I can't jerk off because I could get a heart attack and the image of me with my pants down and and covered in cum would be permanently encapsulated as my final moment so I need to lock in and try to use my hand outside my shorts from here on outAlso this morning when I pushed my blood to my face to induce syncope, the glowing fireflies swirling around maintained shape instead of flashing and lasted for about 30 seconds and they've never looked like that or lasted that long before, I am seriously about to rupture something in my brain or kill my heartI AM GOING TO DIE.
Russia status: losing
Baroreceptor status: cooked
>futasuck is going to check my kot id
i worry about that too since i have palpertations but i have no shame left from feeling ashamed all myy life anyways so i still zerk off
>>24814131Something is seriously wrong with me and I think I will kill myself with my heart before I kill myself with my brain
Or it could be both in that my heart-arteries in my brain ruptureI can't wait to see my case worker next week I hope she pokes me some more and makes me smile again but if I get too attached then I'll be upset when she gets assigned to someone else so maybe I should tell her to close me out
Do it in the shower.If you die, all is washed away before you hit the floor. You're welcome!
>>24814109Kek ts crazy
>>24817199What the fuck is your problem
>>24818022Tf? Why are you coming at me?
>>24818114You need to calm down. Now.
>>24818715I am calm
It’s the no brain nigga in slow collapse folks
>>24822067I was just siting and punched my head and then I fell over and hit the side of my head against the hard floor and then I went fetal for a few seconds and my arms get spastic, legs went more tingly, breathing is hard but then I sit back up like nothing happenedWHY CAN'T I DIE
>>24822256I told you before to get a brain chip from ElonI think it’s free cause it’s still experimental and you probably have to watch ads and gay pornBut just do it nigger
I want to slip and fall and get a brain hemorrhageI want to get a heart attackI want breathing to stopI want my brainstem to shut offI want to reach the final strike that was one too manyIt's all going to happen in a few years anyway
