>23, virgin, never had a girlfriend>avoidant personality disorder>get panic and fear when joining random lobbies with people I don't know>get panic seeing people outside when I need to get the trash can or mail>recently went in a random lobby, just joining took 2 minutes of pep talking myself>lasted in the lobby around a minute before alt-f4ing from anxiety overload (prob because it was helldivers 2 max difficulty and the pressure to perform was above my level)>will try again at lower difficultygo ahead and laugh at me, idc.
>>24906086Lol faggot id fuck you so hard
>>24906086Do you want to play amongus?
>>24906086Jesus
>>24906086u know wha' helps to make other people feel like wha' u are and wha' u do are two different separate 'tings.wha' I mean is, try to draw people dat u see on da streets.juz as' somebody to get drawn.Then der are two separate dimensions, completely separate, u and ur drawing.People expect da result, which is ur drawing.dey don' care how cringe u are, dey don' care bout da fact dat u are mentally ill.dey see da result.But while u are creating dat result, dat is separate from yourself, u are having a social interaction dat probably helps or maybe it doesn't.I dunno.
imaginary & self imposed, where was this panic and fear when u went to school?
Average Swede
>>24906863I’ve always had it.>shy with girls>never wanted to present in class and skipped seminars
>>24906981you can fix it with exposure therapy
>>24906990It’s too late and I’m already rock bottom.
>>24906086taking MDMA at a rave will unironically fix this
>>24906086kill yourself.
