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What is this shit.
What is this stupid bullshit.
>Resetting back to safe mode in 12 minutes and 58 seconds.
This shit comes up in my mind,
every,
single,
day.
Automatically.

>Your brain needs to rest to finish building up new synapses
Every single day this comes up, and every single day I skip sleep.
You know why I skip sleeping? Because there's no way to rest without my brain resetting in the process.
I would love to sleep,
but there's no way to do it without getting these bullshit, meaningless, superfluous...

I HATE IT, I HATE THIS STUPID BRAIN.
LOOK AT THIS SHIT, EVERY DAY IT COMES UP.
And you know what happens when you skip sleep for a few days, everything seems to be fine, you keep going and going until weeks have gone by cause you can't stand this retarded sleep tax that interrupts your work, and makes you turn off your brain for 8 hours.
So you keep pulling all nighters one after another, and eventually you just lose the option to do it.
It's basically putting a knife to your head and saying you can either...you can either fucking...
You can either wait 11 minutes and have your brain knock you out, or you can just, you know bite the bullet and go to sleep now.
It doesn't even give you the choice to say no. And it just comes up automatically, whenever it wants and it says "Fuck you, I'm turning myself off no matter what you're doing, in 10 minutes and 47 seconds".

Look at this shit,
I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING RAID YOU COCKSUCKER, I'M DOING IMPORTANT SHIT.
WHY DO YOU NEED TO BUILD NEW SYNAPSES, WHAT SYNAPSES?
SOME MORE FUCKING VOICES SO I CAN TALK TO THE WARDROBE TOO TO TELL ME ABOUT THE SKELETONS IT HAS INSIDE? MAKE THEM DANCE?
FUCK YOU GOD, YOU FUCKING FAGGOT.
I'M A SCHIZO,
YOU MADE ME A SCHIZO.