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I want a mommy to jerk off my dark brown fat black BBC cockerino

I have white skin and dark brown genitalia-inos :3

i have huge balls

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jax and lars are similar

i like pearl most because she is the most maternal mommyino

made ramenkino but it was the ramen that did NOT come with a cup so this time so I drained the waterino

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ugh

made a bowl of 2 ramen packets.

dumped the water, found it too salty, noodles were still hotterino so I added in water and put it in the 'crowave for a minute to heat up the 'ter

water is genuinely disgusting while cold/cool and so is some fooderino.

>>24703565
yawn more water need to dilute it some more.

I gave seeming good amount the first time, neither too much nor too little. This time I might have to drown my soup a little.


I originally sprinkled in a little cayenne pepperino in there because eating it without cayenne pepper is likely to make me puke for some reason idk.

dt is almost like his own general it's so funny there's nonstop generals on the front page and then in between them there's this weird crazy thread by dt that's run regularly

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>>24703573
i finished my bowlerino withouterino needing to drown my noodleinos


coffee and previously boiled tea kettle potable hot/warm water timerino


maybe getting 8 hours of sleep everyday is le stupid and that's what makes everyone become fat. Instead we should all stay awake 3 days at a time!!!! :3

I'm gonna see how far I can go :3 :3 :3
with small naps in between because that's all I can afford


I STILL HAVE QUESTIONS THAT MUST BE ANSWERED!!!!!! I CAN'T SLEEP YET!!!!! SLEEP IS WHERE THE NIGHTMARES ARE!!!!

I gotta figure out my AI chat 'canon and I don't like this le sleep schedule I've fallen into, it isn't enjoyable. I want more relaxing thinking time :3

le routine bedtimes are for SQUARES!!!!!!

uh....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQf0NY-zo-o

I was just thinking again, I feel really frustrated and hopeless when it comes to social class

all the people I grew up with when I was younger were all really rough around the edges and it seemed like hardly any of the upper classes or middle classes would accept me growing up
but yet I feel like I am more on middle class people's level at the very least more often times where as lower class people just seem sort of brutish and rough, crass, and crude.
I don't like to generalize with people that much, but it's hard not to at this point
I just don't want to put myself through that anymore and surround myself with really crude people anymore so I don't know what to do, I just can't stand the notion of accepting what represents middle class people though, it's horrible as well in a different way. And also, I just don't think they would ever really accept me for sure either, I am just too wild or exotic or something among other factors, not just physically but like in subtle small differences it's really fucking frustrating like what am I going to do bro?

I like watching videos of people like this, even though they're teenagers, it's hard to tell how much they will ever change, but they are like nice laid back misfit/outsiders or something, like they're not surprisingly really rough. The rough thing is just no for me I think, I don't know what it is that it entails to be super fucking rough all the time but it's just sor of weird I don't know if I can accept all that shit that comes along wih it. I just can't believe how rough everyone was when I was growing up like it makes me shudder now. They weren't all than bad/or horrible but they all just had a certain roughness about them.

but then maybe what it was to an extent is that I sort of was like how the Germans are or something

like maybe that's just how it is for "strong" people? or like I don't know, for people who sort of like germans at all.

The thing is the lower class/blue collar/working class people, a lot of them were stronger in some ways, or a bit more wild or something like that, just sort of more ethnic seeming compared to middle class people. So I don't know.

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it's not considered good enough I guess

but it's what has happened to the lower classes I guess, it's almost like this weird thing that has infiltrated and taken over everything and one of the reasons it's no good enough is that it's not well defined enough or it's ill-defined and not well understood but I think what's taken them over essentially is like almost some type of nazism or fascism which makes sense I guess especially nowadays because of how endangered their whole way of life is and everything it's even more pressing and drastic but it's not fascism for sure but it's almost something like that I guess it's almost like national socialism but that's the thing it's extremely ill-defined it's not really understood at all nobody talks about it hardly and yet here it is, here we are. It's not fully a movement or anything and i doesn't know if it really wants to be or not either. It's just some weird thing. But it's true, that's what it means to be lower class now it seems like.

But that's why I hate that shit because I don't know, I don't know if lower class people simply are to me or not, but half the time I'm bullied and oppressed and put down the most as if I'm the weakest, that's how everyone acts I'm the weakest and shit and if it really was a fascist movement or even some type of gang or hood then I would have to be the meanest back in response, I would have to be so mean, that I would have to rise to the top and I would have to be ruthless and it would never to the point where it's friendship at all or anything, I would almost literally have to make it officially some type of movement, or fascism, a gang whatever. It's just such B.S.

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I don't know

It's just...

I'll never forget how I spent so much of my youth watching tv all day. It's considered bad to watch tv all day, but yet I learned a fair amount, and I really enjoyed watching it all day I had a blast watching tv all day. I don't remember the winter as much but I'll never forget having a fun in my face in shorts watching television it's because those days were long and unstructured and I like to always make myself feel that way
it's just after you get older everything gets so serious and I refuse to be assimilated into all this hustle and bustle over work and responsibilities

I hate the feeling of being on edge all the time and worrying about all this shit it's how they try to get you to assimilate and become conservative inc or something and I hate it. That's what it seems like everyone tries to do to you, I guess I just value unstructured time a bit somehow, I don't know though, maybe i's unavoidable? you shouldn't count the clock that much all the time I don't think. I guess I just hate uptight people or something.

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there should be some spontaneity even if just a little bit.

Of course, nobody ever shows what it takes to be the best, all the sacrifices and control you need to be the best at something or to go far

coffee time

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I guess ugh

I just want to get away from all the people I was raised around it seems like my immediate family was really rough, harsh and mean for the most part and then everybody I knew later on was a mixture of rough and harsh

I think it comes from some method in an attempt to try and make everyone come close to being "conservative" like it's some weird thing where all the super anal retentive people want everyone else to be all anal retentive and it's really annoying, it does stem from and originate from right-wing preferences and thinking I think, but they've managed to convince just about everyone that it's normal even "liberals" it's not that different from the 1950s, it's like the 1950s repeating over and over again ad nauseum and it's on purpose. Sure, they allow people to be a bit more expressive with their clothing styles nowaday but fundamentally in essence it's the same thing everything has to be anal uptight, strict and controlled. I don't know the exact origin of it though, well, like the Roman empire was like that as an example. They think it makes them stronger or tougher or something I guess, but I think it's just another form of control that's likened to slavery.

Also "mental illness" is a big thing nowadays as well, that's another thing I would want to get away from too. I don' take the psychiatrists side, but mental illness is really annoying. I've known so many people who I didn't know what it was at first, again they try to make you think they're superior to you, that they're more strong hard or tough then you and all this shit but really in actuality it's like a lot of people upon closer inspection don't make a lot of rational sense and are actually kind of crazy like truthfully they're probably a little I had to be almost crazy a few times to fit in and I guess it's just mental illness. That's what you call it nowadays, you're expected to look at it that way or something. They're not just "evil" or something they're mentally ill.

grabbed a water

making another coffee

researching more for my 'canon

female bodybuilders are more easier to look at than male bodybuilders

>>24703938
i'm hopping onto the muscle mommy bandwagon

liking muscle mommies is hetero.
liking male bodybuilders is gay.

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On this stupid site

Britain is like fucking threatening me all the time it's so fucking annoying

Why can't Britain mind it's own business? oh no they let all their colonies have their freedom supposedly that's obviously no true at all for sure but everyone will deny the truth

Why does Britain care so much? what part of Britain is it that is actually doing this? so fucking annoying, I can't almost do fucking anything at all I'm jus being assaulted from all sides on a constant basis

time to get a jobborino youre a failororino youre almost thirtiorino

PDB the site was actually threatening me once or twice but I see lots of British people on the site and many of them are kind of threatening me in some way or another they shouldn't defend or take Canada's side that much because Britain is evil too then pretty much

here comes another stupid Australian the stupid british colonies

evil INC I guess at this point

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ugh I just forgot again


it's not all of Britain I guess for sure (but it's just mostly just because it's considered bad to blame a whole country) but it could be a sizable portion it's just bullshit that all these countries have the same problem with "crime" in such a way they just coincidently are all doing the same thing, not to mention it's not suspicious or strange or anything and isn't a sign that they are working together and are organized or something

Just like it's not good to completely believe it's all of Canada either, but from real firsthand experience Canada's not behind the worst of it entirely, but a large portion of the countrymen don't care at all, and they are allowing it in some way or making it easier for the worst of it all to take root
like it's not all disconnected from each other, instead much of it does appear to be connected in some way well I don't have time to go into detail I can't believe it's 5 am