I'm snorting 4 oxys and dying live on stream as soon as I'm out of rehab and the naltrexone leaves my system for my fellow bantoids enjoyment stay tuned.
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>>24667466Not if you're drafted first
>>24667530I'm an american I'm just on the Ukranian Mullvad server.
>>24667466I respect the right for someone to die at any point that they wish, but I'm going to ask you "Please don't?" because it sounds like it is done in a moment of temporary depression, rather than genuine want of dying. Especially if you are doing it for the sake of attention of others. You have my attention now, while you are alive. You don't have to kill yourself for others to notice you. C'mon, be real, what's got you down champ? I mean, other than the obvious state of your country in war with >>24667471's country. I understand the Caucus/Balkan depression, you can leave you know? At any time. All you have to do is start planning and walking. Rather than planning to die, why don't you plan on living? Sure, it may be hard, and you might die; but isn't it better to die in the pursuit of living, rather than dying because you did nothing? Do not surrender to the despair, but rather, move, walk, and escape. We used to be a free creature that roamed over mountains and seas, that creature lives within you, hundreds of thousands of years of instincts are within you, and know the way. You don't have to die because of the whims of a world that is outside your realm to control. However, if you wish to die, then so be it. If that is your rebellion against a world you cannot control, and that is your easier means to seek control, then that too is acceptable. I will not watch it, but I will feel slightly moved, however indifferent to your loss, because you chose to surrender to despair, rather than fight back tooth and nail against it. You didn't rip off your shirt, spit in its face, and bear your teeth at it. You chose the easier rebellion, rather than one that brought you here into this world in the first place.
>>24667570Next you'll say you're brown or jewish. Fuck this trash site
Cool can I have your doll once you're gone
take 15 oxies or whatever to kill yourself faster nigger
I simply will never forget that day I waited outside a pizza parlor and some spic thought that I would make a fun companion to huff compressed air. He took a huge gulp of that stuff and began wailing. Offered me some too, nice guy, I guess. He started hallucinating as soon as he took another shot. I guess he saw something familiar in me because he started crying and saying “Sorry sorry sorry” and some other gibberish. Nothing is sadder than seeing people take heroin in the library bathroom stalls. Those bruises around their ankles are in grained to my memory like a mosaic.
>>24667570Ah, never mind. You wish to die not because of Balkan depression, but rather regular depression. The sentiment and statement still remains, but I will feel nothing in your loss if you should choose to die, because you suffer from modernization and are a child of comfort, who has lost their survival instincts in humanity's greatest age, in humanity's greatest country. All I ask is that you do not harm anyone other than yourself in the process and do not ask to be remembered in any sort of kind way, because ultimately, you chose to die rather than face your inner problems, and you wish to be seen in death, rather than in life. I do not want you to die, the answer is simpler, you just want someone to notice you, to hold you, to feel you. To have your head in the bosom of another, and say "Why the fuck has things turned out like this? How can I change it? How can I do right by myself?" We all want that. And it is available to you, offered at no charge, other than your time and patience. It all starts with asking for help OP. You don't have to die, regardless of what others or yourself tells you. You can live, but that has to be your choice, and your responsibility in whatever choice you make. If you die, you take on full responsibility for that, for the void you will leave. If you live, you will also have to take responsibility for that. You do not escape responsibility whatsoever in either decision, Death is not an escape, it is merely a transition into more things that are completely out of your control with much less agency than your perceived lack of agency at the moment.
the strong do what they canhttps://youtu.be/TVGsIU4WFF4
