dreamt about her againwoke up with tears running down my facei havent cried in over a decade before thiswhat the fuck is happening to me?
okay, hang in there big guy.
I dreamt that I called something cromulent at work and my colleague didn't understand the reference and it got painfully awkward.Why must I dream about being cringe?
>>24872167So go see her before the need to stops. She'll probably appreciate the no bullshit attitude of you just doing that.
>>24872170Brother, this is not right.
>>24872170It's always the fucking Kikes who want to kill pagans.They hate us cuz' they ain't us.
>>24872331thats not going to worki havent seen her in over a decade eitheri dont understand why my stupid fucking retarded dipshit brain refuses to just forget about her
>>24872587i didnt know her, but i can assure you she wasnt THAT good.i spend one decade like you hurted, she was called lydia, anecdote, i did struggle a lot playing skyrim because well... its the first follower that you get heh.And such its the life a few weeks ago i did see her profile on socials. I did not lost anything, its just the brain overidealizing, maybe fearing that something "that good" will never come.Dont miss your life for just a memory, give you some chance and give other women a chance.Maybe your are going through something hard in your emotional life and your brain its just "told you dude... we should have done things like this and that".Maybe im wrong, but you should be honest with yourself first to answer your question of what the fuck its happening to me, i can only tell you that you are not alone with that experience in this world.
>>24872680thanks for the kind words, however>give other women a chance.ive had multiple other relationships since then and i dont think or dream about these women at all, this one for whatever reason just refuses to leave my mind, to be fair it was the first real one i had perhaps that is the reasonit is quite bothersome regardlessif anything atleast this let me know im still able to cry, i thought that was a thing of the past
>>24872167perhaps you need to face some sort of hard truth about her or yourself that you've been pushing down all these years?have you forgiven yourself for whatever happened?
>>24872731>i dont think or dream about these women at allSame happened to me, but now i dream with 2 haha, the brain its a motherfucker...Not every women can occupy the space that she left, but i bet that she is not the only one that can occupy that.Goodnight anon, try to not overthink about her too much, it will not change anything afterall, and you deserve some rest and peace.
>>24872754>perhaps you need to face some sort of hard truth about her or yourself that you've been pushing down all these years?perhaps>have you forgiven yourself for whatever happened?no not at all, she was a wonderful woman and i was no more then a reprehensible semi psychotic piece of shit at the timei regret how i treated her to this day, if i was the man i am now back then i would have probably married her instead, not that i treted any of the following women better, probably worse actually, but they just dont matter to me in the same way>>24872774>the brain its a motherfucker...it is indeed>Not every women can occupy the space that she left, but i bet that she is not the only one that can occupy that.ill take that to heart and i hope you are correct>try to not overthink about her too muchimpossible>you deserve some rest and peacequestionableanyway goodnight anon and sweet dreams
