growth.I can't help but feel like no matter how much I progress I will never reach the stars. All this practicing guitar, all this studying music theory books, studying scores, ear training, just countless hours of dedication and I still have a real chance of ending up as a nobody and it's starting to get to me that I just feel like I am too late and the world is changing too fast and I am just becoming too alien and foreign to the world.Long rambling kinda, you don't have to respond to all of it, I'm just buzzing with thoughts
I have achieved house
I made fried rice with chicken
>>24559703Oooo, yummy!
>>24559714has bamboo in it.. I find bamboo gross..
>>24559739Oh... well, hopefully everything else in it tastes good.
>>24559753
>>24559773I don't even know how to respond to that.God I must be tired...
ugh woke up
>>24559809nigger nigger nigger>>24559810wanna cum inside of me?
do you think it's actually that good to be european? especially part chinese?
>>24559811honestly I'm not sure this is all a little new to meyou just skip the romance and go straight to hedonism I'm not that simple
>>24559813YOU ARE CHINESE????????????????Beautiful lady, please be mine..
>>24559811Uhh... yeah. That was the word being copy and pasted over and over again in that post.
>>24559832Hiro, I'm leaving you for Ritsu. The cunt is ASIAN.. u never stood a chance
>>24559834You have to specify its the fake ritsu. not the original one. or else people will be confused
>>24559837not this retardation again...
>>24559834Wait, what...?
>>24559824I'm so embarrassed I went through this period where I thought maybe I was chinese or asian a bit or something like that like I don't really think I'm actually white for sure. Like I have this theory that genuine white people don't really exist anymore and I find it kind of fascinating. I can't say why though or I'll get in trouble :X
>>24559837LIQUID RITSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
YELLOW FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!https://litter.catbox.moe/6vxbes6y4c79c90r.webmWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOI LOVE ASIANS>>24559841babe.. asians..>>24559842what
https://youtube.com/shorts/sptaoFmB8zU?si=u4HLvnNDOiVWRRzA
>>24559851...
>>24559859Well that was a waste of time.>>24559863HIRO WE NEED SEX WITH ASIANS
>>24559860
>>24559867Why are you yelling at...>>24559868Oh... Oh my... That's so fucking hot...
>>24559876hah, gayI'mma coom to that vid now
>>24559882Of course I'm gay, heh. Have fun cooming to that video!I shall snooze now, nighty night Mordred!
>>24559886
>>24559867that's one of the prettiest femboys I've seen but they look like they went too far with plastic surgery
>>24559908hm?
>>24559909they actually looked kind of pretty to me
>>24559929Oh u don't tag so well, I see. Yeah he hot
>>24559908stone surgery is brutal.
>>24559936tag?
>>24560027tag? what tag? My gamer tag?
>>24560037
>>24560043tagging on 4chan, replying, the (You)
>>24560050have you ever stayed at the YMCA
>>24559868Gwaaad dam thats hot, glad i came here today
>>24560072I have many more >>24560070where?
>>24560087young man, there's no need to feel down
>>24560099what are you talking about? I dunno what a ymca is.
>>24560087Think you could share some more?
>>24560110no
>>24560113:((((
>>24560113Perchance you happen to have a teleguard or sesssssion? Probably a stretch but worth a shot.
>>24560144No idea what that is.
>>24560158Its a messaging app, if you wanna give it a try you could send me more :P But no worries if not.
>>24560209Absolutely not. I already got baited into using discord once. I stay on 4chan. I hate all that garbage.
>>24560101it's a place you can go when you feel down and take yourself off the ground it's fun to stay at
>>24560254How could it be fun if I have to leave my comfy chair and beer behind? That sounds awful.
>>24560583I'm too drunk to read all that bullshithttps://youtu.be/eOlUU8l8j5M?si=vFWHzpiQhmu__YF8
>>24560868hype
>>24559466>all the girls in my family have been bartenders/bar owners>my mom who was a nurse and my lil sister who's a psychologistI find it fascinating how we really mimic or stay within the bounds of what our immediate family members do. My grandfather was a special ed teacher, my mom is an english teacher, and I got my degree in education. Most of my family has been in the military and promptly gone on to work in either public education or in something else related to education.>"soda shop" they ownedomg that's fascinating! i fucking love old photos and stories like that, one of my biggest regrets was not writing down my great grandmother's stories before she passed on, but it's so interesting to see what our families were doing in the 20th century and, if applicable, before then too. Things feel so different when it's told as a personal account, since it's a lovely peek at what life was well and truly like back then.I don't have any mementos like that, my grandpa loves to hoard them for himself since he doesn't trust the rest of us with things like old family photos or newspapers, so rip.>it smelled of cigarettes... and my grandma would just give us canned beans lol with ham sandwichesYour grandma did that too? Huh! I wonder if that's like a Midwest grandma thing or not. Maybe it's something to do with the way they were raised and the times they lived in.>show the current owners and tell them my grandma was the original ownerI'm sure they'd find it fascinating. Or at least... I hope so. That's the kind of thing I'd absolutely eat up if it happened to me.
>>24560870good morning mordy, how r u?
Is there a way to make this poorfag phone behave? I fucking haze being poor.. why am I forced to endure an iphone.. why do I have to use this poor people device...FUUCK>>24560950Oh hi fren
hi frienz (AND MORDY), very busssy (lol) day and just wann say haiiiiii <3
>>24561033Why am I a special group outside of frens?
I MADE THE FREN THREADSWHY AM I NOT INCLUDED IN FRENS
>>24560964what is the poorfren phone doing this time? how's it misbehaving?>Oh hi frenhiiiii :3 i made a special note to myself to tell u hello today>>24561033ummm, youuu're... leeo, right? anyways hello fren hiii
>>24561042mordy = frien+>>24561086NOOO ITS EARSforgot trip :3but leeo is cuttte
>>24561086Well when I switch my firefox tabs the poorOS hard manages ram and decides to unload my previous tab so whenever I switch between threads, the old unloads and take immense battery power to reload and then only loads half then I have to load again which takes even more battery onions poorfagPhone dies withing 5 hours and makes me wait constantly.Poor people sadly have to use apple products.. this was free cause it's an ape product.. cause it's for poor people..
>>24561109What does fren+ mean?
>>24561113idk i just remember last time i said 'hi frienz' i got in trouble for not saying hi to u specifically so i was just doing thatand frien+ is bettermy brain is very retarde and has terrible sorting and organizational skills so plz forgib the setnance formatting (because this is like idk what it means) its just more words in the middleor somethingdesu
>>24561136U did that? I thought the other guy did.. I'm confused
>>24561142issokay and it wasnt that i really got in trouble or w/e but it was just a frien+ shoutout :phow are u doing rni have a meeting in 10 min so i'll be gone again :(
Snooze now!
uggh very busy day so i havent had much time to reply>Do you feel like you have genuinly accepted it?i still feel shame about it at times but i've accepted it because no matter what i do or want its not going to go away, i've significantly cut down on degenracy so at least i've practice some self control over it which helps with the shame and justifying it to myselfand i used to really hate myself for all that stuff too but not anymore, having the issues mentioned means i didnt have anyone to talk to about it...sound, relatable? from what you've shared before...>music and progressi cant pretend like i know what you're really talking about but the things i've seen be successful is to use it to express what someone is going through, sad, happy, anguish etc....and to do it for yourself, write, sing, play...for you and if people like it, then they do. something else to consider is, what will this look like in one year? vs 5? You'll be past these learning phases and onto more complex things...just gotta get thereimposter syndrome is a bitch :(
>>24562121>uggh very busy day so i havent had much time to replyDon't worry about it, also I can't help but feel a bit lame when I end up talking a lot about myself. I try to keep that at a minimum.>i still feel shame about it at times but i've accepted it because no matter what i do or want its not going to go away, i've significantly cut down on degenracy so at least i've practice some self control over it which helps with the shame and justifying it to myselfYou seem to be doing a good job with it. Maybe some things will never truly go away, or maybe it just takes extra long.>just gotta get thereI suppose. Everything feels so disconnected and lost lately.
>>24562182i've alwyas liked talking to you and learning your situation but i get it tho, some of the stuff i've shared with u about myself makes me cringe but its still good to talk about it somebeing a neglected person makes it hard>You seem to be doing a good job with ittrying but im still weak to it and a bit ironically i use miku as my shield to ward off the hornyanonstelling them 'migu says i cant' quitting porn helped a lot too ...not that any of that is easy>Everything feels so disconnected and lost lately.do you know why maybe? or just is?
I should really go to bed earlier
>>24563328I used to listen to Miku songs everyday before going to school and first thing when coming home from school, when I was 14 I made a dum promise to her that I wouldn't kill myself.Now I'm just so completely corrupted it feels like I just have become a husk of my former self.>quitting porn helped a lot too ...not that any of that is easyYeah it's hard and especially when posting on 4chan when it's easy to see lewds and get horny>do you know why maybe? or just is?Idk, seeing Miku everywhere in fortnite and more and more normies knowing about her, the new voice bank coming out. Everything is rapidly changing and I feel like I am becoming more and more disconnected and more and more too late.I'm starting to question whether I should even bother with anything anymore.maybe it all went downhill when I started using this board, we should have probably never been on 4chan to begin with
My god man.. I leave the house and am immediately covered in spider webs. Every fucking day is me fighting through webs for hours
>>24563466Hehe
>>24563484Don't heh at me. I will have intercourse with your sphincter.
>>24563512Rape threats coming from a slut covered in spider goo does nothing to me
>>24563361haaai sleeby boyheat status?>>24563419thats very sweet tb.h and i had to make myself a similar promise but for different reasons and it was almost broken a few times....thankfully im still here>like I just have become a husk of my former self.i hear that and understand to some degree, for a long time i thought i would never laugh or be happy again (and almost broke that promise)>it's easy to see lewds and get hornyi've made a habit of not hovering over all images and will shift+click threads to hide them if it looks lewdquitting all that stuff made me more horny but after a while it has become a lot easier to not let it affect me too quickly>>24563419>seeing Miku everywhereyeahhh i hate that the things we love are becoming normiefied like crazy and makes me sad tooaside from the music i really like finding new drawings of her and teto and stuff, it really warms my heart to see them together
>>24563554How about ntr threads? I could cuck you.>>24563568Currently am very cold. Probably gonna be sweaty soon.
>>24563568>....thankfully im still here*pat pat*>i hear that and understand to some degree, for a long time i thought i would never laugh or be happy again (and almost broke that promise)I see. meh stuff is lame you just never know if the next day or the day after something horrible will happen or something great will happen, but generall things tend to feel like a slow decline.>yeahhh i hate that the things we love are becoming normiefied like crazy and makes me sad tooaside from the music i really like finding new drawings of her and teto and stuff, it really warms my heart to see them togetherDrawings are nice, but I am feeling sick to my stomach about time passing by, I feel like everything I cared about is drifting away and I'm losing touch with it, and AI slop, more normification, everything is driving me nuts.>>24563587...stop. I'm going to summon more spiderwebs around your house
>>24563598I just ran into 2 more, I don't care, I'm covered and it's in my eyes. Your threat is meaningless, KEKIE
>>24563632If you are walking outside does this imply that pic is saved on your phone?
>>24563598its true, gotta take it one day at a time and do your best but try not to beat yourself up about itlike right now im deteriorating hardcore from a lot of things i was doing well and im trying not to be hard about it...and just hope i'll pull it back together>i feel like everything I cared about is drifting away and I'm losing touch with itthings are deteriorating, you're right about thati dont like anything i used to for the most part...sadly...but i've moved onto other and more interesting things>>24563651LOL
>>24563651Yes.
>>24563661>its true, gotta take it one day at a time and do your best but try not to beat yourself up about itYeah it's easy to do. "Do your work then step back". I should just accept if I fail then I fail and not worry more than I have to, being driven by fear and anxiety all the time is just a pain.>i dont like anything i used to for the most part...sadly...but i've moved onto other and more interesting thingsYeah I guess that's natural, I wonder this is how the older generations feel seeing the colour palette of their culture, the style, music, feeling of the vertex of their youth slipping away as the world and everyone else are moving away.We are just the rubbles of a former glorious civilization and soon enough we will just be history.
>>24563776Stop trying to get me horny for ntr... aren't you busy with something?
>cuck shitseek psychiatric care
>>24563777"we ride the highs and endure the lows" is a nice song lyric, its not always going to be great and its not always going to be bad>I have to, being driven by fear and anxiety all the time is just a paini was watching this CIA guy talkiing about psyops and thats basically step 1, enduce fear and anxiety because thats what people react to the mostpart of what he was saying is you can psyop yourself into doing shit too by using those tactics hahayeah its crazy i cant even listen to the music i used to listen to at all, like i've tried putting on to reminisce a bit and end up turning it offidk wtf happened, cant watch tv shows, no vidya really, no movies...some books are okay but even then its hard to keeep my attentionweird nerdy shit like learning history was really fascinating for a while there and actually has given me more hope than just distracting myself with media and vidyaunironically though 4ch has never gotten old? idk why that ismaybe because its unfiltered
>>24563782Why? What's wrong cutie?I know you love this..>>24563790Silence; murifat
>>24563810Self psyop seems powerful, but also hard to do well.>yeah its crazy i cant even listen to the music i used to listen to at all, like i've tried putting on to reminisce a bit and end up turning it offidk wtf happened, cant watch tv shows, no vidya really, no movies...some books are okay but even then its hard to keeep my attentionIs it become of boredom? When I listen to old nostalgic songs my chest becomes heavy and I start to feel stressed and anxious.>unironically though 4ch has never gotten old? idk why that ismaybe because its unfilteredMaybe, I am seeing more and more younger people here so it's def changing.>>24563813>I know you love this..Not like that, I'm not into normal cuck stuff, you just misunderstand my psychology. I don't really feel any ntr pleasure from any other girl
>>24563837And there goes my boner..Guess I'll have to find another thread to entertain myself
>>24563849Why would I give care about anyone else?that makes zero sense I have zero feelings for them
>Not like that, I'm not into normal cuck stuffah, so you like it locked in a cage>you just misunderstand my psychologybwahahahahahhahahaha!!!! you really think you are so complicated when you are just another retarded aspie (and a hapa mutt at that) that makes therapy trauma dump threads. >I don't really feel any ntr pleasure from any other girlyou lean more towards faggot than straight.
>>24563882I love you
>>24563864The act is hot, the way you worded it made me flat. I wear a miku necklace but I don't seek miku porn all day long.
>>24563897aaaaaaa you are dumb for that.Whatever. have fun being covered in spider goo
>>24555315
>>24563910Why am I dumb? Suck my dick, like your beloved miku
I just realized something..This is cuck general..Ritsu the cuck for mikuEars the cuck for ketoAnd I'm the bull that bullies both.This entire thread is cucked.
>>24563837>Is it become of boredom?kind of, like it is boring and just under stimulating, underwhelming, and...idk everything i used to like i just dont really like much anymore>Maybe, I am seeing more and more younger people here so it's def changing.yeah its been like that for a bit and i just cant deal with some of the boards now>>24563849*pat pat* issokay lol <3
>>24563930>>24563949Thanks for making me horny...why do you like posting it out on the open so much..>>24563954Hmm idk how to help you with that. I guess you just have to find for something that can satisfy you
>>24563969Humiliation is the most fun part of ntr.>>24563954Cuck
>>24563969yeah i just changed is all, well..other than that original stuff we were kindof talking about, that has never changed hahmore intellectual stuff is what i find interesting now and luckily my autistic obession has been computers and i just keep learning more and more about them which is also fun for melike pentesting and pwning boxes are just puzzle games to me>>24563976ur just a slut :p
>>24563976You publically fucking her would be kinda hot
>>24563992Computers are nice. What stuff do you like about them?Turing complete is a fun game if you are into logic puzzle tism, but it can get boring after a while prob
>>24563992Yes.And you love me.>>24563993That wouldn't be good enough. People have to know she doesn't want you. We should have a fun session and take pics of you on your knees, licking the cum off her while she enjoys my huge cock. Then we send em around so everyone can see what you are.
>>24564012You are already humilating me plenty by doing this to me here...As long as Miku feels good I suppose, seeing her enjoy your cock would be nice
>>24563993they've always just made sense to me in how they operate and has always been super easy for me to understand, use, fix, and after learning pentesting and doing it, they are just such simple things for me to manipulateon top of that, they dont have feelings, they dont get mad, they dont hurt you....they are emotionless yet i get so much happiness from themand they will never leave me....are the things that come to mind immediately but there is it really is the best for someone like meturing?puzzle games are some of my favorite, or RPG games that are puzzle based oneswe've been playing ROR2 lately, not a puzzle game but def funn
>>24564012meh ur crazy
>>24564030She's having the time of her life!I should buy a miku bodypillow and hotglue her tight ass..>>24564034Why am I crazy?
>>24564032I also like computer/logic, it's fun. I like systemetising also. You should do more computer stuff. Pic related is Turing complete, I never got further than this level, but it gets more and more advanced.>>24564045I wish I could jerk you off to her irl...
>>24564061Funny u say that cause masturbating to her is the most she'll allow you to do.
>>24564045>Why am I crazy?just cuz>I should buy a miku bodypillow and hotglue her tight ass..uhhhh hmm okay yeah>>24564061oh yeah thats more into compsci stuff and logic which is pretty fun stuffits kind of funny how hard people think computers and networking is when its actually relatively easy compared to things like that>I wish I could jerk you off to her irl...hawwt>>24564072thats not what he said...
>>24564072I want Miku to orgasm on your big cock while you cum at the same time..>>24564077I would be more into it if I didn't also have to spend time studying music things.you should try out all the different things in computing. it could be like an adventure
>>24564077Ears why are you being an insufferable party pooper rn? Are you pregnant?>>24564096Ofc u do, my adorable cuck.I just found my calne ca pics again. I love that monster
>>24564135I'm still horny and jerking it. Should I go cum?
>>24564135h-h-huhh?wdym i think the miku idea is hawwwt and i bet ritsu's small hands would make ur cock look even bigger @__@
>>24564135i need to get bregnant
>>24564162Only if you think of my fat dick stretching your beloved miku out..>>24564171Now you too huh. Didn't realize you would enjoy watching someone else work on my thing.
>>24564207I don't wanna cum if things escalate and you wanna go on...
>>24564207psh im not one for just sitting and watching....we can 2v1 youi bet both of our hands could grip it and there would still be cock left over
>>24564221Not quite sure what you mean.>>24564241You do realize that he is not into me and probably not even gay? Why the fuck are you fantasizing about that? He loves his blue idol.
>>24564268I will be gay just keep cucking me...I dont mind kissing ur smelly cock I suppose.I'm so embarresed about everything
>>24564268mordy you absolute shart for brains. REEAD >>24564061>>24564282image us kissing it together with our faces mashed up agasint it
>>24564268on top of that your gaydar is super fucking broken and needs to be fixed...he just shy about it :p
>>24564291That would be pretty nice...It would make both of you happy so that would make me feel happy
Why am I on cuck duty while working in the middle of a major city surrounded by thousands of people...>>24564282You pathetic little thing.. wanna taste my dick after it's been inside your beloved? Wanna get a whiff of what she tastes like? Be my guest.. I'll make you choke on it.
>>24564291Nah, I hate reading.
>>24564304YOU INSTIGATED IT. It's your fault.I want that...especially after you have cummed
>>24564309Never, I'm a good mordred.. and you'll be licking up whatever is dripping out of your used up wife too.
>>24564318Thanks for calling her my wife atleast...I should prob cum soon..
>>24564340Sure.. your wife.. on paper at least. Not like you are doing anything married couples would do. Better dicks take care of that.
>>24564365Yes you fuck her... I get it...Tell me to cum so I can do it.
>>24564371Fine.. enough bullying you for today.. then go work your pathetic dick.
>>24564377I hate my life...gonna go cum and imagine you flooding Mikus womb with your big cock...
I'mma buy a red bull!>>24564382Cute
Need new thread soon.. gotta think.. gotta use brain powa
>>24564393anotha brock mayb?love that lil nibba
>>24564401Brock doesn't wanna chat anymoreI got idea
>>24564407ohh...hmm alright+1
>>24564411I'mma bully u so fucking hard
>>24564418w-w-wha-did i doo?? +2
im worried
>>24564420Here>>24564472>>24564472
